Title: I am not! Part 9
Author: Alcandre
Rating: PG



Okay, here's chapter 9. How fun. I have thought long and hard about this and have decided to change this a tad. No change in the plot or anything, just a little tiny change, and you shall see how it changed when you read.
Anyway, thanks for the reviews and such. Also thanks to TimeAsunderQ. Just a big thanks for asking me if I've written anything new. And we should seriously get that crossover fic written! ^_^
I don't own Sailor Moon and it's characters.



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Ami's POV
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I watched as my first and closest friend walked away. She had just screamed at me and told me that I had no social life. I was mad at first, I mean, who wouldn't be. But after she walked around a cornor, I started thinking. She was right. I did always put her down, even after all she has done for me.
I wouldn't have any friends if she hadn't started talking to me. I usually shut myself up from the world. All that used to matter to me were books and becoming a doctor. But now, after I have had her friendship and met Makoto, Minako, and Rei, I have learned that there is more to life than studying.
But I have never shown Usagi that. I have never told her how much I think of her. I have never thanked her for being so nice to me when everyone else would shun me and laugh at me behind my back. She was always there for me and I never told her how much I love her. I don't even want to think about where I'd be if it weren't for her.


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Makoto's POV
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Damn her! Gods, doesn't she understand anything? She just told me off! No one has ever done that to me.
But wait a minute, what she said. I do put her down all the time. I mean, she is small and weak looking but in reality, she was the strongest out of all of us. She had the biggest heart and the most love. She showed me love even after she heard that I started a fight at my old school. She wasn't scared of me. That was a first for me. I was used to people always running away when I walked up and then talking about me later. I hated it and put on a tough exterior. But, Usagi broke through that. She saw my heart and knew that I needed friends.
And I have never told her how much I appreciate that. She doesn't know that I adore her and want to be like her, innocent and loving. She hugs first then asks questions. But I have never told her that I notice that. I am so sorry, Usagi.


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Minako's POV
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She walked away from us. The girl that could be my twin and I considered one of my closest friends just insulted all of us and then walked off. She hates me.
No, she doesn't. Usagi couldn't hate anyone. Even though I have only known her for a few weeks, she is the most loving person I know. I feel bad for making fun of her. I thought she just laughed it off, but now I see that she's like me in more ways than I thought. She doesn't show her feelings on the outside. No one knows her feelings except for her.
I know from personal experience that holding your feelings in can be dangerous. I just wish I had been more of a friend to her than I was. I was just trying to fit in.


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Rei's POV
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Odango no baka. Why don't you just stop and think for a minute? I only make fun of you because I care for you and want you to be all you can be. Can you be any stupider?
Demo, she's right. I do go to far. I do know what it's like to be made fun of. Before I met her I didn't have any friends and people constantly made fun of me or were scared of me because of my abilities.
She doesn't know how much I love her. She doesn't know because I've never told her. She doesn't know that I consider her my best friend and I would die trying to protect her. She is love personified. Just the look in her blue eyes is enough to do anything for her. But I'm not used to that. I have a past of being rash and tempermental, so when she looks at me with those big blue eyes and starts to cry or even just smiles, I don't know what to do. No one has ever showed me that kind of love before. I'm not used to it. But I shouldn't take it out on Usagi.
Gomen, Usagi. Gomen.



To be continued...





Oooo, how was it? Was it new and different, an added twist? Please tell me!!! I'll try getting the next chapter out soon. ove all of you.


Alcandre