Title: I am not! Chapter 11
Author: Alcandre
Rating: PG
Here I am, trying to get this chapter out before anything drastic happens in my life! I tell ya, summer is a busy time for me. I have been EVERYWHERE. I hope nothing else happens to Fanfiction.net again any time soon. I need my daily intake of Sailor Moon stories ^_^.
Anyway, I have a story out co-written with TimeAsunderQ. It's a crossover fic involving Doctor Who and Sailor Moon. Read it, please. The tile is "Sailor Who?" I think it's hysterical and I don't know that much about Doctor Who, that's TimeAsunderQ's job!!!
Gomen, enough of that. On with the story.
What am I doing here? At Mamo-, I mean Mamoru's apartment on my own free will! I must be going insane, I must-
"Usako?"
I look up and smile. Mamo-chan called me 'Usako.' I like it. "Is this a bad time?" I ask.
He shakes his head and motions me in. "Are you okay?" He asks as I take off my shoes.
"I just wanted to talk to someone." I say, following him into his den. I sit on the sofa. "I can't face my friends just yet."
His face searches mine and a look I can't describe crosses his features. "Did something else happen between you and your friends?" He asks.
I look down. "I yelled at them again and said some pretty nasty things. I even slapped Rei." I look up to see his reaction but he stays the same. I continue. "I feel awful."
"Why?" he asks. "You take it from them. Why can't they take it from you just once?"
I shrug. "I still feel guilty." I sigh. "The look on their faces still haunts me. I don't care anymore about what they do to me. Demo, I don't want to face them and have to apologize." I look back down. "Is that stupid?"
"Iie." He lifts my head with a finger under my chin. "It makes sense to me. You are such a caring and loving person, that you feel guilty for the smallest things. *That* is an honorable trait."
I smile and blush. "Arigato, Mamo-chan, demo, that's not true."
"It is." He pulls me in for a hug. "That's what I love about you."
My eyes widen in surprise. "Nani!?"
He chuckled. "I have loved you for so long, Usako. Admired your glowing personality, your loving nature, and your beauty. But I was a coward and was too scared to approach you nicely. So, I made fun of you. At least I got to hear your voice everyday. That's what I lived for."
"I thought you hated me," I state. "I thought you couldn't stand me."
He hugs me tighter. I hear him sigh. "Gomen, Usako, gomen. I shouldn't have done all that. I was stupid and selfish, only thinking of my own wantings. I didn't think about your feelings. That is, until you told me yesterday how much it hurt you. That's when I realized how loving you are. And, when you told me you loved me, I felt my heart soar. Gomen nasai, Usako."
I feel overwhelmed. He loves me? I didn't know what to say.
'Say you love him too.' a voice says to me. 'Now you have someone to talk to. And you have gotten your wish, he has told you to your face that he loves you.'
That voice is right. I take a deep breath. "I love you, too, Mamo-chan, with all of my heart."
He smiles and takes my hand. "Arigato, Sailor Moon."
I gasp and back up on the sofa. "Nani?!!!"
He stands up and slowly pulls a rose out of nowhere. He hands it to me and smiles. "Surprise," he whispers. And in the blink of an eye, standing in front of me, is Tuxedo Kamen.
"Oh God." I whisper.
Well, the end of this chapter!!! I hope it's okay and long enough ^_^. Thanks for reading and I'll get the next chapter out soon!!
Love y'all,
Alcandre
Author: Alcandre
Rating: PG
Here I am, trying to get this chapter out before anything drastic happens in my life! I tell ya, summer is a busy time for me. I have been EVERYWHERE. I hope nothing else happens to Fanfiction.net again any time soon. I need my daily intake of Sailor Moon stories ^_^.
Anyway, I have a story out co-written with TimeAsunderQ. It's a crossover fic involving Doctor Who and Sailor Moon. Read it, please. The tile is "Sailor Who?" I think it's hysterical and I don't know that much about Doctor Who, that's TimeAsunderQ's job!!!
Gomen, enough of that. On with the story.
What am I doing here? At Mamo-, I mean Mamoru's apartment on my own free will! I must be going insane, I must-
"Usako?"
I look up and smile. Mamo-chan called me 'Usako.' I like it. "Is this a bad time?" I ask.
He shakes his head and motions me in. "Are you okay?" He asks as I take off my shoes.
"I just wanted to talk to someone." I say, following him into his den. I sit on the sofa. "I can't face my friends just yet."
His face searches mine and a look I can't describe crosses his features. "Did something else happen between you and your friends?" He asks.
I look down. "I yelled at them again and said some pretty nasty things. I even slapped Rei." I look up to see his reaction but he stays the same. I continue. "I feel awful."
"Why?" he asks. "You take it from them. Why can't they take it from you just once?"
I shrug. "I still feel guilty." I sigh. "The look on their faces still haunts me. I don't care anymore about what they do to me. Demo, I don't want to face them and have to apologize." I look back down. "Is that stupid?"
"Iie." He lifts my head with a finger under my chin. "It makes sense to me. You are such a caring and loving person, that you feel guilty for the smallest things. *That* is an honorable trait."
I smile and blush. "Arigato, Mamo-chan, demo, that's not true."
"It is." He pulls me in for a hug. "That's what I love about you."
My eyes widen in surprise. "Nani!?"
He chuckled. "I have loved you for so long, Usako. Admired your glowing personality, your loving nature, and your beauty. But I was a coward and was too scared to approach you nicely. So, I made fun of you. At least I got to hear your voice everyday. That's what I lived for."
"I thought you hated me," I state. "I thought you couldn't stand me."
He hugs me tighter. I hear him sigh. "Gomen, Usako, gomen. I shouldn't have done all that. I was stupid and selfish, only thinking of my own wantings. I didn't think about your feelings. That is, until you told me yesterday how much it hurt you. That's when I realized how loving you are. And, when you told me you loved me, I felt my heart soar. Gomen nasai, Usako."
I feel overwhelmed. He loves me? I didn't know what to say.
'Say you love him too.' a voice says to me. 'Now you have someone to talk to. And you have gotten your wish, he has told you to your face that he loves you.'
That voice is right. I take a deep breath. "I love you, too, Mamo-chan, with all of my heart."
He smiles and takes my hand. "Arigato, Sailor Moon."
I gasp and back up on the sofa. "Nani?!!!"
He stands up and slowly pulls a rose out of nowhere. He hands it to me and smiles. "Surprise," he whispers. And in the blink of an eye, standing in front of me, is Tuxedo Kamen.
"Oh God." I whisper.
Well, the end of this chapter!!! I hope it's okay and long enough ^_^. Thanks for reading and I'll get the next chapter out soon!!
Love y'all,
Alcandre
