Title: My Feelings In Song
Author: Leyna email me at totallyweird103@yahoo.com
Time Zone - After Dead Things
Rating: PG/PG13 I dunno. It just has a few cuss words here and there and a big smoochie.
Disclaimer - All songs belong to the singer/group. My first fic so please review!!!!! I love you all!!
Chapter 1:
Spike's POV
Ow. That was all that I could think of. She beat me up and left me there. But as always I forgive her. I will always forgive Buffy. I don't blame her for doing what she did. I am the reason why her life was living Hell. I've always wondered how her life would've been like if I had never come to this bloody town. It would've gone pretty damn well. I wouldn't blame her if she hates me right now. Her birthday's tomorrow. Knew she didn't invite me. She won't even talk to me. How am I going to let her know that I love her and that I forgive her? Hmm. God, thinking is hard! Wait, maybe if I can't talk to her and tell her how I feel, maybe she would. Yes!!!
Next Day - Buffy's Party - Summer's Home
Buffy, Dawn, Willow, Anya, Tara, Xander, Richard, and Sophie all sat on the sofa, watching Buffy open her presents. When she was finished with her last present, the doorbell rang. Buffy stood up to answer the door. Outside, a very nervous Spike stood, trying to keep his cool, slow his breathing (he ran all the way here), and not drop the small wrapped present in his fidgeting hands.
"Oh, it's you. What do you want?" Even though Buffy acted annoyed, inside she was very excited and relieved that Spike hadn't forgotten her birthday.
"I know, Slayer. You don't want me here but I can't just forget your birthday. Here, happy birthday." He shoved the present into her hands and walked away.
Buffy walked inside closing the door behind her. Her friends were waiting patiently inside.
"Gee, that was strange even for Spike." Buffy had no idea what went on just a few seconds ago
"What did the Captain Peroxide want this time." Xander was loving the fact that Buffy hadn't invited him to her birthday.
"Nothing, he just stood there and shoved this thing in my hands. Strange."
"Well, are you just going to stand there and stare at it? Open it." Dawn really wanted to know what kind of presents Spike gave on birthdays.
"Okay. um. look. It's a mixed CD. Um. a note. 'Buffy, if you won't talk to me. listen. My feelings in song. -Spike' Completely creepy." Though Buffy didn't show it, she really wanted to know what was on the CD. She walked over to the CD Player and waited for the CD to start.
Strange Relationship By Darren Hayes
Do you love me?
Or am I just another trip
In this strange relationship?
You push and pull me
Yeah
But I'm about to lose my mind
Is this just a waste of time?
Keep acting like you own me
I keep running
Watch me walking out the door
I here you behind me
Gimme that strange relationship
Never felt pleasure and pain like this
Something's so right
But it feels so terribly wrong
I keep holding on
Gimme that strange relationship
One of use gotta let go of this
I keep pushing and you keep holding on
I'm already gone
Do you love me?
Yeah
We break up and back together
And I swore to myself, never
Oh, how you do me
Yeah
You strip me of my honour
I don't think I'm gonna
Break free of these mon-games
All I'm try'n do is modify my plan
Cos I can't contain you
Gimme that Strange Relationship
Never felt pleasure and pain like this
Something's so right but it feel so terribly wrong
I keep holding on
Do you love me?
One of us gotta let go f this I keep pushing but you keep holding on
I'm already gone
You keep acting like you own me
I can't control me
You say you never really wanted me back
Well maybe that's a fact
May I suggest a brand new plan of attack
And in the fists of that you're hard to crack
I'm way of track
I want you back
I want you gone
Baby I'm scared of holding on
Do you love me?
Yeah
Or am I just another trip
In this strange relationship
Do you love me
Yeah?
Something's so write but I feels so terribly wrong
I keep holding on
Gimme that strange relationship
One of us gotta let go of this
I keep pushing and you keep holding on
I'm already gone
Do you love me
Yeah?
Something's so write but I feels so terribly wrong
I keep holding on
Gimme that strange relationship
One of us gotta let go of this
I keep pushing and you keep holding on
I'm already gone
Do you love me
Yeah?
Something's so write but it feels so terribly wrong
I keep holding on
Gimme that strange relationship
One of us gotta let go of this
I keep pushing and you keep holding on
I'm already gone
I'm already gone
I'm gone
Buffy waited for the next song to come on.
Angel From Above
By Azn Dreamerz
I'll give anything for love,
Just to be with you.
And girl I swear I'll never change,
The way you are.
Cause I will be there,
I will be there for you,
Forever more.
I wanna share my life,
It's only right that you be mine.
Cause you,
Are my angel from above girl
Angel from above.
And you,
Make the world go round with love girl
You are my angel from above.
Everytime I close my eyes,
I thank the lord that I've found you.
And girl I swear I'll never change,
Your my dream come true.
Cause I will be there,
I will be there for you,
forever more.
I wanna share my life,
It's only right that you be mine.
Cause you,
Are my angel from above girl
Angel from above.
And you,
Make the world go round with love girl,
You are my angel from above.
You're my angel girl,
You, are my angel from above girl,
Angel from above.
And you,
Make the world go round with love girl,
You are my angel from above.
You are my angel girl,
And you,
Make the world go round with love girl,
You are my angel from above.
And you,
Are my angel from above girl,
Angel from above.
And you,
Make the world go round with love girl,
You are my angel from above.
And you,
Are my angel from above girl,
Angel from above.
And You,
Make the world go round with love girl,
You are my angel from above.
And You,
Are my angel from above girl.
Tearin' Up My Heart By N' Sync
It's tearin' up my heart when I'm with you
But when we are apart I feel it too
And no matter what I do I feel the pain
With or without you
Baby I don't understand
Just why we can't be lovers
Things are gettin' out of hand
Tryin' too much but baby we can't win
Let it go
If you want me girl let me know
I am down on my knees
I can't take it anymore
It's tearin' up my heart when I'm with you
But when we are apart I feel it too
And no matter what I do I feel the pain
With or without you
Baby don't misunderstand
What I'm tryin' to tell ya
In the corner of my mind
Baby it feels like we're running out of time
Let it go
If you want me girl let me know
I am down on my knees I can't take it anymore It's tearin' up my heart when I'm with you
But when we are apart I feel it too
And no matter what I do I feel the pain
With or without you Tearin' up my heart and soul
We're apart I feel it too
and no matter what I do I feel the pain
with or without you
Tearin' up my heart and soul
We're apart I feel it too
and no matter what I do I feel the pain
with or with out you
It's tearin up my heart when I'm with you
(Tearin' up my heart and soul)
But when we are apart I feel it too
(We're apart I feel it too)
And no matter what I do I feel the pain
With or without you
And no matter what I do I feel the pain
With or without you
Buffy tried to hold in her emotions. She didn't wanna break down and cry right in front of her friends.
Spike's Crypt
Spike was roaming around the crypt. He was nervous as Hell. The questions 'What if she doesn't like it?' or 'What if she hates me after this?' kept running through his mind. He wasn't sure if this was a mistake or a good thing. She didn't look like she wanted to kill me when I came to her house. oh! Who was he kidding? If her looks could stake, he'd be a pile of ashes right now. "Uh! God, I'm such a wanker. A poof! That's who I am. Angel 2.0!!" Suddenly, he froze. He felt her. Spike knew it was her scent. He's smelt it many times before. As fast as it came, it was gone. Now, he couldn't smell her anymore. He rushed to the door to see if she was still there. He opened the door. Nothing was outside but on the ground in front of the door was a CD case. He picked it up and walked back inside. Inside the case, he found a mixed CD! 'SO my idea!' his mind thought playfully. A note sprung out when he opened the package. 'My feelings in song! - Buffy'. He put the CD in the newly stolen CD System. He waited for the first song to play.
Complicated By Avril Lavigne
Uh-huh,
Life's like this
Uh-huh, uh-huh
That's the way it is
'Cause life's like this
Uh-huh, uh-huh
That's the way it is
Chill out,
What you yellin' for?
Lay back, it's all been done before
And if you could only let it be
You will see
I like you the way you are When we're, driving in my car
And you're talking to me
One on one
But you become
Somebody else
'Round everyone else
Watchin' your back
Like you can't relax
You're tryin' to be cool
You look like a fool
To me
Tell me
Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're
Acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this, you
And you fall and you crawl
And you break and you take
What you get and you turn it into
Honesty Promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
No, no, no
You come over unannounced
Dressed up like you're something else
Where you are and
Where you sat, you see
You're making me
Laugh out
When you strike a pose
Take off all your preppy clothes
You know
You're not fooling anyone
When you become
Somebody else
'Round everyone else
Watchin' your back
Like you can't relax
Tryin' to be cool
You look like a fool
To me Tell me
Why do you have to go and make things so complicated? I see the way you're
Acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this, you
And you fall and you crawl
And you break and you take
What you get and you turn it into
Honesty Promise me
I'm never gonna find you fake it
No, no, no...
Chill out,
What you yellin' for?
Lay back, it's all been done before
And if you could let it be
You will see
Somebody else
'Round everyone else
You're watchin' your back
Like you can't relax
You're tryin' to be cool
You look like a fool
To me, to me
Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're
Acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this, you
And you fall and you crawl
And you break and you take
What you get and you turn it into
Honesty Promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
No, no
Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're
Acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this, you
And you fall and you crawl
And you break and you take
What you get and you turn it into
Honesty Promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
It's My Life By Bon Jovi
This ain't a song for the broken-hearted
No silent prayer for the faith-departed I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd
You're gonna hear my voice
When I shout it out loud
It's my life
It's now or never I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just wanna live while I'm alive
It's my life This is for the ones who stood their ground
For Tommy and Gina who never backed down Tomorrow's getting harder make no mistake
Luck ain't even lucky
Got to make your own breaks
It's my life
And it's now or never
'Cause I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life!
Don't Go Knock On My Door By Britney Spears
Don't go knock on my door Don't go knock on my door
Time is up
No more cheat n' lie
No more tears to dry
You and I, we're like so "bye-bye"
Finally
I am over you
Totally unblue
And I can hear myself saying
I am better off without you
Stronger than ever and I.I'm tellin' you now
Don't go knockin' on my door
Gotta stay away for sure
You say you miss me like crazy now
But I ain't buyin' that
You better get off my back
Don't go knockin' on my door
I can see
It's no mystery
It's so clear to me
What we had is all history
It's OK
I can sleep at night
It will be alright
I can hear myself saying
I am better off without you
Stronger than ever and I.I'm tellin' you now
Don't go knockin' on my door
Gotta stay away for sure
You say you miss me like crazy now
But I ain't buyin' that
You better get off my back Don't go knockin' on my door
Gotta stay away for sure
You say you miss me like crazy, now
But I ain't buying that
You better get off my back
Don't go knockin' on my door
Don't go knockin' on my door Don't go knockin' on my door Door! Do what you want As long as you don't come back! Don't go knockin' on my door
Gotta stay away for sure
But I ain't buyin' that
You better get off my back
Don't go knockin' on my door Gotta stay away for sure You say you miss me like crazy now But I ain't buying that You better get off my back Don't go knockin' on my door Gotta stay away for sure You say you miss me like crazy now But I ain't buying that You better get off my back
The song ended in a very angry note. Buffy's voice suddenly came on very upset.
"Spike! Stay away from me. If you haven't heard, I'm with Richard now. He is perfect for me and he is so much better that you."
She hates him. He knew it. He felt the tears start welling up in his eyes.
Buffy's House
There, she did it. She gave him the CD. 'That'll show him not to mess with my anymore!' That didn't sound as convincing to her even in her mind. Ok, she secretly wanted him to do something in return. 'You love him' her Buffy side said. 'He's a vampire!" her slayer side answered. DING DONG! Oh the door. Thank God that stopped the two sides from arguing. When she opened the door, no one was there but she wasn't really surprised. She looked down and spotted the package she was hoping to see. Buffy quickly popped the CD in the player and listened intently.
I Swear By All 4 One
i swear by the the moon
and the stars in the sky
and i swear like the
shadow that's by your side
i see the questions in your eyes
i know what's waiting on your mind
you can be sure i know my part
'cause i stand beside you through the years
you'll only cry those happy tears
and though i make mistakes
i'll never break your heart
and i swear by the moon
and the stars in the sky i'll be there
i swear like the shadow that's by your side
i'll be there for better or worse
till death do us part
i'll love you with every beat of my heart
and i swear
i'll give you every thing i can
i'll build your dreams with these two hands
we'll hang some memories on the wall
and when (and when) just the two of us are there you won't have to ask if i still care
'cause as the time changes the page
my love won't ever age at all
and i swear (i swear) by the moon
and the stars in the sky i'll be there (i'll be there)
i swear (and i swear) like the shadow that's by your side
i'll be there (i'll be there) for better or worse
till death do us part i'll love you
with every single beat of my heart and i swear
and i swear (i swear) by the moon and the stars in the sky i'll be there (i'll be there)
i swear (and i swear) like the shadow that's by your side
i'll be there (i'll be there)
for better or worse (better or worse)
till death do us part i'll love you with every single beat of my heart
i swear i swear i swear
Loved By Grace By Lara Fabian
I remember the rain on the roof that morning
And all the things that I wanted to say
The angry words
That came from nowhere without warning
That stole the moment and sent me away
And you standing there at the doorway crying
And me wondering if I'd ever be back
I said I didn't come here to leave you
I didn't come here to lose
I didn't come here believing
I would ever be away from you
I didn't come here to find out
There's a weakness in my faith
I was brought here by the power of love (love)
Love by grace
Mmm.
And I remember the road just went on forever
Just couldn't seem to turn that car around
Till in the distance like a long lost treasure
A phone booth that just could not be found
And you standing there at the doorway waiting And the moment when we laid back down
I said I didn't come here to leave you
I didn't come here to lose
I didn't come here believing
I would ever be away from you
I didn't come here to find out
There's a weakness in my faith
I was brought here by the power of love. That was just a moment in time
And one we'll never forget
One we can leave behind
Cause when there was doubt
You'll remember I said
I didn't come here believing
I would ever be away from you
I didn't come here to find out
There's a weakness in my faith, yeah
I was brought here by the power of love
I was brought here by the power of love.
Love by grace
Mmm.la-la-la-la, love by grace
It Makes Me Ill By N' Sync
I was hanging with the fellas
Saw you with your new boyfriend, it made me jealous
I was hoping that I'd never see you with him
But it's all good, 'cause I'm glad that I met him
Heh
'Cause now I know the competition's very slim to none
And I can tell by looking that he's not the one
He's not the type you said you liked
His style is whack, clothes are bad
Come on, girl, let him go
I want you back Call me a hater, if you want to
But I only hate on him 'cause I want you
Say I'm trippin' if you feel like
But you without me ain't right
You can say I'm crazy, if you want to
That's true-- I'm crazy 'bout you
You could say I'm breakin' down inside
'Cause I can't see you with another guy
It makes me ill
To see you give
Love and attention at his will
And you can't imagine how it makes me feel
To see you with him
Oh, it makes me ill
To see you give
Love and attention at his will
And you can't imagine how it makes me feel
To see you with him Girl I know that we broke up
But that doesn't mean you should give the cold shoulder
'Cause you know that I truly do adore ya
And that other guy can't do nothin' for ya
Uh
See I can tell that you don't really love that guy
But there's no need for you to go and waste your time
I think you know I love ya more
Girl you gotta let him go
I want you so just give him the door Call me a hater, if you want to
But I only hate on him 'cause I want you
You can say I'm trippin' if you feel like But you without me ain't right
You can say I'm crazy, if you want to
That's true-- I'm crazy 'bout you
You could say I'm breakin' down inside
'Cause I can't see you with another guy
It makes me ill
To see you give
Love and attention at his will
And you can't imagine how it makes me feel
To see you with him
Oh, it makes me ill
To see you give
Love and attention at his will
And you can't imagine how it makes me feel
To see you with him
Ohhhhhhhh
It makes me ill cause you used to be my girl
Used to be (my girl) Used to be my girl yeahhh
It makes me ill (oooo) cause you used to be my girl (c'mon)
My girl
So baby come back to me (baaaaaby)
It makes me ill
To see you give
Love and attention at his will (at his willll)
And you can't imagine how it makes me feel
To see you with him (when I see you with him)
Oh, it makes me ill (baby I'm jealous)
To see you give
Love and attention at his will (at his will)
And you can't imagine how it makes me feel
To see you with him
Oh it makes me ill
To see you give
Love and attention at his will
And you can't imagine how it makes me feel
To see you with him (you can't imagine how it makes me feel)
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Walking Away
By Craig David I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away, oh to find a better day
I'm walking away I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away, oh to find a better day
I'm walking away
Sometimes some people get me wrong, when it's something I've said or done
Sometimes you feel there is no fun, that's why you turn and run
But now I truly realise, some people don't want to compromise
Well I saw them with my own eyes spreading those lies and
Well I don't want to live my life, too many sleepless nights
Not mentioning the fights, I'm sorry to say lady
I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away, oh to find a better day
I'm walking away I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away, oh to find a better day
I'm walking away
Well I'm so tired baby
Things you say, you're driving me away
Whispers in the powder room baby, don't listen to the games they play
Girl I thought you'd realise, I'm not like them other guys
Cos I saw them with my own eyes, you should have been more wise, and
I don't wanna live my life, too many sleepless nights
Not mentioning the fights, I'm sorry to say lady
I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away, oh to find a better day
I'm walking away I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away, oh to find a better day
I'm walking away I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away, oh to find a better day
I'm walking away I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away, oh to find a better day
I'm walking away
Maybe it was a little too harsh telling him that she was dating Richard. 'Total lie! Dating Richard my butt.' Buffy told herself. She didn't know what was happening to her but she was starting to fall in love with Spike. How can something so right, be so wrong? 'It's not wrong! You're just afraid of what your friends are going to say.' But that wasn't her only fear. 'What if he leaves me?' She didn't know why she'd even have that doubt. He has made it completely clear to her that he was the long-haul kinda guy. 'Maybe we could work out and I could be happy with him. He does love me. I have to do something quick before he has enough of the crap that I'm throwing at him.'
Spike's Crypt
Spike's just sitting in his armchair waiting for his slayer to come and tell him not to leave. 'Oh, who am I kidding. She's not coming. I should just leave. It'll be for her best.' Spike stood up. He started going through his stuff looking for things that was valuable enough to take with him. At the end of the cleaning, he ended up packing his clothes and his pictures of Buffy. As he was heading up to his upper level, he heard a small knock at the door. Wondering who would come to see him, he opened the door to see no one. Spike looked around until his really sexy eyes caught a little glint on his doorstep. He smiled a small smile as he bent down to retrieve the CD. 'Maybe today wasn't a total waste at all,' his William side said. 'Whatever! She probably sent you a disc to tell you that you are a piece of nothing.' Spike ignored his demon as he put the disc into the CD player.
Crazy By K-Ci and Jo-Jo
See
Baby I apologize
For all the things
That I've done, that I've done
See I know that I've been a fool
For far too long
Baby you don't have to Go and run away
Just come back to papa
Please baby, baby won't you stay
If you really love me
Then why are you leavin' me?
I can't think
Think about this crazy day
I lose sleep
Just to daydream about you baby
I'm goin' crazy, crazy, crazy
Just thinkin' about you lately
I'm goin' crazy, crazy, crazy Just thinkin' about you baby
I'm goin' crazy, crazy, crazy, crazy
Thinkin' about you lately
I'm goin' crazy, crazy
And I can't touch you
Crazy, crazy And I can't hold you Crazy, crazy
And I can't see you again
Said I'm goin' crazy
Baby, baby, baby, baby
Said I'm goin' crazy
I finally realize
That you are my true love
And I had a lot of time to think
And you're all I seem
To keep think, to keep thinkin' of, yeah And now I know I need ya
Each and every day I can't live without ya
So don't run away
Baby you said that you love me
So why are you leavin' me?
Why, why, why, why?
I can't think
Think about this crazy day
I lose sleep
Just to daydream about you baby
I'm goin' crazy, crazy, crazy Just thinkin' about you lately
I'm goin' crazy, crazy, crazy Just thinkin' about you baby
I'm goin' crazy, crazy, crazy, crazy
Thinkin' about you lately
I'm goin' crazy, crazy
And I can't touch you
Crazy, crazy
And I can't hold you Crazy, crazy
And I can't see you again
Said I'm goin' crazy
Baby, baby, baby, baby
Said I'm goin' crazy
If I can't see you, I can't see you
If I can't see you, if I can't see you
If I can't see you, if I can't see you again
Then I would go
If I can't see you, I'd go crazy
Color Everywhere By Youth Asylum
Use to seeing black and white
Never any in between
Waiting all the love of my life
To come into my dreams
Everything is shades of gray
Never any blues or green Needing someone else to turn to
Someone who could help me learn and see
All the beauty that was waiting for me
You, you put the blue back in the sky
You put the rainbow in my eyes
A silver lining in my prayer
And now there's color everywhere
You put the red back in the rose
Just when I needed it the most
You came along to show you care
And there's color everywhere, everywhere
My life is so protect and bold
Never in a mystery
But ever since you shine the light
All of that history and now I have a hand to hold
All the reasons to believe, yes.
If someone in my life was worth living for
I was hanging around just wishing all is done
To put the happiness back in my heart
And you, you put the blue back in the sky
You put the rainbow in my eyes A silver lining in my prayer
And now there's color everywhere
You put the red back in the rose
Just when I needed it the most
You came along to show you care
And now there's color everywhere
A silver lining in my prayer
And now there's color everywhere
Left those hazy days behind me
Never to return again
Now they're just a faded memory
ohh.ohh..
Cuz baby its all so clear to see
The beauty that is waiting there for me
You, you put the blue back in the sky
You put the rainbow in my eyes
A silver lining in my prayer
And now there's color everywhere
You put the red back in the rose Just when I needed it the most
You came along to show me you care
And now there's color everywhere
A silver lining in my prayer
And now there's color everywhere
You came along to show me you care
And now there's color everywhere
Now I have a hand to hold
And a reason to believe
Heaven By DJ Sammy f/ Yanou
Oh, thinking about our younger years There was only you and me We were young and wild and free Now, nothing can take you away from me We've been down that road before But, that's over now You keep coming back for more Baby, you're all that I want When you're lying here in my arms I'm finding it hard to believe We're in heaven And love is all that I need And I found it there in your heart It isn't to hard to see We're in heaven Oh, once in your life you find someone He will turn your world around Pick you up when you're feeling down Now nothing can change what you mean to me There's a lot that I can say But just hold me now Cause our love will light the way Baby, you're all that I want When you're lying here in my arms I'm finding it hard to believe We're in heaven And love is all that I need And I found it there in your heart It isn't to hard to see We're in heaven I've been waiting for someone Someday to arrive Love to come along Now our dreams are coming true Through the good times and the bad I'll be standing there by you Baby, you're all that I want When you're lying here in my arms I'm finding it hard to believe We're in heaven And love is all that I need And I found it there in your heart It isn't to hard to see We're in heaven
ILuvYou
You're my honey-bunch, sugar-plum Pumpy-Umpy-Umpkin You're my sweety-pie You're my cuppy-cake, gumdrop, snoogupy-spukum-snore The apple of my eye I love you!! --~Kiss~--
Spikey sat there, astonished!! Then he turned angry. What kind of a game is she playing now?? 'Maybe she meant it.' We'll just have to see.
Buffy's House
God!!! What was taking him so long!!!!!!!! He didn't leave yet cuz she could sense him on the other side of the door and she saw him picking up the CD. 'What if he didn't believe me??? Oh my gosh!!! I have to go!! NOW!' As Buffy picked up her jacket, the doorbell rang. She ran as fast as she could to see if it was him. She looked down to find the CD. Her smile widened to find that it was from him so she hurriedly put the CD in the player.
Prince You've Charmed
By Youngstown
I've heard time and time again, how all things fall apart,
How nothing lasts forever, well they're wrong
'Cause through the thick and thin and the nights that seemed so long,
You were there without a worry you stood strong
You've got the key to my heart, right here in my arms,
I'll keep you safe and warm
And you'll never have to worry, never want for nothin'
'Cause I'm...I'm the prince you charmed
It seems so long ago, when my world was upside down
When my life was filled with tears and the skies were gray
But then you came around
I never felt love so profound
I never knew that happiness could feel this way
You've got the key baby
You've got the key to my heart, right here in my arms,
I'll keep you safe and warm
And you'll never have to worry, never want for nothin' 'Cause I'm...I'm the prince you charmed You've got the key to my heart, right here in my arms,
I'll keep you safe and warm
And you'll never have to worry, never want for nothin'
'Cause I'm...I'm the prince you charmed
I'll shout it out to the heavens,
Thank God for your love
All the things you do
You've got the key to my heart, right here in my arms,
I'll keep you safe and warm
And you'll never have to worry, never want for nothin'
'Cause I'm...I'm the prince you charmed
You've got the key to my heart, right here in my arms,
I'll keep you safe and warm
And you'll never have to worry, never want for nothin'
'Cause I'm...I'm the prince you charmed
You've got the key to my heart, right here in my arms,
I'll keep you safe and warm
And you'll never have to worry, never want for nothin'
'Cause I'm...I'm the prince you charmed
True to Your Heart
By 98 Degrees f/ Stevie Wonder
Baby, I knew at once that
you were meant for me
Deep in my soul I know
that I'm your destiny
Though you're unsure
Why fight the tide
Don't think so much
Let your heart decide
Baby, I see your future
and it's tied to mine
I look in your eyes and see
you searching for a sign
But you'll never fall
Till you let go
Don't be so scared
Of what you don't know
True to you heart
You must be true
to your heart
That's when the
heavens will part
And baby, shower you
with my love
Open your eyes
Your heart can tell
you no lies
And when you're true
to your heart
I know it's gonna lead
you straight to me
(Got to be true
To your heart)
Someone you know is on
your side, can set you free
I can do that for you if
you believe in me
Why second-guess
What feels so right
Just trust your heart
And you'll see the light
True to you heart
You must be true
to your heart
That's when the
heavens will part
And baby, shower you
with my love
Open your eyes
Your heart can tell
you no lies
And when you're true
to your heart
I know it's gonna lead
you straight to me
(Ya know it's true)
Your heart knows
what's good for you
(Good for you)
Let your heart show
you the way
(Ya know it's true)
It'll see you through
(Got to be true
To your heart)
Girl, my heart is driving
me to where you are
Well, you can take both hands off
the wheel and still get far
Be swept away
Enjoy the ride
You won't get lost
With your heart to guide you
True to you heart
You must be true
to your heart
That's when the
heavens will part
And baby, shower you
with my love
Open your eyes
Your heart can tell you no lies
And when you're true
to your heart
I know it's gonna lead
you straight to me
True to you heart
You must be true
to your heart
That's when the
heavens will part
And baby, shower you
with my love
Open your eyes
Your heart will tell you no lies
And when it's true
to your heart
I know it's gonna lead
you straight to me
(Got to be true
To your heart)
When things are getting' crazy
And you don't know
where to start
Keep on believin', baby
Just be true to your heart
When all the world
around you
It seems to fall apart
Keep on believin', baby
Just be true to your heart
This I Promise You By N' Sync
Ooh, ooh
When the visions around you
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surrounds you
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength
I'll give you hope
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call
When standing here all alone
And I will take you in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Until the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you
I've loved you forever
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never
Will you hurt anymore
I give you my word
I give you my heart
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow
Forever has now begun
Just close your eyes each loving day And know this feeling won't go away
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you
Over and over I thought
When I hear you call
Without you in my life baby
I just wouldn't be living at all
And I will take you in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Until the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you Just close your eyes each loving day
And know this feeling won't go away
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you
Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Ooh I promise you
Born to Make You Happy By Britney Spears
Ohh my love
ohh yeaa
ohh yeaa I'm sitting here alone up in my room
and thinking about the times that we've been through (oh my love)
I'm looking at a picture in my hand
trying my best to understand
I really wanna know what we did wrong
with the love that felt so strong
if only you were here tonight
I know that we could make it right I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy
cuz your the only one within my heart
I was born to make you happy
always and forever you and me
thats the way our life should be
I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy I know I've been a fool since you've been gone
I'd rather give it up then carry on (oh my love)
cuz livin' in a dream of you and me
is not the way my life should be
I don't wanna cry a tear for you
so forgive me if I do
if only you were here tonight
I know that we could make it right I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy
cuz your the only one within my heart
always and forever you and me
thats the way our life should be
I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy Oh yeah Oh yeah I'd do anything
I'd give you my world
I'd wait forever to be your girl
just call out my name (just call out my name)
I will be there (and I will be there)
just to show you how much I care I was born to make you happy I dont know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy
cuz your the only one within my heart
I was born to make you happy
always and forever you and me
thats the way our life should be
I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy I was born to make you happy always and forever you and me
thats the way our life should be
I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy
"Hey Buffy, why the happy face?" Dawn asked as she walked into the living room.
"I, my sister, am in love with the awesomist guy in the ENTIRE world!!!!" Buffy exclaimed. Smiling from ear to ear.
"You're in love?? Buffy, that's great. So.who's the lucky guy? Do I know him? Is he hot? Have you guys.you know.done THAT? Does he love you back?" Dawn wanted to know everything.
"Yes, thanks, Spike, yes, yes, none of your business, and yes!!! He loves me and I love him!!! I am so happy!!!" Buffy just couldn't seem to stop smiling. This is the happiest she's been since she's been back.
"Woah. Hold up. Did you say SPIKE??!! You guys are together now??? Oh my gosh!!!!!! You two look SO cute together. When he comes over, tell me to buy extra film. I'm taking tons of pictures of you guys and making a whole book with your pictures!!" Dawn was ecstatic!! Her sister was finally happy!!!
"Come on!! Let's go see the handsomest guy ever!!!! Wanna come with, Dawny?"
"Totally!!! Just let me see if I still have film in my camera." Dawn ran up the stairs and came back faster than you can say 'Spikey is so hot.'
"Let's go."
Buffy practically skipped the entire way to Spike's crypt. She stopped in front of the door, nervously. 'Breath, Buffy. Breath. You know he already loves you.'
"Hurry up!!!" Dawn yelled, rolling her eyes.
Buffy opened the door quietly.
"Spike?"
Silence
"Spike?" Buffy said a little louder.
"Buffy?" Spike smiled largely as he saw his slayer standing at the door with her kid sister behind her.
"Spikey Baby, I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Buffy ran into Spike's arms and kissed him fully on the lips forgetting that Dawn was in the room. Dawn smiled lovingly at the display of love in front of her, then quickly stood up to snap away pictures with her camera. Spike pulled away first, letting Buffy breathe.
"So it's true? Not some game you're playing, right?" Spike asked fearing her answer.
"No game. Spike, I am really sorry about how I've treated you in like the entire time that I've known you. I have never realized how much you are meant for me. You always know when I'm sad, mad or any other kind of emotion. You know me better than I know myself. I also know everything about you. That's one of the things that I love about you. You wear your heart on your sleeves. You are willing to take the chance of getting hurt. Unlike you, I am a coward. After I came back, I put a wall around myself so that people wouldn't be able to get in. You were the only one who could break that wall and connect with me. You are everything I want in a man. I've always loved you. I just didn't want to take the chance of being alone again. You have made me see that not all demons are evil and that you would rather die than see me hurt. You are my equal. Spike, you are my soul mate and I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I love you."
All of a sudden, Spike let out a feral growl. He clutched his undead heart as he fell to the floor in immense pain. Buffy didn't know what to do. She stayed by his side, calling his name out trying to make him stop hurting. Then Spike stopped moving. His eyes shot open and he was choking, trying to breathe in as much air as possible. When he finally calmed down, he looked at Buffy in amazement.
"Buffy. I'm alive."
Buffy sat there starring at him. She quietly stood up and walked over to him. She kneeled down in front of him and put her ear to his chest. -- ~Thump Thump Thump~-- Spike had a heartbeat! Her hand went to his cheek to feel the warmth there. Buffy looked up at Spike, a wide smile forming on her face.
"You're human." She said as she lowered her head to kiss him.
Meanwhile, Dawn sat there starring at the two humans. She had read this somewhere before. In a book or on the Internet. Then, BINGO!!
"Buffy, I read this book at the Magic Box about the history and facts about vampires. It said that if a Slayer was truly in love with a vampire and had this tight bond with the vamp, then eventually, the vamp will turn human after the Slayer tells the vamp that she loved him. The catch is the only way the vamp can turn human is if the feeling was mutual. So your love for Spike and Spike's love for you has turned Spike into a living person."
Buffy turned to Spike. They stared into each others eye unblinkingly for a few seconds before Spike reached over and caught Buffy in a tight embrace.
"I love you so much, Baby. I'll never leave you."
"I know you won't. I love you, Spike."
"Okay. Can you two shut up and pose for a picture here?"
The couple turned and held each other tightly. Dawn had never seen a look of such pure happiness until now. She knew that the future will be a wonderful time. They will be one small happy family. Together.
The End
Author: Leyna email me at totallyweird103@yahoo.com
Time Zone - After Dead Things
Rating: PG/PG13 I dunno. It just has a few cuss words here and there and a big smoochie.
Disclaimer - All songs belong to the singer/group. My first fic so please review!!!!! I love you all!!
Chapter 1:
Spike's POV
Ow. That was all that I could think of. She beat me up and left me there. But as always I forgive her. I will always forgive Buffy. I don't blame her for doing what she did. I am the reason why her life was living Hell. I've always wondered how her life would've been like if I had never come to this bloody town. It would've gone pretty damn well. I wouldn't blame her if she hates me right now. Her birthday's tomorrow. Knew she didn't invite me. She won't even talk to me. How am I going to let her know that I love her and that I forgive her? Hmm. God, thinking is hard! Wait, maybe if I can't talk to her and tell her how I feel, maybe she would. Yes!!!
Next Day - Buffy's Party - Summer's Home
Buffy, Dawn, Willow, Anya, Tara, Xander, Richard, and Sophie all sat on the sofa, watching Buffy open her presents. When she was finished with her last present, the doorbell rang. Buffy stood up to answer the door. Outside, a very nervous Spike stood, trying to keep his cool, slow his breathing (he ran all the way here), and not drop the small wrapped present in his fidgeting hands.
"Oh, it's you. What do you want?" Even though Buffy acted annoyed, inside she was very excited and relieved that Spike hadn't forgotten her birthday.
"I know, Slayer. You don't want me here but I can't just forget your birthday. Here, happy birthday." He shoved the present into her hands and walked away.
Buffy walked inside closing the door behind her. Her friends were waiting patiently inside.
"Gee, that was strange even for Spike." Buffy had no idea what went on just a few seconds ago
"What did the Captain Peroxide want this time." Xander was loving the fact that Buffy hadn't invited him to her birthday.
"Nothing, he just stood there and shoved this thing in my hands. Strange."
"Well, are you just going to stand there and stare at it? Open it." Dawn really wanted to know what kind of presents Spike gave on birthdays.
"Okay. um. look. It's a mixed CD. Um. a note. 'Buffy, if you won't talk to me. listen. My feelings in song. -Spike' Completely creepy." Though Buffy didn't show it, she really wanted to know what was on the CD. She walked over to the CD Player and waited for the CD to start.
Strange Relationship By Darren Hayes
Do you love me?
Or am I just another trip
In this strange relationship?
You push and pull me
Yeah
But I'm about to lose my mind
Is this just a waste of time?
Keep acting like you own me
I keep running
Watch me walking out the door
I here you behind me
Gimme that strange relationship
Never felt pleasure and pain like this
Something's so right
But it feels so terribly wrong
I keep holding on
Gimme that strange relationship
One of use gotta let go of this
I keep pushing and you keep holding on
I'm already gone
Do you love me?
Yeah
We break up and back together
And I swore to myself, never
Oh, how you do me
Yeah
You strip me of my honour
I don't think I'm gonna
Break free of these mon-games
All I'm try'n do is modify my plan
Cos I can't contain you
Gimme that Strange Relationship
Never felt pleasure and pain like this
Something's so right but it feel so terribly wrong
I keep holding on
Do you love me?
One of us gotta let go f this I keep pushing but you keep holding on
I'm already gone
You keep acting like you own me
I can't control me
You say you never really wanted me back
Well maybe that's a fact
May I suggest a brand new plan of attack
And in the fists of that you're hard to crack
I'm way of track
I want you back
I want you gone
Baby I'm scared of holding on
Do you love me?
Yeah
Or am I just another trip
In this strange relationship
Do you love me
Yeah?
Something's so write but I feels so terribly wrong
I keep holding on
Gimme that strange relationship
One of us gotta let go of this
I keep pushing and you keep holding on
I'm already gone
Do you love me
Yeah?
Something's so write but I feels so terribly wrong
I keep holding on
Gimme that strange relationship
One of us gotta let go of this
I keep pushing and you keep holding on
I'm already gone
Do you love me
Yeah?
Something's so write but it feels so terribly wrong
I keep holding on
Gimme that strange relationship
One of us gotta let go of this
I keep pushing and you keep holding on
I'm already gone
I'm already gone
I'm gone
Buffy waited for the next song to come on.
Angel From Above
By Azn Dreamerz
I'll give anything for love,
Just to be with you.
And girl I swear I'll never change,
The way you are.
Cause I will be there,
I will be there for you,
Forever more.
I wanna share my life,
It's only right that you be mine.
Cause you,
Are my angel from above girl
Angel from above.
And you,
Make the world go round with love girl
You are my angel from above.
Everytime I close my eyes,
I thank the lord that I've found you.
And girl I swear I'll never change,
Your my dream come true.
Cause I will be there,
I will be there for you,
forever more.
I wanna share my life,
It's only right that you be mine.
Cause you,
Are my angel from above girl
Angel from above.
And you,
Make the world go round with love girl,
You are my angel from above.
You're my angel girl,
You, are my angel from above girl,
Angel from above.
And you,
Make the world go round with love girl,
You are my angel from above.
You are my angel girl,
And you,
Make the world go round with love girl,
You are my angel from above.
And you,
Are my angel from above girl,
Angel from above.
And you,
Make the world go round with love girl,
You are my angel from above.
And you,
Are my angel from above girl,
Angel from above.
And You,
Make the world go round with love girl,
You are my angel from above.
And You,
Are my angel from above girl.
Tearin' Up My Heart By N' Sync
It's tearin' up my heart when I'm with you
But when we are apart I feel it too
And no matter what I do I feel the pain
With or without you
Baby I don't understand
Just why we can't be lovers
Things are gettin' out of hand
Tryin' too much but baby we can't win
Let it go
If you want me girl let me know
I am down on my knees
I can't take it anymore
It's tearin' up my heart when I'm with you
But when we are apart I feel it too
And no matter what I do I feel the pain
With or without you
Baby don't misunderstand
What I'm tryin' to tell ya
In the corner of my mind
Baby it feels like we're running out of time
Let it go
If you want me girl let me know
I am down on my knees I can't take it anymore It's tearin' up my heart when I'm with you
But when we are apart I feel it too
And no matter what I do I feel the pain
With or without you Tearin' up my heart and soul
We're apart I feel it too
and no matter what I do I feel the pain
with or without you
Tearin' up my heart and soul
We're apart I feel it too
and no matter what I do I feel the pain
with or with out you
It's tearin up my heart when I'm with you
(Tearin' up my heart and soul)
But when we are apart I feel it too
(We're apart I feel it too)
And no matter what I do I feel the pain
With or without you
And no matter what I do I feel the pain
With or without you
Buffy tried to hold in her emotions. She didn't wanna break down and cry right in front of her friends.
Spike's Crypt
Spike was roaming around the crypt. He was nervous as Hell. The questions 'What if she doesn't like it?' or 'What if she hates me after this?' kept running through his mind. He wasn't sure if this was a mistake or a good thing. She didn't look like she wanted to kill me when I came to her house. oh! Who was he kidding? If her looks could stake, he'd be a pile of ashes right now. "Uh! God, I'm such a wanker. A poof! That's who I am. Angel 2.0!!" Suddenly, he froze. He felt her. Spike knew it was her scent. He's smelt it many times before. As fast as it came, it was gone. Now, he couldn't smell her anymore. He rushed to the door to see if she was still there. He opened the door. Nothing was outside but on the ground in front of the door was a CD case. He picked it up and walked back inside. Inside the case, he found a mixed CD! 'SO my idea!' his mind thought playfully. A note sprung out when he opened the package. 'My feelings in song! - Buffy'. He put the CD in the newly stolen CD System. He waited for the first song to play.
Complicated By Avril Lavigne
Uh-huh,
Life's like this
Uh-huh, uh-huh
That's the way it is
'Cause life's like this
Uh-huh, uh-huh
That's the way it is
Chill out,
What you yellin' for?
Lay back, it's all been done before
And if you could only let it be
You will see
I like you the way you are When we're, driving in my car
And you're talking to me
One on one
But you become
Somebody else
'Round everyone else
Watchin' your back
Like you can't relax
You're tryin' to be cool
You look like a fool
To me
Tell me
Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're
Acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this, you
And you fall and you crawl
And you break and you take
What you get and you turn it into
Honesty Promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
No, no, no
You come over unannounced
Dressed up like you're something else
Where you are and
Where you sat, you see
You're making me
Laugh out
When you strike a pose
Take off all your preppy clothes
You know
You're not fooling anyone
When you become
Somebody else
'Round everyone else
Watchin' your back
Like you can't relax
Tryin' to be cool
You look like a fool
To me Tell me
Why do you have to go and make things so complicated? I see the way you're
Acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this, you
And you fall and you crawl
And you break and you take
What you get and you turn it into
Honesty Promise me
I'm never gonna find you fake it
No, no, no...
Chill out,
What you yellin' for?
Lay back, it's all been done before
And if you could let it be
You will see
Somebody else
'Round everyone else
You're watchin' your back
Like you can't relax
You're tryin' to be cool
You look like a fool
To me, to me
Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're
Acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this, you
And you fall and you crawl
And you break and you take
What you get and you turn it into
Honesty Promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
No, no
Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're
Acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this, you
And you fall and you crawl
And you break and you take
What you get and you turn it into
Honesty Promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
It's My Life By Bon Jovi
This ain't a song for the broken-hearted
No silent prayer for the faith-departed I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd
You're gonna hear my voice
When I shout it out loud
It's my life
It's now or never I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just wanna live while I'm alive
It's my life This is for the ones who stood their ground
For Tommy and Gina who never backed down Tomorrow's getting harder make no mistake
Luck ain't even lucky
Got to make your own breaks
It's my life
And it's now or never
'Cause I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life!
Don't Go Knock On My Door By Britney Spears
Don't go knock on my door Don't go knock on my door
Time is up
No more cheat n' lie
No more tears to dry
You and I, we're like so "bye-bye"
Finally
I am over you
Totally unblue
And I can hear myself saying
I am better off without you
Stronger than ever and I.I'm tellin' you now
Don't go knockin' on my door
Gotta stay away for sure
You say you miss me like crazy now
But I ain't buyin' that
You better get off my back
Don't go knockin' on my door
I can see
It's no mystery
It's so clear to me
What we had is all history
It's OK
I can sleep at night
It will be alright
I can hear myself saying
I am better off without you
Stronger than ever and I.I'm tellin' you now
Don't go knockin' on my door
Gotta stay away for sure
You say you miss me like crazy now
But I ain't buyin' that
You better get off my back Don't go knockin' on my door
Gotta stay away for sure
You say you miss me like crazy, now
But I ain't buying that
You better get off my back
Don't go knockin' on my door
Don't go knockin' on my door Don't go knockin' on my door Door! Do what you want As long as you don't come back! Don't go knockin' on my door
Gotta stay away for sure
But I ain't buyin' that
You better get off my back
Don't go knockin' on my door Gotta stay away for sure You say you miss me like crazy now But I ain't buying that You better get off my back Don't go knockin' on my door Gotta stay away for sure You say you miss me like crazy now But I ain't buying that You better get off my back
The song ended in a very angry note. Buffy's voice suddenly came on very upset.
"Spike! Stay away from me. If you haven't heard, I'm with Richard now. He is perfect for me and he is so much better that you."
She hates him. He knew it. He felt the tears start welling up in his eyes.
Buffy's House
There, she did it. She gave him the CD. 'That'll show him not to mess with my anymore!' That didn't sound as convincing to her even in her mind. Ok, she secretly wanted him to do something in return. 'You love him' her Buffy side said. 'He's a vampire!" her slayer side answered. DING DONG! Oh the door. Thank God that stopped the two sides from arguing. When she opened the door, no one was there but she wasn't really surprised. She looked down and spotted the package she was hoping to see. Buffy quickly popped the CD in the player and listened intently.
I Swear By All 4 One
i swear by the the moon
and the stars in the sky
and i swear like the
shadow that's by your side
i see the questions in your eyes
i know what's waiting on your mind
you can be sure i know my part
'cause i stand beside you through the years
you'll only cry those happy tears
and though i make mistakes
i'll never break your heart
and i swear by the moon
and the stars in the sky i'll be there
i swear like the shadow that's by your side
i'll be there for better or worse
till death do us part
i'll love you with every beat of my heart
and i swear
i'll give you every thing i can
i'll build your dreams with these two hands
we'll hang some memories on the wall
and when (and when) just the two of us are there you won't have to ask if i still care
'cause as the time changes the page
my love won't ever age at all
and i swear (i swear) by the moon
and the stars in the sky i'll be there (i'll be there)
i swear (and i swear) like the shadow that's by your side
i'll be there (i'll be there) for better or worse
till death do us part i'll love you
with every single beat of my heart and i swear
and i swear (i swear) by the moon and the stars in the sky i'll be there (i'll be there)
i swear (and i swear) like the shadow that's by your side
i'll be there (i'll be there)
for better or worse (better or worse)
till death do us part i'll love you with every single beat of my heart
i swear i swear i swear
Loved By Grace By Lara Fabian
I remember the rain on the roof that morning
And all the things that I wanted to say
The angry words
That came from nowhere without warning
That stole the moment and sent me away
And you standing there at the doorway crying
And me wondering if I'd ever be back
I said I didn't come here to leave you
I didn't come here to lose
I didn't come here believing
I would ever be away from you
I didn't come here to find out
There's a weakness in my faith
I was brought here by the power of love (love)
Love by grace
Mmm.
And I remember the road just went on forever
Just couldn't seem to turn that car around
Till in the distance like a long lost treasure
A phone booth that just could not be found
And you standing there at the doorway waiting And the moment when we laid back down
I said I didn't come here to leave you
I didn't come here to lose
I didn't come here believing
I would ever be away from you
I didn't come here to find out
There's a weakness in my faith
I was brought here by the power of love. That was just a moment in time
And one we'll never forget
One we can leave behind
Cause when there was doubt
You'll remember I said
I didn't come here believing
I would ever be away from you
I didn't come here to find out
There's a weakness in my faith, yeah
I was brought here by the power of love
I was brought here by the power of love.
Love by grace
Mmm.la-la-la-la, love by grace
It Makes Me Ill By N' Sync
I was hanging with the fellas
Saw you with your new boyfriend, it made me jealous
I was hoping that I'd never see you with him
But it's all good, 'cause I'm glad that I met him
Heh
'Cause now I know the competition's very slim to none
And I can tell by looking that he's not the one
He's not the type you said you liked
His style is whack, clothes are bad
Come on, girl, let him go
I want you back Call me a hater, if you want to
But I only hate on him 'cause I want you
Say I'm trippin' if you feel like
But you without me ain't right
You can say I'm crazy, if you want to
That's true-- I'm crazy 'bout you
You could say I'm breakin' down inside
'Cause I can't see you with another guy
It makes me ill
To see you give
Love and attention at his will
And you can't imagine how it makes me feel
To see you with him
Oh, it makes me ill
To see you give
Love and attention at his will
And you can't imagine how it makes me feel
To see you with him Girl I know that we broke up
But that doesn't mean you should give the cold shoulder
'Cause you know that I truly do adore ya
And that other guy can't do nothin' for ya
Uh
See I can tell that you don't really love that guy
But there's no need for you to go and waste your time
I think you know I love ya more
Girl you gotta let him go
I want you so just give him the door Call me a hater, if you want to
But I only hate on him 'cause I want you
You can say I'm trippin' if you feel like But you without me ain't right
You can say I'm crazy, if you want to
That's true-- I'm crazy 'bout you
You could say I'm breakin' down inside
'Cause I can't see you with another guy
It makes me ill
To see you give
Love and attention at his will
And you can't imagine how it makes me feel
To see you with him
Oh, it makes me ill
To see you give
Love and attention at his will
And you can't imagine how it makes me feel
To see you with him
Ohhhhhhhh
It makes me ill cause you used to be my girl
Used to be (my girl) Used to be my girl yeahhh
It makes me ill (oooo) cause you used to be my girl (c'mon)
My girl
So baby come back to me (baaaaaby)
It makes me ill
To see you give
Love and attention at his will (at his willll)
And you can't imagine how it makes me feel
To see you with him (when I see you with him)
Oh, it makes me ill (baby I'm jealous)
To see you give
Love and attention at his will (at his will)
And you can't imagine how it makes me feel
To see you with him
Oh it makes me ill
To see you give
Love and attention at his will
And you can't imagine how it makes me feel
To see you with him (you can't imagine how it makes me feel)
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Walking Away
By Craig David I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away, oh to find a better day
I'm walking away I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away, oh to find a better day
I'm walking away
Sometimes some people get me wrong, when it's something I've said or done
Sometimes you feel there is no fun, that's why you turn and run
But now I truly realise, some people don't want to compromise
Well I saw them with my own eyes spreading those lies and
Well I don't want to live my life, too many sleepless nights
Not mentioning the fights, I'm sorry to say lady
I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away, oh to find a better day
I'm walking away I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away, oh to find a better day
I'm walking away
Well I'm so tired baby
Things you say, you're driving me away
Whispers in the powder room baby, don't listen to the games they play
Girl I thought you'd realise, I'm not like them other guys
Cos I saw them with my own eyes, you should have been more wise, and
I don't wanna live my life, too many sleepless nights
Not mentioning the fights, I'm sorry to say lady
I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away, oh to find a better day
I'm walking away I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away, oh to find a better day
I'm walking away I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away, oh to find a better day
I'm walking away I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away, oh to find a better day
I'm walking away
Maybe it was a little too harsh telling him that she was dating Richard. 'Total lie! Dating Richard my butt.' Buffy told herself. She didn't know what was happening to her but she was starting to fall in love with Spike. How can something so right, be so wrong? 'It's not wrong! You're just afraid of what your friends are going to say.' But that wasn't her only fear. 'What if he leaves me?' She didn't know why she'd even have that doubt. He has made it completely clear to her that he was the long-haul kinda guy. 'Maybe we could work out and I could be happy with him. He does love me. I have to do something quick before he has enough of the crap that I'm throwing at him.'
Spike's Crypt
Spike's just sitting in his armchair waiting for his slayer to come and tell him not to leave. 'Oh, who am I kidding. She's not coming. I should just leave. It'll be for her best.' Spike stood up. He started going through his stuff looking for things that was valuable enough to take with him. At the end of the cleaning, he ended up packing his clothes and his pictures of Buffy. As he was heading up to his upper level, he heard a small knock at the door. Wondering who would come to see him, he opened the door to see no one. Spike looked around until his really sexy eyes caught a little glint on his doorstep. He smiled a small smile as he bent down to retrieve the CD. 'Maybe today wasn't a total waste at all,' his William side said. 'Whatever! She probably sent you a disc to tell you that you are a piece of nothing.' Spike ignored his demon as he put the disc into the CD player.
Crazy By K-Ci and Jo-Jo
See
Baby I apologize
For all the things
That I've done, that I've done
See I know that I've been a fool
For far too long
Baby you don't have to Go and run away
Just come back to papa
Please baby, baby won't you stay
If you really love me
Then why are you leavin' me?
I can't think
Think about this crazy day
I lose sleep
Just to daydream about you baby
I'm goin' crazy, crazy, crazy
Just thinkin' about you lately
I'm goin' crazy, crazy, crazy Just thinkin' about you baby
I'm goin' crazy, crazy, crazy, crazy
Thinkin' about you lately
I'm goin' crazy, crazy
And I can't touch you
Crazy, crazy And I can't hold you Crazy, crazy
And I can't see you again
Said I'm goin' crazy
Baby, baby, baby, baby
Said I'm goin' crazy
I finally realize
That you are my true love
And I had a lot of time to think
And you're all I seem
To keep think, to keep thinkin' of, yeah And now I know I need ya
Each and every day I can't live without ya
So don't run away
Baby you said that you love me
So why are you leavin' me?
Why, why, why, why?
I can't think
Think about this crazy day
I lose sleep
Just to daydream about you baby
I'm goin' crazy, crazy, crazy Just thinkin' about you lately
I'm goin' crazy, crazy, crazy Just thinkin' about you baby
I'm goin' crazy, crazy, crazy, crazy
Thinkin' about you lately
I'm goin' crazy, crazy
And I can't touch you
Crazy, crazy
And I can't hold you Crazy, crazy
And I can't see you again
Said I'm goin' crazy
Baby, baby, baby, baby
Said I'm goin' crazy
If I can't see you, I can't see you
If I can't see you, if I can't see you
If I can't see you, if I can't see you again
Then I would go
If I can't see you, I'd go crazy
Color Everywhere By Youth Asylum
Use to seeing black and white
Never any in between
Waiting all the love of my life
To come into my dreams
Everything is shades of gray
Never any blues or green Needing someone else to turn to
Someone who could help me learn and see
All the beauty that was waiting for me
You, you put the blue back in the sky
You put the rainbow in my eyes
A silver lining in my prayer
And now there's color everywhere
You put the red back in the rose
Just when I needed it the most
You came along to show you care
And there's color everywhere, everywhere
My life is so protect and bold
Never in a mystery
But ever since you shine the light
All of that history and now I have a hand to hold
All the reasons to believe, yes.
If someone in my life was worth living for
I was hanging around just wishing all is done
To put the happiness back in my heart
And you, you put the blue back in the sky
You put the rainbow in my eyes A silver lining in my prayer
And now there's color everywhere
You put the red back in the rose
Just when I needed it the most
You came along to show you care
And now there's color everywhere
A silver lining in my prayer
And now there's color everywhere
Left those hazy days behind me
Never to return again
Now they're just a faded memory
ohh.ohh..
Cuz baby its all so clear to see
The beauty that is waiting there for me
You, you put the blue back in the sky
You put the rainbow in my eyes
A silver lining in my prayer
And now there's color everywhere
You put the red back in the rose Just when I needed it the most
You came along to show me you care
And now there's color everywhere
A silver lining in my prayer
And now there's color everywhere
You came along to show me you care
And now there's color everywhere
Now I have a hand to hold
And a reason to believe
Heaven By DJ Sammy f/ Yanou
Oh, thinking about our younger years There was only you and me We were young and wild and free Now, nothing can take you away from me We've been down that road before But, that's over now You keep coming back for more Baby, you're all that I want When you're lying here in my arms I'm finding it hard to believe We're in heaven And love is all that I need And I found it there in your heart It isn't to hard to see We're in heaven Oh, once in your life you find someone He will turn your world around Pick you up when you're feeling down Now nothing can change what you mean to me There's a lot that I can say But just hold me now Cause our love will light the way Baby, you're all that I want When you're lying here in my arms I'm finding it hard to believe We're in heaven And love is all that I need And I found it there in your heart It isn't to hard to see We're in heaven I've been waiting for someone Someday to arrive Love to come along Now our dreams are coming true Through the good times and the bad I'll be standing there by you Baby, you're all that I want When you're lying here in my arms I'm finding it hard to believe We're in heaven And love is all that I need And I found it there in your heart It isn't to hard to see We're in heaven
ILuvYou
You're my honey-bunch, sugar-plum Pumpy-Umpy-Umpkin You're my sweety-pie You're my cuppy-cake, gumdrop, snoogupy-spukum-snore The apple of my eye I love you!! --~Kiss~--
Spikey sat there, astonished!! Then he turned angry. What kind of a game is she playing now?? 'Maybe she meant it.' We'll just have to see.
Buffy's House
God!!! What was taking him so long!!!!!!!! He didn't leave yet cuz she could sense him on the other side of the door and she saw him picking up the CD. 'What if he didn't believe me??? Oh my gosh!!! I have to go!! NOW!' As Buffy picked up her jacket, the doorbell rang. She ran as fast as she could to see if it was him. She looked down to find the CD. Her smile widened to find that it was from him so she hurriedly put the CD in the player.
Prince You've Charmed
By Youngstown
I've heard time and time again, how all things fall apart,
How nothing lasts forever, well they're wrong
'Cause through the thick and thin and the nights that seemed so long,
You were there without a worry you stood strong
You've got the key to my heart, right here in my arms,
I'll keep you safe and warm
And you'll never have to worry, never want for nothin'
'Cause I'm...I'm the prince you charmed
It seems so long ago, when my world was upside down
When my life was filled with tears and the skies were gray
But then you came around
I never felt love so profound
I never knew that happiness could feel this way
You've got the key baby
You've got the key to my heart, right here in my arms,
I'll keep you safe and warm
And you'll never have to worry, never want for nothin' 'Cause I'm...I'm the prince you charmed You've got the key to my heart, right here in my arms,
I'll keep you safe and warm
And you'll never have to worry, never want for nothin'
'Cause I'm...I'm the prince you charmed
I'll shout it out to the heavens,
Thank God for your love
All the things you do
You've got the key to my heart, right here in my arms,
I'll keep you safe and warm
And you'll never have to worry, never want for nothin'
'Cause I'm...I'm the prince you charmed
You've got the key to my heart, right here in my arms,
I'll keep you safe and warm
And you'll never have to worry, never want for nothin'
'Cause I'm...I'm the prince you charmed
You've got the key to my heart, right here in my arms,
I'll keep you safe and warm
And you'll never have to worry, never want for nothin'
'Cause I'm...I'm the prince you charmed
True to Your Heart
By 98 Degrees f/ Stevie Wonder
Baby, I knew at once that
you were meant for me
Deep in my soul I know
that I'm your destiny
Though you're unsure
Why fight the tide
Don't think so much
Let your heart decide
Baby, I see your future
and it's tied to mine
I look in your eyes and see
you searching for a sign
But you'll never fall
Till you let go
Don't be so scared
Of what you don't know
True to you heart
You must be true
to your heart
That's when the
heavens will part
And baby, shower you
with my love
Open your eyes
Your heart can tell
you no lies
And when you're true
to your heart
I know it's gonna lead
you straight to me
(Got to be true
To your heart)
Someone you know is on
your side, can set you free
I can do that for you if
you believe in me
Why second-guess
What feels so right
Just trust your heart
And you'll see the light
True to you heart
You must be true
to your heart
That's when the
heavens will part
And baby, shower you
with my love
Open your eyes
Your heart can tell
you no lies
And when you're true
to your heart
I know it's gonna lead
you straight to me
(Ya know it's true)
Your heart knows
what's good for you
(Good for you)
Let your heart show
you the way
(Ya know it's true)
It'll see you through
(Got to be true
To your heart)
Girl, my heart is driving
me to where you are
Well, you can take both hands off
the wheel and still get far
Be swept away
Enjoy the ride
You won't get lost
With your heart to guide you
True to you heart
You must be true
to your heart
That's when the
heavens will part
And baby, shower you
with my love
Open your eyes
Your heart can tell you no lies
And when you're true
to your heart
I know it's gonna lead
you straight to me
True to you heart
You must be true
to your heart
That's when the
heavens will part
And baby, shower you
with my love
Open your eyes
Your heart will tell you no lies
And when it's true
to your heart
I know it's gonna lead
you straight to me
(Got to be true
To your heart)
When things are getting' crazy
And you don't know
where to start
Keep on believin', baby
Just be true to your heart
When all the world
around you
It seems to fall apart
Keep on believin', baby
Just be true to your heart
This I Promise You By N' Sync
Ooh, ooh
When the visions around you
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surrounds you
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength
I'll give you hope
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call
When standing here all alone
And I will take you in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Until the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you
I've loved you forever
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never
Will you hurt anymore
I give you my word
I give you my heart
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow
Forever has now begun
Just close your eyes each loving day And know this feeling won't go away
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you
Over and over I thought
When I hear you call
Without you in my life baby
I just wouldn't be living at all
And I will take you in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Until the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you Just close your eyes each loving day
And know this feeling won't go away
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you
Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Ooh I promise you
Born to Make You Happy By Britney Spears
Ohh my love
ohh yeaa
ohh yeaa I'm sitting here alone up in my room
and thinking about the times that we've been through (oh my love)
I'm looking at a picture in my hand
trying my best to understand
I really wanna know what we did wrong
with the love that felt so strong
if only you were here tonight
I know that we could make it right I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy
cuz your the only one within my heart
I was born to make you happy
always and forever you and me
thats the way our life should be
I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy I know I've been a fool since you've been gone
I'd rather give it up then carry on (oh my love)
cuz livin' in a dream of you and me
is not the way my life should be
I don't wanna cry a tear for you
so forgive me if I do
if only you were here tonight
I know that we could make it right I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy
cuz your the only one within my heart
always and forever you and me
thats the way our life should be
I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy Oh yeah Oh yeah I'd do anything
I'd give you my world
I'd wait forever to be your girl
just call out my name (just call out my name)
I will be there (and I will be there)
just to show you how much I care I was born to make you happy I dont know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy
cuz your the only one within my heart
I was born to make you happy
always and forever you and me
thats the way our life should be
I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy I was born to make you happy always and forever you and me
thats the way our life should be
I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy
"Hey Buffy, why the happy face?" Dawn asked as she walked into the living room.
"I, my sister, am in love with the awesomist guy in the ENTIRE world!!!!" Buffy exclaimed. Smiling from ear to ear.
"You're in love?? Buffy, that's great. So.who's the lucky guy? Do I know him? Is he hot? Have you guys.you know.done THAT? Does he love you back?" Dawn wanted to know everything.
"Yes, thanks, Spike, yes, yes, none of your business, and yes!!! He loves me and I love him!!! I am so happy!!!" Buffy just couldn't seem to stop smiling. This is the happiest she's been since she's been back.
"Woah. Hold up. Did you say SPIKE??!! You guys are together now??? Oh my gosh!!!!!! You two look SO cute together. When he comes over, tell me to buy extra film. I'm taking tons of pictures of you guys and making a whole book with your pictures!!" Dawn was ecstatic!! Her sister was finally happy!!!
"Come on!! Let's go see the handsomest guy ever!!!! Wanna come with, Dawny?"
"Totally!!! Just let me see if I still have film in my camera." Dawn ran up the stairs and came back faster than you can say 'Spikey is so hot.'
"Let's go."
Buffy practically skipped the entire way to Spike's crypt. She stopped in front of the door, nervously. 'Breath, Buffy. Breath. You know he already loves you.'
"Hurry up!!!" Dawn yelled, rolling her eyes.
Buffy opened the door quietly.
"Spike?"
Silence
"Spike?" Buffy said a little louder.
"Buffy?" Spike smiled largely as he saw his slayer standing at the door with her kid sister behind her.
"Spikey Baby, I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Buffy ran into Spike's arms and kissed him fully on the lips forgetting that Dawn was in the room. Dawn smiled lovingly at the display of love in front of her, then quickly stood up to snap away pictures with her camera. Spike pulled away first, letting Buffy breathe.
"So it's true? Not some game you're playing, right?" Spike asked fearing her answer.
"No game. Spike, I am really sorry about how I've treated you in like the entire time that I've known you. I have never realized how much you are meant for me. You always know when I'm sad, mad or any other kind of emotion. You know me better than I know myself. I also know everything about you. That's one of the things that I love about you. You wear your heart on your sleeves. You are willing to take the chance of getting hurt. Unlike you, I am a coward. After I came back, I put a wall around myself so that people wouldn't be able to get in. You were the only one who could break that wall and connect with me. You are everything I want in a man. I've always loved you. I just didn't want to take the chance of being alone again. You have made me see that not all demons are evil and that you would rather die than see me hurt. You are my equal. Spike, you are my soul mate and I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I love you."
All of a sudden, Spike let out a feral growl. He clutched his undead heart as he fell to the floor in immense pain. Buffy didn't know what to do. She stayed by his side, calling his name out trying to make him stop hurting. Then Spike stopped moving. His eyes shot open and he was choking, trying to breathe in as much air as possible. When he finally calmed down, he looked at Buffy in amazement.
"Buffy. I'm alive."
Buffy sat there starring at him. She quietly stood up and walked over to him. She kneeled down in front of him and put her ear to his chest. -- ~Thump Thump Thump~-- Spike had a heartbeat! Her hand went to his cheek to feel the warmth there. Buffy looked up at Spike, a wide smile forming on her face.
"You're human." She said as she lowered her head to kiss him.
Meanwhile, Dawn sat there starring at the two humans. She had read this somewhere before. In a book or on the Internet. Then, BINGO!!
"Buffy, I read this book at the Magic Box about the history and facts about vampires. It said that if a Slayer was truly in love with a vampire and had this tight bond with the vamp, then eventually, the vamp will turn human after the Slayer tells the vamp that she loved him. The catch is the only way the vamp can turn human is if the feeling was mutual. So your love for Spike and Spike's love for you has turned Spike into a living person."
Buffy turned to Spike. They stared into each others eye unblinkingly for a few seconds before Spike reached over and caught Buffy in a tight embrace.
"I love you so much, Baby. I'll never leave you."
"I know you won't. I love you, Spike."
"Okay. Can you two shut up and pose for a picture here?"
The couple turned and held each other tightly. Dawn had never seen a look of such pure happiness until now. She knew that the future will be a wonderful time. They will be one small happy family. Together.
The End
