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A/N thanks for the reviews I will keep writing for as long as I can or at least until the story ends now back to the story
NOTE: THE ITALICS THAT ARE NOT BOLD IS SIRIUS'S SINGING
Chapter 4: Explaining
"Sirius how …I mean …you can't." Harry was at a loss for words
"Calm down Harry let me explain" Sirius spoke calmly "Harry yes I was dead but I never went to heaven nor hell I was in between "doomed" to roam in no mans land forever I didn't know why then this voice started talking to me one day telling me I had to go back to finish what I was pit here to. I thought I did I watched you as long as I could and tried to guide and take care of you which I did but I guess that wasn't enough so here I am but Harry don't get used to it I'm only here till my jobs done then I am gone again"
Harry couldn't speak he couldn't believe it Sirius was back not for forever but it was better than nothing.
"But" Harry asked, " Why couldn't you answer the mirror hmm."
Sirius held up a broken mirror. Harry just nodded to himself and finally he could no longer hold it in. In an instant Harry was hugging Sirius on the verge of tears. Ginny just stood by Harry's bed astounded silent tears running down her cheeks not just cause she was happy Sirius was back but that Harry had regained a piece of him that had been missing since Sirius's death a piece of happiness.
"my god" Sirius said breaking away from Harry "she looks just like Lily except for the eyes of course betcha she can sing just like her two did you know that Harry your mother's voice made th tiny hairs in back stand up she was the best in the world and there was this once special song she sang just for me try and sing it Ginny please try to sing look deep inside yourself, me, and Harry do it close your eyes concentrate" Sirius was so close to her she could feel his hot breath but she did as told and she could feel it a song that wanted to come bursting out of her and she let it.
The moment she started to sing it was exceptional. Beautiful. Amazing. The most lovliest and the best in the world.
How can you see into my eyes like open doorsLeading you down into my core where I've become so numb
Without a soul
My spririts sleeping somewhere cold until you find it there and lead it back home
Wake me up Wake me up inside I can't wake up Wake me up inside Save me Call my name and save me from the dark Wake me up Bid my blood to run I can't wake up Before I come undone Save me
Save me from the nothing I've become
Now that I know what I'm without you can't just leave me
Breathe into me and make me real
Bring me to life
Wake me up Wake me up inside I can't wake up Wake me up inside Save me Call my name and save me from the dark Wake me up Bid my blood to run I can't wake up Before I come undone Save me Save me from the nothing I've become Bring me to life I've been living a lie there's nothing inside Bring me to life
Frozen inside without you touch
Without your love darling
Only you are the life among the dead
All of this time I can't believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark but you were never in front of me
I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems
I've got to open my eyes to everything
Without a thought
Without a voice
Without a soul don't let me die here
there must be something wrong
Bring me to life
Wake me up Wake me up inside I can't wake up Wake me up inside Save me Call my name and save me from the dark Wake me up Bid my blood to run I can't wake up Before I come undone Save me Save me from the nothing I've become
Bring me to life
I've been living a lie there's nothing in side Bring me to lifeGinny couldn't take her eyes off of Sirius. What was that song? How did she know it? What was it about? Apparently Harry had the same thoughts
"Sirius" Harry said walking up to the two "please explain NOW"
Sirius took his gaze off Ginny and turned towards Harry and told him "I knew Lily very well I knew her deepest secrets there was a time when she was queit depressed and she didn't want James to know about it so she came to me for help she told me she liked singing so I told her to sing from her heart and soul and well that came out yes I sang in it to because I was a part of her heart and I was there what it means is she's lost and wants the man she loves to help her but he's also lost in the dark and feels he is just like her therefore can't help her no matter how hard or how long she pleads its to late you were able to sing Ginny because Harry who love for you is like James's love for Lily and vis versa I was able to play a key in it because my strong connection to you both do you understand"
Once again Harry and Ginny were left speechless. As Sirius grabbed both there hands and put them together he said "you two are just like Lily and James and you two need each other in different ways don't ever forget that ever you hear me now I must go to Dumbledoor to ask him a few questions you two stay here don't you to dare do THAT while I'm gone and Harry I want to talk to you later ok?" he left with one quick motion and soon Harry and Ginny found themselves on the bed again kissing passionately. Ginny hand were in Harry's hair while his worked on her bra strap and soon they had forgotten all about Sirius and his telling them not to do THAT while he was gone.
Well huh do you all like so far review to let me know interesting twist huh just wait it gets more intersting
