`**~~**~~ I am so mean. Wow. I leave ya'al at a cliff hanger and don't
update for a little whiles. Blame it on my teachers. Giving me homework. I
would ask my muse for help but he's starting to do "strange" things. He is
now being completely quiet and just staring at me. Hmm, I think he's
thinking of how to escape! Bad muse, Bad Hiei! Ok. I need to go get him his
daily dosage of water and food. Hehe. Just kidding, I'm getting him some
sweet snow! ~~**~~**
Bed Time
Point Of View: Hiei
I wake up in an empty bed. I allowed myself to be intimate and look what happens, I end up by myself. No one could ever love me I am forbidden, did he forget. Must have, because it seemed he loved me, it seemed like he cared. Now as I look next to me all I see is a white sheet, empty of his gorgeous body. And after he leaves me, I still admire him. He has gotten inside my soul, has gotten hold of it, and will not let go.
The door opens and he walks in. So, he didn't leave after all. I thought he had, the bed was empty, the room did not smell of him. He smiles warmly and puts a breakfast tray on my lap. I look down at it and up at his beaming face.
"Enjoy it. I cooked it myself" "Hn" "Eat up, I need to take the tray and dishes back down to the kitchen and wash them before me mother wakes up" "You call her mother although she is not the one who gave you life" "She gave me a second chance and let's not start off the day with fighting, we had a wonderful night" "Hn"
I have to agree with the stupid fox on this one. It was a wonderful night. Explosive is what I would call it, explosive in a good way of course. I enjoyed it very much although I had planned to wait. The last time I gave in to someone, they left me. That is where some of my bitterness to love comes from. That is why I was so scared this morning. I kept thinking he would leave me; he will not want me anymore.
I am not a sex god, he often called me his pretty little youkai but I am nothing like him. Not a sex god, not even close. I lift the first bite of food up to my lips and put it in my mouth. Not bad, actually it is quite good. I put another bite up and eat it again. This ningen food is good. He sees me eating quickly and has to boast about it in a joking away.
"I am glad you like it. It took me a long time to find the ingredients. I had to get them from a special place" "Why? What's in this?" "A special fruit from the makai. It makes people sleepy. I guess you could call it a sleep potion" "You didn't"
I begin to feel sleepy as the effect of the potion takes its toll on me. So that is why he was gone this morning. He had traveled to makai to get this. I fell for his trap. I am a fool, a huge fool. I fell for a Yokos trick. And now I will be abused and made a sex toy. Damn. Damn yoko.
I begin to fade out of consciousness and I see a sad look in his eyes as he wishes me goodnight and tells me not to worry. I do worry; I worry about me, what will happen to me? I cannot begin to fathom what he is planning. But I look in his eyes one last time before falling asleep and I see in them sadness, nothing else.
Bed Time
Point Of View: Hiei
I wake up in an empty bed. I allowed myself to be intimate and look what happens, I end up by myself. No one could ever love me I am forbidden, did he forget. Must have, because it seemed he loved me, it seemed like he cared. Now as I look next to me all I see is a white sheet, empty of his gorgeous body. And after he leaves me, I still admire him. He has gotten inside my soul, has gotten hold of it, and will not let go.
The door opens and he walks in. So, he didn't leave after all. I thought he had, the bed was empty, the room did not smell of him. He smiles warmly and puts a breakfast tray on my lap. I look down at it and up at his beaming face.
"Enjoy it. I cooked it myself" "Hn" "Eat up, I need to take the tray and dishes back down to the kitchen and wash them before me mother wakes up" "You call her mother although she is not the one who gave you life" "She gave me a second chance and let's not start off the day with fighting, we had a wonderful night" "Hn"
I have to agree with the stupid fox on this one. It was a wonderful night. Explosive is what I would call it, explosive in a good way of course. I enjoyed it very much although I had planned to wait. The last time I gave in to someone, they left me. That is where some of my bitterness to love comes from. That is why I was so scared this morning. I kept thinking he would leave me; he will not want me anymore.
I am not a sex god, he often called me his pretty little youkai but I am nothing like him. Not a sex god, not even close. I lift the first bite of food up to my lips and put it in my mouth. Not bad, actually it is quite good. I put another bite up and eat it again. This ningen food is good. He sees me eating quickly and has to boast about it in a joking away.
"I am glad you like it. It took me a long time to find the ingredients. I had to get them from a special place" "Why? What's in this?" "A special fruit from the makai. It makes people sleepy. I guess you could call it a sleep potion" "You didn't"
I begin to feel sleepy as the effect of the potion takes its toll on me. So that is why he was gone this morning. He had traveled to makai to get this. I fell for his trap. I am a fool, a huge fool. I fell for a Yokos trick. And now I will be abused and made a sex toy. Damn. Damn yoko.
I begin to fade out of consciousness and I see a sad look in his eyes as he wishes me goodnight and tells me not to worry. I do worry; I worry about me, what will happen to me? I cannot begin to fathom what he is planning. But I look in his eyes one last time before falling asleep and I see in them sadness, nothing else.
