This are the thoughts from our dearest Hermione as she stepped out of the hospital wing.
Did i really think that i would understand him?
Just because I've spend one day in his body, doesn't mean I know how he feels.
They said he was a traitor… whatever he had done, it must have been against the Dark Lord. And that would mean, that he had done it for Dumbledore.
And that would explain why Snape now acts as if he would hate him in front of the Slytherins, but still loves him like his own son.
Why does he think Harry and I are the perfect couple? I mean… we don't really have anything in common. We were just friends because they saved me from this troll in our first year.
Don't get me wrong, I really like them. But they are more like brothers to me.
And since we don't do this much together, it's even more like this. Just because I know them well doesn't mean I'm bound to spend my hole life with them.
So he just got this wrong. But that doesn't explain why he was this… kind of jealous.
It's not as if he wanted to be the man on my side, or does he?
No, I don't think so.
But I don't understand why he doesn't want me to love Draco.
Oh. I've forgotten to think about THAT.
I love Draco.
I can't really believe it.
How can I be in love with him? He always hated me! He insulted me, he tried everything to keep me away from him. And jet I'm finding myself in love with him.
Why did it take me so long to realize?
I would like to go to him so badly now. But Snape would kill me.
But sometime he has to realize that he can't keep me away from him forever.
He needs me.
Does he?
I mean… he could have every girl in this school. Expect Slytherins.
Why didn't Dumbledore tell us that he's on our side?
Maybe Draco didn't want him to tell us.
But Harry and Ron wouldn't have been so cruel to him if they'd only known.
It just didn't make any sense.
Why did I think that Draco would need me? What could I do for him? I just know about books. That wouldn't help him any.
All I can give him is my love… But what if he refuses it? Just as Snape did? What if he doesn't feel the same way?
I need him. I need him too.
Hermione stood up and went to the hospital wing. she had to put up with this. She had to stop this thoughts. She wanted to talk to Snape again. He had to explain some things to her.
So, these were some short chapters. I promise the next will be better. And longer. so long…
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