Hi, this is not a chapter. But an answer to an e mail I got.

First off I would like to say that, I'm writing this story in a more realistic point of view. As more as I can. My idea for Meryl going out and have some fun is this. She is a strong and independent women. And in real life I haven't met a 23 year old virgin (sorry but I haven't, I don't mean to embarrassed or insult anybody) or a women that just because she is in love decides to forget about any other men in existence. (Example many idiotic manga girls, especially Kagome from Inuyasha).

Meryl IS I say IS upset with Vash, but I thought that the reasons will be obvious. But just in case this are her reasons: 1.-First off he disappears for two years, without saying anything. 2.-he doesn't even says he is sorry or admits to missing them at all. 3.-he doesn't even called her and Milly by their real name. 4.-he always acts like an idiot. 5.-Meryl believes that to Vash, she is only an insurance girl and not even a friend.

I could go on for hours, but I don't want to sound like a bitchy ex girlfriend. Now some people may not even understand this reasons, but put them on a real point of view. Wouldn't that sound like he is pretty much refusing her? Cause to me it does.

About Knives and Meryl relationship

Knives IS taking advantage of Meryl. He did raped her, for gods sake he carved his name on her back. And I never said that Meryl is in love with him, or the other way around. The attraction they had at the beginning was only a one thing for Meryl or was it. But Knives had other reasons which I can't say yet. Knives is being possessive of Meryl because well here is my reason:

how would you react if you were a plant that, for 130 something years has been trying to get your brother to see your point of view. But has failed miserably. Knives has only been thinking of creating and Eden for him and Vash. Because he and his brother were unique, and because he love his brother. There were no others like him, and remember the plants on the bulb are in away oblivious to what happens on the world. But now there is another plant and to top it off she is pregnant. How would you react. Possessive?, wouldn't you want to keep her? Here is another way of creating a Eden without his brother. Knives point of view is this, I won't make the same mistake I did the first time with Vash. Because remember Vash was 'corrupted' by Rem's ideas. He wants Meryl to see his point of view, but first he wants her to respect him at any cost. He wants to show her that he wants her, and that he is not gonna let her go. But not because he loves her, but because of what she is and what she is carrying. Knives wants Meryl also because she is innocent and naive. Remember he doesn't know yet that Meryl knows about his plans, or that she knows and is in love with Vash. There are more reasons as why he is acting like he is, but an obvious one is this: He is knives for gods sake. He is a cold blooded killer, that is used to getting whatever he wants.

Finally, I never intended it to be your traditional story. Knives and Meryl fall in love just because. That's not how it works. They are not in love, at least not yet. Is just not gonna happen like that. I want them to really know each other, and remember Meryl is not a human anymore. And she is slightly different than Knives and Vash because she is a female plant. She is more like the plants in the bulb, she can no longer think as she used to. I don't want to get to much in detail, but she is more pure than the twins. And more innocent and fragile.

Question, has any of you seen or read 'the house of the spirits' well in a way I'm basing the Knives and Meryl relationship out of that book/movie.

Now I'm actually stuck, I don't know what to do with Vash. So if you have any ideas let me know.

And once again thank you for reading my story, I know that is crazy but that's just the way that I am. I hope that I clarify my point and reasons behind the story.

Thank you.