Title: I Thought She Knew, (2/?)
Author: Faith, Faith_Dru@lycos.com
Disclaimer: They're not mine, no matter how much I would like them to be they all belong to Joss Whedon and company.
Pairing: Cordelia/Xander
Rating: G maybe PG
Season/Spoilers: Same as before nothing's changed. Cordy leaves so somewhere before season 4.
Summary: Cordy leaves and Xander's hurting....I know it's the same thing I said on the other part but, if I told you anymore it would spoil it.
Distribution: Ask and you shall receive.
Author's Note: = thoughts, * * = bold thoughts or sayings, ~ ~ = Journal writings, [] = actions, // = lyrics.
Feedback: Well if you're reading this part you must have sent me feedback.....keep it coming......pppppppplllllllllleeeeeeeaaaaaaasssssssseeeeeeeee!!!
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In LA
I should call him, but he's probably out with some new girl. [gloom] Well I won't feel sorry for myself. I'm going to have live life knowing that the one I love hates me or no longer cares. [tear falls] No more tears Cordelia Case I'm going to go on the rest of my life happy and carefree. With that she got up and walked out the door to get a job.
An Hour Later
"Thank you, sir" Cordelia said as she walked out of the help wanted office doors.
"Thank you. We'll let you know." He said shaking her hand and walked back into the office.
Back in Sunnydale at the Bronze
"Xander, why don't you go out and dance? It'll make you feel better." Willow asked concerned evident in her voice.
"I think I'll just go home and to bed." Xander said walking away.
As he was walking out he heard a song that seemed all too familiar to him.
// She was my once in a lifetime,
Happy ending coming true.
Oh I, Guess I should have told her,
I thought she knew.
She said I took her for granted,
That's the last thing I would do.
Oh, I'll never understand it,
I thought she knew. //
Having heard enough of the song he walked through the doors leading out into the unusually cool streets of Sunnydale; the song singing in his head.
// I thought she knew my world revolved around her
My love light burned for her alone,
But she couldn't see the flame.
Only myself to blame,
I should have known
I should have known.
A heart full of words left unspoken
Now that we're through
I'd sell my soul to have this silence broken.
Oh, I thought she knew
I thought she knew.
She was my once in a lifetime
Happy ending come true
Woahhh I guess I should have told her.
But I thought she knew
I thought she knew.
I thought she knew
Ohhh I thought that she knew. //
Just as the song in his head ended he walked through the doors to his downstairs bedroom. Finally downstairs and alone in his thoughts he pulled out a pen and a piece of paper and began writing.
~ My Dearest Cordelia,
How I miss you. I feel terrible that I missed you on your bus out of town. I didn't get to tell you that I love you. ~
That's short sweet and stupid. He thought just as the phone rang. "Hello?" He said into the receiver.
TBC
Author: Faith, Faith_Dru@lycos.com
Disclaimer: They're not mine, no matter how much I would like them to be they all belong to Joss Whedon and company.
Pairing: Cordelia/Xander
Rating: G maybe PG
Season/Spoilers: Same as before nothing's changed. Cordy leaves so somewhere before season 4.
Summary: Cordy leaves and Xander's hurting....I know it's the same thing I said on the other part but, if I told you anymore it would spoil it.
Distribution: Ask and you shall receive.
Author's Note: = thoughts, * * = bold thoughts or sayings, ~ ~ = Journal writings, [] = actions, // = lyrics.
Feedback: Well if you're reading this part you must have sent me feedback.....keep it coming......pppppppplllllllllleeeeeeeaaaaaaasssssssseeeeeeeee!!!
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In LA
I should call him, but he's probably out with some new girl. [gloom] Well I won't feel sorry for myself. I'm going to have live life knowing that the one I love hates me or no longer cares. [tear falls] No more tears Cordelia Case I'm going to go on the rest of my life happy and carefree. With that she got up and walked out the door to get a job.
An Hour Later
"Thank you, sir" Cordelia said as she walked out of the help wanted office doors.
"Thank you. We'll let you know." He said shaking her hand and walked back into the office.
Back in Sunnydale at the Bronze
"Xander, why don't you go out and dance? It'll make you feel better." Willow asked concerned evident in her voice.
"I think I'll just go home and to bed." Xander said walking away.
As he was walking out he heard a song that seemed all too familiar to him.
// She was my once in a lifetime,
Happy ending coming true.
Oh I, Guess I should have told her,
I thought she knew.
She said I took her for granted,
That's the last thing I would do.
Oh, I'll never understand it,
I thought she knew. //
Having heard enough of the song he walked through the doors leading out into the unusually cool streets of Sunnydale; the song singing in his head.
// I thought she knew my world revolved around her
My love light burned for her alone,
But she couldn't see the flame.
Only myself to blame,
I should have known
I should have known.
A heart full of words left unspoken
Now that we're through
I'd sell my soul to have this silence broken.
Oh, I thought she knew
I thought she knew.
She was my once in a lifetime
Happy ending come true
Woahhh I guess I should have told her.
But I thought she knew
I thought she knew.
I thought she knew
Ohhh I thought that she knew. //
Just as the song in his head ended he walked through the doors to his downstairs bedroom. Finally downstairs and alone in his thoughts he pulled out a pen and a piece of paper and began writing.
~ My Dearest Cordelia,
How I miss you. I feel terrible that I missed you on your bus out of town. I didn't get to tell you that I love you. ~
That's short sweet and stupid. He thought just as the phone rang. "Hello?" He said into the receiver.
TBC
