Losing Grip By:StrawberryGashes13

Chapter Two:Searching for an answer.......

I placed the key into the keyhole,closed my eyes,twisted the key,and walked in cautiously............

I stepped in and felt the coldness of the house,finally I opened my eyes...Everything looked the same,the furniture,the decorations,the pictures,everything except her not being here..I shook my head 'stop that,you don't need another break down!!'.

I walked further inside after shutting and locking the door behind me.I stood for a moment remembering being here when she was alive,we always enjoyed eachothers company,I loved spending time here.I missed being here.

I walked into her living room,it was exactly the same,I thought to myself 'wouldn't the detectives or someone look around here??'but remembered what her lawyer had told me about no one being able to for some reason,I can't remember all I remember hearing is him saying she's dead and the house is mine,I just kind of blocked the rest out.

I seen her favorite magizines laying on her coffee table.I walked over and picked up one,wondering why she had left them out before....I shut my eyes tight knowing I would cry if I finished my sentence,it was just too hard to face up to the truth that she was gone....forever.

I put it back down,there was no need to look at a magizine right now.So I looked around rooms for a few hours.I didn't find anything really worth reading or seeing other than pictures of her and me mostly.I sighed knowing where I could probualy find some answers to her death.Her room.I walked to the stair case and hesitated before walking up the stairs to her old bedroom.

I looked into her old bedroom,knowing full well I could find my answers soon.

I walked over to her night stand,looking through papars,most were just bills,reminders, just normal stuff you would have hanging around your house.I looked through wardrobes, dressers,her closet,under the bed,book shelves,everywhere I could possible think of.

I was just about to give up,when I looked at her worn out rug,dissapointed I couldn't find anything.That's when I seen the small lump beneath the rug.I bent down and lifted the rug up......Underneath it I found what I had been looking for.....

R&R!!flames accepted!anyway I will upload the next chapter as soon as i get a few rewiews,so I know to continue!!well thanks!luv ya all---Em!!!!