Destiny
Disclaimers: I do not own the cast of HYD.
A/N: Hey, Jeslene's back with yet another one shot. Notice that I sounded kind of gloomy? Don't ask me what happened, cause' I don't want to talk about it. Just enjoy reading it, okay?
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Sometimes, I really wonder if stars are reachable to humans. No one knew how much I wanted to reach out and keep them for myself. Maybe it's my fate, that I'm not able to catch the sparkling stones.
As time goes by, I learnt to realize how foolish I was, loving someone who never did loved me back. She was my first love since as long as I could remember. All along, I thought she loved me as much as I do.
I was wrong.
No matter how much I gave in for her, no matter how much love I planted in her heart, she would never take me as a man who she could accept and love.
I lost all sense of feelings at that time.
Until she came along.
She won my admiration, fighting with F4 without any sprinkle of fear. No matter how much Tsukasa tried to fight her back, she remained standing even if she was on the edge of failing.
The feelings in my heart started to flow once more, all because of her. I didn't know why I felt this way until I found out I've fallen for her.
When she agreed to be with me, I was overjoyed. Someone I loved actually returned my affection.
But I never won the battle.
I knew I would never win this battle.
She chose my best friend as that special someone in her life.
But although I know she would never be mine, I did not give up. I wanted to be there for her everytime she needed me. I love her, more then I expected, that's why my heart had flown away towards her.
I saw her walking across the street, a smile on her face. I knew it wasn't for me, never will it be. The smile made me realize I would sacrifice anything for her, even if it was my life.
I drew a sharp breath in at the sudden danger dashed straight at her.
The moments seemed to move like a slow-motion film. I ran out towards her when she crossed the road, not knowing the car coming towards her.
I knew I pushed her away. I could hear my blood thumping in my ears as my body arched with pain.
I could hear no noise from the traffic and people, only her soft voice calling my name over and again. I opened my eyes and found myself looking at her tear-streaked face, her eyes gleaming with hurt.
My fate was to be her shoulder, her protector and comforter.
Mustering the last strength, I raised my arm and brushed away her tears. I felt a smile spread on my dry lip as all thoughts flew out of my head. I was glad that she was harmless, because I protected her
If God gave me a chance to choose, I would want to be her protector, her rely and her peace like I always did.
Because this was all I could do for her.
I know that I couldn't reach for this shining star even until I walked till' the end of my life.
This is my destiny.
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A/N: It's done~! I know it's very short; in fact this was the shortest one shot I ever wrote. But this was what I can think of. Thank you for reading and if you can, why not tell me what you think?
Disclaimers: I do not own the cast of HYD.
A/N: Hey, Jeslene's back with yet another one shot. Notice that I sounded kind of gloomy? Don't ask me what happened, cause' I don't want to talk about it. Just enjoy reading it, okay?
~*~
Sometimes, I really wonder if stars are reachable to humans. No one knew how much I wanted to reach out and keep them for myself. Maybe it's my fate, that I'm not able to catch the sparkling stones.
As time goes by, I learnt to realize how foolish I was, loving someone who never did loved me back. She was my first love since as long as I could remember. All along, I thought she loved me as much as I do.
I was wrong.
No matter how much I gave in for her, no matter how much love I planted in her heart, she would never take me as a man who she could accept and love.
I lost all sense of feelings at that time.
Until she came along.
She won my admiration, fighting with F4 without any sprinkle of fear. No matter how much Tsukasa tried to fight her back, she remained standing even if she was on the edge of failing.
The feelings in my heart started to flow once more, all because of her. I didn't know why I felt this way until I found out I've fallen for her.
When she agreed to be with me, I was overjoyed. Someone I loved actually returned my affection.
But I never won the battle.
I knew I would never win this battle.
She chose my best friend as that special someone in her life.
But although I know she would never be mine, I did not give up. I wanted to be there for her everytime she needed me. I love her, more then I expected, that's why my heart had flown away towards her.
I saw her walking across the street, a smile on her face. I knew it wasn't for me, never will it be. The smile made me realize I would sacrifice anything for her, even if it was my life.
I drew a sharp breath in at the sudden danger dashed straight at her.
The moments seemed to move like a slow-motion film. I ran out towards her when she crossed the road, not knowing the car coming towards her.
I knew I pushed her away. I could hear my blood thumping in my ears as my body arched with pain.
I could hear no noise from the traffic and people, only her soft voice calling my name over and again. I opened my eyes and found myself looking at her tear-streaked face, her eyes gleaming with hurt.
My fate was to be her shoulder, her protector and comforter.
Mustering the last strength, I raised my arm and brushed away her tears. I felt a smile spread on my dry lip as all thoughts flew out of my head. I was glad that she was harmless, because I protected her
If God gave me a chance to choose, I would want to be her protector, her rely and her peace like I always did.
Because this was all I could do for her.
I know that I couldn't reach for this shining star even until I walked till' the end of my life.
This is my destiny.
~*~
A/N: It's done~! I know it's very short; in fact this was the shortest one shot I ever wrote. But this was what I can think of. Thank you for reading and if you can, why not tell me what you think?
