Innocence Reborn (or Lost Light)
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I'm an innocent.
I surprise myself with that statement. I thought my innocence was lost. Merlin knows what I did and didn't do. Quite frankly, I thought I was anything /but/ an innocent. I thought that evil was ingrained in myself, no matter how much I didn't want to. No matter how much I tried to get rid of it. He claimed I was dark. That I was evil. That I only put up an act of innocence.
Does it show that I'm obsessed by innocence?
Yes, I admit that I'm obsessed with innocence and dark and evil.Or at least I have been obsessed by innocence. But it was my fate, my destiny. How else did these things happen? How else did I burn him? How else did I bring him to the side of good? How else did I make broody happy? But you don't know whom I speak of. The burned one is finally gone, though I didn't get rid of him. I only weakened him. My light had burned him, making nice red spots appear on his sickly skin.He had screeched in rage, and, when he finally realised it, in defeat. I'm glad he is gone, he won't bother me anymore. And he had bothered me alot. As I was obessed with innocence, he was obsessed by me. He wanted me, wanted to taste me, tease me, feel me. He tried to get me in any way he could. Because I had something he had not. Too bad he only had me in his dying hours. And yet I weep for him, for the innocence he had long lost.
What was once bad and now good is a different story. He wanted me too, but in a different way. He fell in love with me. At first I wanted nothing to do with him. How could I? His family had been responsible for my sadness and my doubt! I did not take kind to that. But I melted my icy heart when he kept trying to talk to me, when he kept being nice to me. Yes, his breathed fire melted my ice. We came to love each other truly and deeply, but it was not to be. He died at the hands of evil, but not before my dragon managed to locate his dwelling. He kept his promise, he promised me I'd be safe from the hands of evil. He promised me he would protect me, no matter what. He kept his promise even in death. I weeped bitterly for him, yet I feel good knowing that he had known a moment of true untainted happiness in my arms.
I made the broody one happy. I'm quite proud to have accomplished that. I made him happy by helping him defeat his nightmare. He comforted me after I had lost my loved one. And I, in turn, comforted him. He still had a lot of demons inside of him. But I helped him let them go. It's funny, but I felt as tainted as he thought he was. He was the one to help me lose that feeling. By loving me. He had grown to love me. I had grown to love him too. Love that is light. We fight for love, do we not?
Innocence is light, light is what we fight for, so we can keep the innocence. In the end all innocence is lost, until a new child comes into the world, for a child is innocence reborn.
I can do nothing but smile, just like him.
I'm pregnant.
Our innocence will be reborn.
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I'm an innocent.
I surprise myself with that statement. I thought my innocence was lost. Merlin knows what I did and didn't do. Quite frankly, I thought I was anything /but/ an innocent. I thought that evil was ingrained in myself, no matter how much I didn't want to. No matter how much I tried to get rid of it. He claimed I was dark. That I was evil. That I only put up an act of innocence.
Does it show that I'm obsessed by innocence?
Yes, I admit that I'm obsessed with innocence and dark and evil.Or at least I have been obsessed by innocence. But it was my fate, my destiny. How else did these things happen? How else did I burn him? How else did I bring him to the side of good? How else did I make broody happy? But you don't know whom I speak of. The burned one is finally gone, though I didn't get rid of him. I only weakened him. My light had burned him, making nice red spots appear on his sickly skin.He had screeched in rage, and, when he finally realised it, in defeat. I'm glad he is gone, he won't bother me anymore. And he had bothered me alot. As I was obessed with innocence, he was obsessed by me. He wanted me, wanted to taste me, tease me, feel me. He tried to get me in any way he could. Because I had something he had not. Too bad he only had me in his dying hours. And yet I weep for him, for the innocence he had long lost.
What was once bad and now good is a different story. He wanted me too, but in a different way. He fell in love with me. At first I wanted nothing to do with him. How could I? His family had been responsible for my sadness and my doubt! I did not take kind to that. But I melted my icy heart when he kept trying to talk to me, when he kept being nice to me. Yes, his breathed fire melted my ice. We came to love each other truly and deeply, but it was not to be. He died at the hands of evil, but not before my dragon managed to locate his dwelling. He kept his promise, he promised me I'd be safe from the hands of evil. He promised me he would protect me, no matter what. He kept his promise even in death. I weeped bitterly for him, yet I feel good knowing that he had known a moment of true untainted happiness in my arms.
I made the broody one happy. I'm quite proud to have accomplished that. I made him happy by helping him defeat his nightmare. He comforted me after I had lost my loved one. And I, in turn, comforted him. He still had a lot of demons inside of him. But I helped him let them go. It's funny, but I felt as tainted as he thought he was. He was the one to help me lose that feeling. By loving me. He had grown to love me. I had grown to love him too. Love that is light. We fight for love, do we not?
Innocence is light, light is what we fight for, so we can keep the innocence. In the end all innocence is lost, until a new child comes into the world, for a child is innocence reborn.
I can do nothing but smile, just like him.
I'm pregnant.
Our innocence will be reborn.
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