Beautiful12
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In every single way
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"Understand?" repeated Meilin as she stood in the white 'room'. She looked around to see who just spoke to her. It was a guy's voice but it sounded muffed. She could tell she knew who he was but couldn't grasp at who he was.
"I had to show you instead of tell you."
"So you've been the one giving me these dreams."
"Yes. I had to, it was the only way to tell you."
"Tell me what?" Meilin asked while still looking around to see who he was.
He or someone was slowly materializing in front of her; it was that guy at the jewelry stand.
Meilin opened her mouth to say something but couldn't speak. She blinked at him. "This is a dream, this is only a dream, a dream, a dream," she started to repeat.
"It is a dream."
"Okay, my dream is agreeing with me. But only a dream, just a dream."
"So you still don't understand?"
"I understand you're a dream."
"No not that. Understand who I am and who you are."
Meilin blinked at this question. "You're the guy at the jewelry stand?"
"No, that's my brother."
Meilin blinked at his comment. "But he only has one other brother and I've met him before." He blinked at Meilin's comment. They stood there staring at each other for some time until Meilin spoke again. "I was your mom?"
"No. You just look like her."
"And your brothers are those guys that work at the jewelry stand with your father?"
"Yes."
"And you were the little boy crying."
"So you understand?"
"I don't need anyone to take care of me. I can take care of myself," said Meilin sternly.
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There was a bright light as Meilin opened her eyes; it was the sun in her eyes. She slowly got up from her couch. She quickly went over her 'dream'. "Why would someone need to take care of me? I've been taking care of myself my whole life. I don't need somebody now," she thought to herself. "I just need to get to work."
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After work Meilin found that her feet has brought her where her journey first begun. She was standing twenty feet away from the jewelry stand. She wondered how she got here, she didn't think this was where she was walking.
But she was here for something. She saw the guy she first saw there a few months ago. He was smiling happily and was helping a young woman. He kept stealing glances at the young woman. He was obviously attracted to her.
"Umm… Excuse me," said Meilin.
"Oh, Hello can I help you?" he replied.
"Maybe. Is your father or brother here?"
"No, they're not here but they might be back before the day is over."
"That's okay I just wanted to ask you something. How many brothers do you have?"
"I thought you knew I only had one older brother."
"Are you sure?"
"I think I would know how many brothers I had."
"If that's what you would like to think." He looked at Meilin like she just insulted him. "I didn't mean to offend you, it's just… nothing."
"Did my brother ever come meet you?"
"Yes he did but he didn't say anything about your mother."
"He doesn't talk about her much, neither does my father."
"I figured as much." Meilin wanted to mention his other brother, Shou but decided against it. "So I'll see you around. I should be going."
"Bye," he said with a smile.
Meilin left sadly. "To never know your mother," she thought sorrowfully. "I can relate."
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The sun was already sitting when Meilin got to her apartment. The rays of the sun painted her kitchen and living room with a warm yellow glow. Even her couch was glowing.
She took a nice long bath before she fell asleep on her bed.
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"I know you can take care of yourself, you have for your whole life."
Meilin woke up to the soft comforting voice. Her room was dark and the moonlight was dim. Her eyes adjusted to the low light and she could see the outline of someone.
"How did you get into my apartment?"
"If I could get into your dreams how could I not get into your apartment."
"Why are you here?" Meilin asked as he walked over to sit on the bed with her like an old friend.
"To fulfill a promise to my mother."
"I'm just a promise?" The words came out of her mouth before she knew what she was saying but they have already been spoken so she could not take them back.
"My brother and I were born to protect you," he said as he looked into her eyes.
All those years of abuse from her parents, she learned how to suppress her feeling and emotions. "I need not your protection," she said with her head facing away from his.
"If that is what you wish but I must stay with you," he said as he reached for her hand and held it in his.
"But I don't need you," protested Meilin as she tried to pull back her hand away from his. He held onto her hand and was pulled closer to her. She could feel his heart beating faster and faster. She missed how he used to hold her. He still smelled like vanilla.
She leaned in closer. And before she knew it her lips were already on his. His lips were soft and felt so nice on her own. A moment later his tongue was wondering in her mouth while his hands was busy elsewhere. Before she knew it she was on her back and he was on top of her.
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The sun was shining, the birds were chirping, and someone was holding her. Meilin realized what she just did a couple of hours ago. She saw whom she did it with. He was still sleeping and had his arms around her.
[End of CH 12. So uh… Yea this is where it got all rated-R. But it wasn't exactly rated-R, so I stayed with my rating. I left the rest to your imagination. The next chapter is going to be posted maybe before I go back to school. *urgh* I hate school! But I must go back and suffer. So R&R and I'll post the next by the 15th.]
[August 9, 2003]
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In every single way
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"Understand?" repeated Meilin as she stood in the white 'room'. She looked around to see who just spoke to her. It was a guy's voice but it sounded muffed. She could tell she knew who he was but couldn't grasp at who he was.
"I had to show you instead of tell you."
"So you've been the one giving me these dreams."
"Yes. I had to, it was the only way to tell you."
"Tell me what?" Meilin asked while still looking around to see who he was.
He or someone was slowly materializing in front of her; it was that guy at the jewelry stand.
Meilin opened her mouth to say something but couldn't speak. She blinked at him. "This is a dream, this is only a dream, a dream, a dream," she started to repeat.
"It is a dream."
"Okay, my dream is agreeing with me. But only a dream, just a dream."
"So you still don't understand?"
"I understand you're a dream."
"No not that. Understand who I am and who you are."
Meilin blinked at this question. "You're the guy at the jewelry stand?"
"No, that's my brother."
Meilin blinked at his comment. "But he only has one other brother and I've met him before." He blinked at Meilin's comment. They stood there staring at each other for some time until Meilin spoke again. "I was your mom?"
"No. You just look like her."
"And your brothers are those guys that work at the jewelry stand with your father?"
"Yes."
"And you were the little boy crying."
"So you understand?"
"I don't need anyone to take care of me. I can take care of myself," said Meilin sternly.
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There was a bright light as Meilin opened her eyes; it was the sun in her eyes. She slowly got up from her couch. She quickly went over her 'dream'. "Why would someone need to take care of me? I've been taking care of myself my whole life. I don't need somebody now," she thought to herself. "I just need to get to work."
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After work Meilin found that her feet has brought her where her journey first begun. She was standing twenty feet away from the jewelry stand. She wondered how she got here, she didn't think this was where she was walking.
But she was here for something. She saw the guy she first saw there a few months ago. He was smiling happily and was helping a young woman. He kept stealing glances at the young woman. He was obviously attracted to her.
"Umm… Excuse me," said Meilin.
"Oh, Hello can I help you?" he replied.
"Maybe. Is your father or brother here?"
"No, they're not here but they might be back before the day is over."
"That's okay I just wanted to ask you something. How many brothers do you have?"
"I thought you knew I only had one older brother."
"Are you sure?"
"I think I would know how many brothers I had."
"If that's what you would like to think." He looked at Meilin like she just insulted him. "I didn't mean to offend you, it's just… nothing."
"Did my brother ever come meet you?"
"Yes he did but he didn't say anything about your mother."
"He doesn't talk about her much, neither does my father."
"I figured as much." Meilin wanted to mention his other brother, Shou but decided against it. "So I'll see you around. I should be going."
"Bye," he said with a smile.
Meilin left sadly. "To never know your mother," she thought sorrowfully. "I can relate."
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The sun was already sitting when Meilin got to her apartment. The rays of the sun painted her kitchen and living room with a warm yellow glow. Even her couch was glowing.
She took a nice long bath before she fell asleep on her bed.
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"I know you can take care of yourself, you have for your whole life."
Meilin woke up to the soft comforting voice. Her room was dark and the moonlight was dim. Her eyes adjusted to the low light and she could see the outline of someone.
"How did you get into my apartment?"
"If I could get into your dreams how could I not get into your apartment."
"Why are you here?" Meilin asked as he walked over to sit on the bed with her like an old friend.
"To fulfill a promise to my mother."
"I'm just a promise?" The words came out of her mouth before she knew what she was saying but they have already been spoken so she could not take them back.
"My brother and I were born to protect you," he said as he looked into her eyes.
All those years of abuse from her parents, she learned how to suppress her feeling and emotions. "I need not your protection," she said with her head facing away from his.
"If that is what you wish but I must stay with you," he said as he reached for her hand and held it in his.
"But I don't need you," protested Meilin as she tried to pull back her hand away from his. He held onto her hand and was pulled closer to her. She could feel his heart beating faster and faster. She missed how he used to hold her. He still smelled like vanilla.
She leaned in closer. And before she knew it her lips were already on his. His lips were soft and felt so nice on her own. A moment later his tongue was wondering in her mouth while his hands was busy elsewhere. Before she knew it she was on her back and he was on top of her.
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The sun was shining, the birds were chirping, and someone was holding her. Meilin realized what she just did a couple of hours ago. She saw whom she did it with. He was still sleeping and had his arms around her.
[End of CH 12. So uh… Yea this is where it got all rated-R. But it wasn't exactly rated-R, so I stayed with my rating. I left the rest to your imagination. The next chapter is going to be posted maybe before I go back to school. *urgh* I hate school! But I must go back and suffer. So R&R and I'll post the next by the 15th.]
[August 9, 2003]
