A/N.. This chapter is boring, but its 3 in the morning and it's the best I
could come up with so far. BTW.. thanks for all of the reviews. I love
them. and to Acquiesce....HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I jumped cuz I felt some one sit next to me. It was Matt. He picked me up and placed me in his lap. I cried into his shoulder. He just held me there. He kissed the top of my head and said everything was ok and I was safe.
"Mattie, make it go away" I cried.
"Make what go away sweetie?" Matt asked
"The car crash and the white light. They won't go away," I cried.
Matt looked around. He didn't know what I was talking about.
"Shh...It's ok sweetie. I'm here," he whispered.
"Make it go away Mattie. Please" I cried as I clung onto him.
The nurse heard the disturbance and brought in a needle and she said it would help me sleep. I clung on to Matt tighter.
"I don't wanna sleep. Mattie make her go away." I cried.
"Calm down sweetie. You need to sleep so you can get better." Dad finally said.
"I don't wanna sleep. They'll come back."
All of a sudden Matt and Jeff held me tightly so the nurse could stick the needle in me.
"OW!!!"I cried.
The nurse was done and left.
"Shh...Sweetie. It's all over with." Matt said.
"Jeffy" I cried.
"I'm here baby," Jeff said as he rubbed my back.
"Please don't let me fall asleep. Please" I begged.
"You have to sleep baby. You're not going to get better if you don't" Jeff said calmly.
"I want Mikey." I cried
"I'll call Mike if you go to sleep" Dad said as Matt laid me down.
"Don't wanna sleep," I said as my eyelids started to close.
I tried fighting it. I tried keeping them open. When they would shut some more I would open them up.
"Stop fighting it babygurl" Jeff said.
"No" I whimpered.
Jeff stroked my hair and that's when I closed my eyes and went to sleep. Dad, Matt, and Jeff went to the other side of the room to talk.
"That poor girl has been through so much." Dad said.
"If only I did something different," Matt said
"What are you talking about bro?" Jeff asked.
"I should have pulled the car over or stopped the car. I should've." Matt said
"Matt stop it. This is not your fault. There was nothing you could have done. This was going to happen anyway." Jeff said as he gave his brother a reassuring hug.
"Jeff, do you know what she is talking about? Something about a white light and the car crash." Dad asked.
" She told me we almost lost her. She said something about remembering seeing a bright light and in the light was her mom. She was calling to Patience. She walked toward the light and toward her mother. Then she heard Matt talking and then you and finally heard me and She knew we needed her. So she walked toward our voices and that's when she woke up." Jeff explained.
"Wow. We almost lost her. I don't know what I would do if I lost her" Matt said.
"Me either" Dad said. "Well I better go call Mike."
Dad left and went to go call Mike. Jeff and Matt went to my bed and crawled in with me. They put their arms around my waist and their heads by my head. After 10 more minutes, Dad came back and told them Mike was on his way. Matt and Jeff got up and let Dad come over and take my hand. 10 more minutes passed and Mikey came into the room. Jeff, Matt, and dad greeted him and let him come to the bed. He took my hand in his and sat down. He started to stroke my hair and squeeze my hand. While all of this was happening, I was yet again, having a nightmare. I was on the cliff with Jeff and Matt again. Reliving the conversation with them.
"What's wrong sis?" Matt asked
"Being here is making me remember when we were younger. When we were always together and now you guys are always gone and we hardly spend anytime together. It's just so hard" I cried
It was painful to watch again.
"MATT LOOK OUT!" I screamed
"HOLD ON EVERYONE!" Matt yelled.
I then saw the light. Inside the light was my mom. I then heard a voice behind me. It was Jeff. There was a spot light on him.
"Babygurl, I need you. Don't leave me," Jeff said
"But Jeff, my mom." I said.
"She left you Patience. She's gone. I didn't leave you. I'm not gone. Stay with me. Please baby. I need you. Matt needs you and dad needs you." Jeff said
" Patience, I need you too." Mikey said as he stepped forward and a light shined on him too.
"Mikey?" I said
"Yea, it's me sis."
I looked at him and then back at my mom. While this nightmare was going on, I was whimpering, tears were running down my face, and I was squeezing Mikey's hand. Jeff came to the other side of my bed and stroked my hair going Shh. He wanted to cry, but he had to be strong for everyone. Seeing me like this was killing him. He wanted to take all my fears and pains away. He wishes he could just take it all away with one kiss. After a few more hours, visiting hours were over and Jeff stayed with me again. I then made him jump when I let out a loud cry.
"Shh." Jeff said.
He just held my hand tighter and started to stroke my hair some more.
"Jeffy" I whimpered.
Jeff kissed my forehead.
"Shh. Its okay," He whispered.
I then opened up my eyes quickly. I saw Jeff and hugged him.
"Jeffy" I cried into his shoulder.
"Shh.I'm here. No one will hurt you." Jeff said.
"Don't let me go Jeff. Please don't let me go."
"I won't baby. I won't."
"I don't wanna die," I cried
"You're not going to die. I won't let you," He said as a tear fell off his face.
After a few minutes, I calmed down. Jeff laid me down. He wiped away my tears and gave me a kiss. I scooted over and Jeff crawled in with me. We both laid on our sides looking at each other and every once in a while we would kiss. Finally, I knew something that would get rid of all my nightmares and would make the white light go away. I reached over and kissed him deeply. Our tongues danced in each other's mouth .I pulled Jeff on top of me. Both of us were feeling that it was right. Right there we made love and it was so wonderful. When we were done, Jeff put his clothes back on and then helped me put my gown back on. He crawled in with me and we feel asleep. I had one more dream that night. It was black all around. I was standing there in a wedding dress. I looked around.
"Where am I?" I asked myself.
"You're at our wedding."
I turned around and there was Jeff. I smiled big and walked up to him.
"I love you," I said as I kissed him.
"I love you more my beautiful wife"
I woke up the next morning with a start. I never have been so happy in my life. I was happy my break down was over and now I can spend my life being happy. Jeff helped me shower and got me into my regular clothes. We sat in the window and looked out. We would kiss every few minutes. We heard the door open and there was Matt and Dad.
"Mattie" I squealed as I ran into his arms.
He quickly wrapped his arms around me and spun me around.
"Hey sis. How you feeling today?" Matt asked as he put me down.
"A lot better" I said with a smile.
I then hugged dad.
"I'm glad you're ok." He said.
"Me too. Can we go home now?" I asked.
"Sure we can, but there is one more thing you have to do before you get to leave." Dad said.
"And what would that be?" I asked
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I jumped cuz I felt some one sit next to me. It was Matt. He picked me up and placed me in his lap. I cried into his shoulder. He just held me there. He kissed the top of my head and said everything was ok and I was safe.
"Mattie, make it go away" I cried.
"Make what go away sweetie?" Matt asked
"The car crash and the white light. They won't go away," I cried.
Matt looked around. He didn't know what I was talking about.
"Shh...It's ok sweetie. I'm here," he whispered.
"Make it go away Mattie. Please" I cried as I clung onto him.
The nurse heard the disturbance and brought in a needle and she said it would help me sleep. I clung on to Matt tighter.
"I don't wanna sleep. Mattie make her go away." I cried.
"Calm down sweetie. You need to sleep so you can get better." Dad finally said.
"I don't wanna sleep. They'll come back."
All of a sudden Matt and Jeff held me tightly so the nurse could stick the needle in me.
"OW!!!"I cried.
The nurse was done and left.
"Shh...Sweetie. It's all over with." Matt said.
"Jeffy" I cried.
"I'm here baby," Jeff said as he rubbed my back.
"Please don't let me fall asleep. Please" I begged.
"You have to sleep baby. You're not going to get better if you don't" Jeff said calmly.
"I want Mikey." I cried
"I'll call Mike if you go to sleep" Dad said as Matt laid me down.
"Don't wanna sleep," I said as my eyelids started to close.
I tried fighting it. I tried keeping them open. When they would shut some more I would open them up.
"Stop fighting it babygurl" Jeff said.
"No" I whimpered.
Jeff stroked my hair and that's when I closed my eyes and went to sleep. Dad, Matt, and Jeff went to the other side of the room to talk.
"That poor girl has been through so much." Dad said.
"If only I did something different," Matt said
"What are you talking about bro?" Jeff asked.
"I should have pulled the car over or stopped the car. I should've." Matt said
"Matt stop it. This is not your fault. There was nothing you could have done. This was going to happen anyway." Jeff said as he gave his brother a reassuring hug.
"Jeff, do you know what she is talking about? Something about a white light and the car crash." Dad asked.
" She told me we almost lost her. She said something about remembering seeing a bright light and in the light was her mom. She was calling to Patience. She walked toward the light and toward her mother. Then she heard Matt talking and then you and finally heard me and She knew we needed her. So she walked toward our voices and that's when she woke up." Jeff explained.
"Wow. We almost lost her. I don't know what I would do if I lost her" Matt said.
"Me either" Dad said. "Well I better go call Mike."
Dad left and went to go call Mike. Jeff and Matt went to my bed and crawled in with me. They put their arms around my waist and their heads by my head. After 10 more minutes, Dad came back and told them Mike was on his way. Matt and Jeff got up and let Dad come over and take my hand. 10 more minutes passed and Mikey came into the room. Jeff, Matt, and dad greeted him and let him come to the bed. He took my hand in his and sat down. He started to stroke my hair and squeeze my hand. While all of this was happening, I was yet again, having a nightmare. I was on the cliff with Jeff and Matt again. Reliving the conversation with them.
"What's wrong sis?" Matt asked
"Being here is making me remember when we were younger. When we were always together and now you guys are always gone and we hardly spend anytime together. It's just so hard" I cried
It was painful to watch again.
"MATT LOOK OUT!" I screamed
"HOLD ON EVERYONE!" Matt yelled.
I then saw the light. Inside the light was my mom. I then heard a voice behind me. It was Jeff. There was a spot light on him.
"Babygurl, I need you. Don't leave me," Jeff said
"But Jeff, my mom." I said.
"She left you Patience. She's gone. I didn't leave you. I'm not gone. Stay with me. Please baby. I need you. Matt needs you and dad needs you." Jeff said
" Patience, I need you too." Mikey said as he stepped forward and a light shined on him too.
"Mikey?" I said
"Yea, it's me sis."
I looked at him and then back at my mom. While this nightmare was going on, I was whimpering, tears were running down my face, and I was squeezing Mikey's hand. Jeff came to the other side of my bed and stroked my hair going Shh. He wanted to cry, but he had to be strong for everyone. Seeing me like this was killing him. He wanted to take all my fears and pains away. He wishes he could just take it all away with one kiss. After a few more hours, visiting hours were over and Jeff stayed with me again. I then made him jump when I let out a loud cry.
"Shh." Jeff said.
He just held my hand tighter and started to stroke my hair some more.
"Jeffy" I whimpered.
Jeff kissed my forehead.
"Shh. Its okay," He whispered.
I then opened up my eyes quickly. I saw Jeff and hugged him.
"Jeffy" I cried into his shoulder.
"Shh.I'm here. No one will hurt you." Jeff said.
"Don't let me go Jeff. Please don't let me go."
"I won't baby. I won't."
"I don't wanna die," I cried
"You're not going to die. I won't let you," He said as a tear fell off his face.
After a few minutes, I calmed down. Jeff laid me down. He wiped away my tears and gave me a kiss. I scooted over and Jeff crawled in with me. We both laid on our sides looking at each other and every once in a while we would kiss. Finally, I knew something that would get rid of all my nightmares and would make the white light go away. I reached over and kissed him deeply. Our tongues danced in each other's mouth .I pulled Jeff on top of me. Both of us were feeling that it was right. Right there we made love and it was so wonderful. When we were done, Jeff put his clothes back on and then helped me put my gown back on. He crawled in with me and we feel asleep. I had one more dream that night. It was black all around. I was standing there in a wedding dress. I looked around.
"Where am I?" I asked myself.
"You're at our wedding."
I turned around and there was Jeff. I smiled big and walked up to him.
"I love you," I said as I kissed him.
"I love you more my beautiful wife"
I woke up the next morning with a start. I never have been so happy in my life. I was happy my break down was over and now I can spend my life being happy. Jeff helped me shower and got me into my regular clothes. We sat in the window and looked out. We would kiss every few minutes. We heard the door open and there was Matt and Dad.
"Mattie" I squealed as I ran into his arms.
He quickly wrapped his arms around me and spun me around.
"Hey sis. How you feeling today?" Matt asked as he put me down.
"A lot better" I said with a smile.
I then hugged dad.
"I'm glad you're ok." He said.
"Me too. Can we go home now?" I asked.
"Sure we can, but there is one more thing you have to do before you get to leave." Dad said.
"And what would that be?" I asked
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