A/n...This part was requested. This is the sad, depressing ending. This story will start with some things you already read in chapter 16, but then will seem different when the new ending comes into it.

"We did lots of tests on Patience. X-rays and blood tests. The x-rays showed us that Patience has swelling of the brain. It the swelling doesn't go down within 24 hours, we will have to do surgery." The doctor stated.

"Will this cause any permanent damage to her?" Matt asked tearfully.

"There might be memory loss, loss of sight, and convulsions. The longer she stays unconscious the greater the chances she will either not wake up or the greater the chances of receiving one the problems I listed. You may go and see her. Try talking to her and that might help her wake up."

They nodded and the doctor led them to my room. They entered it and saw a bandage on my head from where I was hit. Jeff came over right away and sat on my bed. He put my hand in his and he stroked my hair out of my face. Matt went tot he other side and held my other hand. Dad sat on my bed and put his hand on my knee.

"We...we gotta talk to her. The doctor said it might help her wake up" Matt said in a shaky voice.

"Hey sis, It's Mattie. Dad and Jeff are here too. We are waiting for you to wake up so we can give you hugs and kisses. The faster you wake up, the sooner we can get out of here and the sooner you can beat me and Jeff up. Just please wake up sis. We need you." Matt said.

"Sweetie, it's dad. I hope you can hear me. Honey, you need to wake up because if you don't, who's going to keep the boys in line. I use to be able too, but now you took that job. So you can't quit on us now so wake up sweetie." Dad said.

"B..Babygurl.It's me Jeff. Babygurl you need to wake up. I.I can't lose you. I just can't God I wish it were me laying in this hospital bed and not you. You've been through so much and you don't deserve this. I swear baby the guy who did this to you will pay. I will make sure of that. I love you so much Patience and I know you love me. So when 2 people love each other, they stay j together so you can't leave me. Not now, not ever." Jeff said as he broke down.

Dad stood up and wrapped his arm around Jeff's shoulder.

"She'll wake up Jeff. She's a strong person who is a fighter. She'll be fine" Dad said with a little hope in his voice.

I groaned as I started to wake up.

"Patience?" Jeff said with hope.

I open my eyes and looked at everyone.

"Who are you?" I asked.

"Patience its me, Jeff."

"Is Patience my name?" I asked.

"Yes it is. Do you remember anything?" Matt asked.

"No. I don't know who you all are. I don't know who I am. I don't know anything." I cried.

Jeff held me in his arms. I didn't know who he was, but apparently he cared for me in some way. God I wish I could remember who I was and who these people were. I calmed down a little; I was still crying, but not as hard.

"I'm sorry." I cried.

"Don't apologize. You have nothing to be sorry for." Jeff said.

"I'm sorry I don't know who you are. I want to remember but I can't. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." I cried.

Jeff just held onto me as tears slipped down his cheeks. I stopped crying and looked at them. They looked so sad.

"It's ok Patience. You'll remember us with time." Matt said.

"I hope so because I am so confused right now" I sniffed.

"Well I guess the only thing we can do to help you remember is tell you and hopefully you will start to remember." Dad said.

"Okay" I said.

"I'm your boyfriend Jeff. That's our brother Matt and that's our dad Gil." Jeff said.

"If we have the same brother and dad, does that make you my brother? Won't that be incest?" I asked.

They all chuckled.

"How can I explain this." Jeff said.

"You, Matt, an I were childhood friends. We were always together. We were all like brothers and sisters. Well when your mom died, you moved in with us. Dad tried to adopt you, but the people wouldn't let him but they let you live with us instead. That's when I told you I loved you and you told me that you love me. So that's why you and I are boy friend and girlfriend and why his your brother and your dad." Jeff said.

"Wow. a lot has happened." I said still trying to process the information I was just given.

"Yea, why don't we let you get some sleep and we'll come back later." Dad said.

"Okay" I said.

They all walked out of the room. While walking down the hallway, Jeff starts to break down. Matt and Dad hug him.

"She doesn't remember me," Jeff cried.

"It will be ok son. It will be ok" Dad said.

"No it won't dad. It won't be ok." Jeff said as he ran.

He had to get away from everyone. He ran out the building and ran toward the street. He didn't see the car. The car hit him. He flew into the windshield and rolled off the car. That was it. Jeff died immediately. Matt and Dad were crushed. Jeff was gone right before their eyes. There was nothing they could have done. I on the other hand began dreaming. Everything was coming back to me. I woke up and no one was in their. Where was Jeff?

"Jeff?" I called.

In walked Matt and Dad. They were crying.

"Dad, Matt where's Jeff." I asked

"You know who we are?" Matt asked.

"Yea duh. Now where's Jeff?"

"Sweetie. He's.He's Dead." Dad said

"NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I screamed.

I started crying and gasping for air. A nurse came in and gave me a sedative. This couldn't be. No.

The day of his funeral I committed suicide to be with the man I loved. To be with Jeff. I walked into the white life this time and I wasn't looking back.