The rest of the day breezed by. It was like every other day of school to her. Then the Scoobies meet up in the library because Buffy asked them to. She was planning to tell them everything and hope they didn't ask what they would do and become in the future. It would hurt too much to go into any type of detail of what would happen to them. She was sure it would hurt them too.

" So Buff, what did you want to tell us?" * Here we go. *

She repeated everything she had told Giles. Their reaction wasn't what she'd expected.

" Buffy, what did you want to change in the first place? You kept on saying you wanted to change something but you never said what it was." * Willow, why did you have to go there? *

" I'd rather not say." * I will never tell them. It would break their hearts. I'll tell them after I get things done.*

******** While Buffy was back in time, she was missing from the time she came from. She never came back from patrol that night. Everyone was freaking out. Willow could find her with her spells, so they called Angel. They thought he could still sense her but when he tried to track her, it led him to his old mansion. She never came out or left the place because she went back in time of course.

They were more worried then ever right now. They hoped she didn't die again. Spike left the next night. He figured if Buffy wasn't there, why should he be. Giles went back to England to do some research on Buffy' s disappearance and Dawn was sent to L.A. with Angel.

None of this craziness occurred to Buffy. She was beginning to become happy with her life. She did as much as she could with her mom and enjoyed her time with Giles. She didn't blow of training because she knew she had to ready for whatever would happen to her. ********

Buffy was walking to Ms. Calendar's classroom. She needed to talk to her badly. She was the only person who knew what would happen if Angel became Angelus. She was only person she could talk to.

" Hi Buffy. What brings you here?"

" I really need to talk to you. It's about Angel. I know about the curse and I also know that you're here to make sure it stayed. I have to tell you something."

" Buffy, how did you know that. Was it because you came back to change something? Does Angel turn into Angelus? Oh my gosh! That could never happen! The problems it would cause! The deaths that would happen!" She was about to say more but Buffy cut her off.

"I know. If that happened, he would take your uncle then you. That's why I'm here. To stop myself before we, you know. I'm also here to make sure you don't die. I want you and Giles to be happy together. He said he loved you after you died. I'm going to make sure he's happy. Please don't tell him. Don't tell any of them, please."

" Buffy, I won't tell a soul. Now, tell me what happened up to when you disappeared. I want to know."

And she told her everything. It was a bonding time between them.

The hard part for Buffy is to figure out what she wanted to do different. She still loved Spike and Angel, but Spike was evil right now and if she was with Angel, there was a possible end-of-the-world-so-I-have-to-kill-my- boyfriend thing.