Disclaimer: Kanojo no Jijou belongs to other people – Masami Tsuda, Gainax and Right Stuff. I am only borrowing these characters for a short time. I promose to return them right after I'm done. However, the plot and ideas will belong to me. Please do not sue me I am just a poor fan fic writer.

Thanks to Reviewers: "Aww that was so kawaii! God Kazuma is hot! *blushes* anyways it was nice very very nice!" –Jen Innocent Sake [I appreciate the comment, and yes Kazuma is very hot hehe I especially favor him, since he is young, and loves Tsubasa. *Winks*]

"please don't tell me the story is only going to be this short! i was just adjusting to it and demand to see/read more(though i doubt you have to listen and do as i say since as your the author and i'm only a reader but i'll voice what it out anyways)!rnPLEASE!rnUPDATE SOON!" ~Anonymous [You seem really genki! lol Thanks for the review, and yes this is a update, so I hope you enjoy it. Gomen if I didn't update as soon as possible though I do try. Besides, I normally like to see what the manga does in their updates, so that way I can get a grasp of the character. However, Thanks a lot for your support, I especially enjoy people that let me know if they want a continuation.]

"Another excellent Kazuma/Tsubasa fic. *sighs in contentment* You really do have a lot of talent. I admire your work a great deal. Please keep it up!! Thanks for the awesome stories!!!" ~ Aeris Tsukiyono [Arigato for your review, I enjoy your creations in fan fiction as well, I especially am glad that you enjoy my products, though I am still learning how to write in a much more deeper depth.]

"thanks for the K/T fic!!! i love you!"~ V-chan [The pleasure is all mine, it is people like you that bring me great happiness to write not only for myself, but for you as well.]

Author's Note: I decided to do the whole review paste thing in the fic, because I want those to know that I love them for their support. Demo if you are one of the reviewers and are rather shy about this; please e-mail me I will take off your names. I do not want to offend anyone; I just want to show that I appreciate the reviews. *winks*

This pretty much occurs in Manga 11 so it is a spoiler, except my interpretation, this is probably before chapter 1 before that, so you can see it as her point of view during what happen in Kazuma's well devotion to music.

For the Love of Noise
By Starfire

It was noisy in the auditorium where Yin Yang would present their songs, to the masses; it was crowded, people sweating from the heat from mesh of bodies together. Waves of lights turning different colors swirl around the crowds, Arima, Tonami, Sakura, Rika, Aya, Yukino, and Tsubasa stood in the middle of the crowds near the stage. Screams of the name Yin Yang ran through out the crowds.

Everyone was smiling all except the delicate girl name Tsubasa, her eyes swirl around, irate by the loud noise that slam around all the people. It reminded her of people that are sway like lambs to the slaughterhouse, even though this presentation displays her beloved Kazuma, it made her wonder. What exactly was so wonderful about this music? She was only here because of her little brother Kazuma, her hat cover her head, while she held a box like purse, her body was crescent and dressed up like a doll. Different, compared to those around her, Yukino was dressed in a jersey, while Arima was in a black shirt and white pants, it was a contrast, yet okay to a place like this. Her eyes swirl a bit to the others, thinking here and there until her thoughts concluded that she didn't belong, while everyone around her were ensconce with the music, she belong to another dimension a different melody that she abide too.

It wasn't right, she supposed, that she was in a place like this, where Kazuma and the others could mesh as one. Yet to her, the music around her was foreign, it taunted her telling her, that they all belong to it, while rejecting her for her differences. It made her heart creak with pain, like a boat with out a oars just drifted being pushed away, farther and farther away from the others that she love dearly.

After all, Arima found Yukino his love, her Papa found Kazuma's Okaa-san, why wouldn't Kazuma find a new love that would push her further and further away from his heart? Kazuma his new love is this noise that taunted her for not being able to understand what it was saying, this noise that sound like discord while entwine around her beloved Kazuma's voice. The lights blare around him, causing her pupils to hurt from the brightness, it engulf the figure of Kazuma, his eyes were closed staring up into the ceiling, while he hold the mic, singing his heart out to this noise.

The taunting Tsubasa sees that the noise brings, that he would love it more then her, yet how can someone call this music? This noise, a thing that keeps her farther away from Kazuma, this discord that follows his voice to perfection and yet it pushes her away from the one thing she ever wanted anymore. Kazuma.

Tears flooded her soul, turning away, the little cherub walked away, her heart in shambles for she could tell that, she was the third wheel to this relationship. Kazuma her brother the one she wanted to love her was gone, and she once again was discarded like before, when Arima found Yukino, and when her Papa found another women to love. Yet, it hurt, for when will this cycle end, her hands pressed against her chest, when she made it back home, kicking her heels off, she noticed that the house was quiet like always. No one was home, and once again, she is alone, with her companion silence. Tears finally trek down her cheeks like trails, her mouth parted in a silent sob from the pain that wreck through her shoulder, throwing her dress on the floor. She walked toward her bed just in her chemise and collapse from the pain in her heart, while the comfort of her room beckons her to sleep. Yes sleep, away her troubles, yet it would not come, the shallow ends of sleep, even though they try to entangle her like vines.

Laying there, the blanket pull against her like petals of a flower, surrounding her in their shroud of darkness, they called to her Come on my beauty fall to us. They wrap themselves around her more tightly, a soft creak of her door caused a beam of light to cut clear across the room, the shadow of Kazuma danced on her wall, making her shiver more, she didn't want to see him. It hurt to much, the ice, she wanted the ice to cage her soul so that way, she wouldn't touch him, and let him see how much he hurt her.

It wasn't right after all for her to interfere with his new mistress Kazuma was happy with his noise, his music, it wasn't her right to destroy that, because of her selfishness, so she stay silent. The door clicked shut, her tears started to leak out of the corners until they trail against the pillow, the shrouds of darkness began to crept more closer welcoming her as she submitted to their confidence. They whispered that they would never leave her, that they would never go away from her like the others, for in their own way, they and her are one.

Submission, she was so tired, the will of her light dim, as the final curtain fell on her dragging her into the depths of eternal sleep. Her heart was finally encased in the hourglass of eternal time. Tick Tock Tick Tock.

Note: Tsubasa is always surrounded by silence, it is quiet reserve like her, she feels that music itself is an intruder into her life, drawing Kazuma far away from her. Just for those of you whom don't quite understand. *Laughs*

Terms
Arigato – Thank you
Okaa-san – Mother
Gomen – Sorry Genki – Energetic

Mood: [Frustrated] I am beginning to feel how Aya feels when words don't seem to come in the right frame.