True Feelings revealed
By: Haruka-chan
AN: Ok I'm a new fan of Nightwalker so I really don't know much other then what I saw in the show. In this fic it's gonna be like this. Shido is confused about his feelings for Cain and the other that surround him. He is also feeling guilty about turning Riho in to a vampire, and is confused about their current relationship and Riho is having strange dreams, and the gang thinks that it's Cain. K now that we cleared that out let's start with the same codes cuz of my mest up computer. ^_^ and also this is written so you all know who everyone is and what is going. I don't own Nightwalker!
"..."- Meaning Character Conversations
*...*- Meaning Character Thoughts
***...***- Meaning Character Dreams
~*...*~- Meaning Character is rethinking something another Character had said before
Reflection and the never ending battle of Love and Hate...Chapter 4
Last Time...
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"Mr. Shido do you think dreams can come true?" she asked softly. "I not sure depends" he said. "I...never mind I'm being silly again" she said. "What did Cain come in your dream again?" asked Shido as a new jealousy rose in him. Riho nodded "Only this time...he threaten me...Mr. Shido he said you would leave" said Riho as tears formed in her eyes once more. "Shhh don't cry, I'm not leaving you any time soon" he said holding her tight. Riho nodded and held on to him until a dreamless sleep came over her. Shido on the other hand couldn't sleep at all. *Cain! You bastard! Why are you trying to make Riho turn against me?!?!* thought Shido pulling Riho even closer. "I won't let you hurt her. You leave me no choice but to kill you" he said softly.
Cain felt satisfied with his work, he knew by pissing off Shido, he will draw him closer. "Once again we shall be together my love" he said with an evil smile. [AN: I was going to put horny smile, but I did think he should have that yet] Once that girl was out of the picture, Shido will be filled with sorrow and come back to him. "I shall kill her right in front of him" he said with pleasure.
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Shido walked towards the park, the night's breeze cooling his face. It seem that Cain was out to get him and his happiness. Just when he thought he was getting away, that he was free from all the murder and blood shed, he was drawn back to it once more. He never wanted this kind of a life, who would. He was glad in a sense that he didn't have his memories, which he didn't have to see himself and Cain together. He never told anyone that he had the ability to read minds, one of the benefits of being a vampire. He once preyed in to Riho's mind, while she was watching TV. He had to admit the things she thought about made him want to laugh out, she brought back a different kind of sun, that he didn't have for a long time, but along with that sun came the storm, the storm of loss. She was young when she lost her parents. He once read her thought about how she wanted to die with them so she could be next to them. It killed him to read such a thing. But despise all of that she still stay by his side, she loved him no matter what he was.
Shido sat down on one of the benches and looked out in to the black sea. It was one of those moments he wished was safely tucked away in someone's arms, away from the darkness that filled him. One might laugh at this. How can one get away from the darkness with in one's self? It was the fact of what he was made of, what he is, and the void that lingered within him. He never really questioned if leaving Cain was a mistake, because he knew that it was, but there was a part that thought maybe if he suffered people he cared for would have suffered less. It was selfish in a sense yet selfless in another. Sometimes he wished he had also died with all those he killed. Of course that had to be the dream of a tortured vampire, to be able to die, to feel it. He sometimes wondered if maybe if he was by himself all this would have been less of a problem, but then again he would be selfish. He also admitted to himself, that he agreed to turn Riho in to a vampire for the simple fact that he was lonely, and the fact she was dieing because of him. It made him wonder why Cain always went after Riho and not Yayoi. Maybe because he spent a lot of time with Yayoi back then, or maybe Riho was easier to take. He didn't know. So many unanswered question. They say in death all your life questions are answered, but what if you couldn't die? what if you were a being that had to live in the never-ending darkness?
Shido shook his head gently and chuckled. "Why am I thinking about these things?" he asked himself. *Why else, now that Cain is after Riho, you have nothing that will keep him from her* his head thought back. Shido stood and walked towards the only place he found comfort in. There were plenty of places that he took a liking in the city, like Riho's apartment, the park, and etc. But there was one place that calmed his soul. It was the church. It where he was created, and it was also the place he went to after he realized that Cain was manipulating him, when his head didn't make sense. Shido walked slowly towards the church, it was calling to him. Cain once told him that God give them their gift to witness history, yet he thought, God was being cruel to give them such a fate. To live without having the right to die or live. To be denied all that is needed for a soul to feel complete. But he also felt that God rewarded some with such luck that he had. With the once surrounding him, he didn't feel he needs anything more. With Yayoi and Guni as his friends he didn't feel need for any other. With Riho he felt complete, his soul felt at peace. He climbed the stairs to the chapel and pushed open the door.
Mean While...[AN: Happening while Shido is doing his little self discover]
Riho sat at her apartment and thought about all that happened. The heated kisses between Shido and her, Cain's threat, and everything else that surrounded her. She wanted to cry, yet she didn't know how too. Sounds dumb to not know how to cry, but it was like saying it hurts to think. She sat and looked out the window, the same window, she and Shido watched the sun rise together. She wanted to know why every time he was with her, something pulled him back, first his stupid sense, then his ex lover. She didn't know why she was so mad about this. Riho sighed for what seemed like the hundredth time.[AN: Damn] "I wish I knew what to do" she said. "I wish I was strong" she said. The fact she couldn't die was already depressing her, but now that she had a chance with the man she loved was being taken away from her, she didn't know what level she was at. She knew she was a bit childish, and annoying sometimes[AN: sometimes? how about always!] but she just acted that way so she could hid her real feelings, so he wouldn't get hurt. Riho laughed a cold laugh. Get hurt? that was the sol purpose of her living. First her parents, now Shido, what's going to be next?
Riho got up and pulled out a peach color sundress with white lace trim. She smiled at the fact that it was a sundress yet she had to wear it during the night. She pulled her hair up in to a bun, and put on a pair of peach color flip-flops on. She gave her room one last sweep. Yup this was her life now, dark, cold, and lonely well maybe not that much. She grabbed a denim jacket and walked out of her apartment. She needed some air and time to think things out, and she knew the perfect place for it. Riho walked slowly in to the street. Riho walked slowly when she heard her name. "Riho!" she turned to see Shunichi running towards her. Riho stopped and smiled. "Hey Shunichi" she said. He smiled "Where are you going?" he asked. "Oh I just wanted some air, walk around" she said. Shunichi nodded "Mind if I join you?" he asked hopeful. "Sure" she nodded. They walked around for a while, talking about things that were going in their lives. For Riho her life never seemed to change.
She stopped in front of a flower shop and smiled. Flowers they were always so beautiful, even after they had dried out they had a certain beauty to them. [AN: I truly believe that, considering I still have flowers from my 13 birthday] Riho picked up a red rose and sniffed the sweet fragrant that it gave off. Shunichi watched her with longing, that smile that graced her face. "Do you want one?" he asked. Riho looked at him and smiled. "I want to buy them this time" she said. Shunichi nodded. "Hello dears would you like to buy some flowers?" asked a old lady. Riho looked at her and smiled. She picked up two more red roses and a yellow one and gave them to the old lady. "I'll take four" she said. The older lady nodded and smiled. "Are you going to give them to your boy fired?" she asked looking toward Shunichi who was blushing as well. Riho blushed. "Um no just a close friend" she said. It was a lie considering she was planning on telling Shido she cared for him, she didn't care that Cain wanted to kill her, she already lost two people with out saying 'I love you' or 'Good-bye' she wasn't about to make it three.
Thinking of that, made her think of her parents. She looked at the elderly woman who was wrapping her roses, she looked down at the beautiful, white roses that came in a bouquet and picked it up. The woman nodded and wrapped them as well. Riho paid her. Riho pulled out the yellow rose and handed to Shunichi. "I know I have been a bad friend, not being able to be there for you and all, but please except this" she said handing to him. Shunichi smiled, he had a feeling that she was going to give him the yellow one, but he had hoped it would be the red ones. "Thank you, and if it's anyone that's a bad friend then it's me, I should be more understanding" he said. Riho stopped in front of him and smiled. "You are, and I want to thank you for that" she said slowly coming towards him. Shunichi blushed at their closeness. "Thank you for everything" she whispered and placed a small kiss on his cheeks. Shunichi looked at her, the need to kiss her was growing in him, but didn't want to ruin the moment. Riho stepped away from him and smiled. "I have some place I have to be, it was nice talking to you" she said and walked slowly towards the church. Shunichi touched the place where she had kissed him, and smiled.
She wanted to say hello to her parents, and ask for their blessing. Riho rounded the corner to the church and walked in to the cemetery that was next to it. Riho sighed and walked towards the tombstone with her parent's names on it. "Hello Mommy and Daddy" she said as she crouched down to her knees and placed the flowers on the stone. Riho felt the hot liquid trail down her face. "I miss you two so much" she whispered. The wind blew around her, making her hair fall over her eyes, the scent of the roses floated in to the air. "I want to move on, I want to find love" she told her parents as she would have done if they were alive. "Mother...Father please give me your blessing" she whispered as she held the hand over her chest. Riho got up and wiped her tears, she looked down at the tombstone. "Will I ever die?" she asked. "I can make sure you will tonight" said that same voice. Riho screamed, but nothing came out of her. Cain smiled as she struggled against him. "Come now, Shido is waiting for us inside" he said. Riho's eyes got big, as she kicked air and tried to get free of his hold.
Shido looked around, he picked up Riho's scent and presence near by, but then shook it off. He walked down the aisle and stood in front of the crucifix on the wall, he sighed and got on his knees. *Dear God, help me* he thought. He would have laughed if he was in the mood at how he sounded like a child. *Help me get through this crap that Cain started. I don't want Riho to get hurt, I don't want anyone to get hurt* he thought. Shido looked up once more at the man who gave his life for his people. He felt so small, he felt stupid with out a reason on why. As if on 'Q' Cain busted through the door with Riho still struggling to get free. Shido growled and looked at Cain who looked like a psycho with his new toy. "Cain!" Shido yelled. [AN: I'm sorry but during the show every time he said that I started to laugh] Cain smiled and walked forward. Riho's eyes watered when her vision fell on Shido. Cain let his hand fall from her lips. "No Mr. Shido don't, get away" she yelled. "Riho, don't worry I'll save you" said Shido. [AN: Heroic isn't he? That line is something that Shunichi would say no?] Riho shook her head "No, stay away!" she yelled. Shido bit in to his finger and drew the familiar blood sword. Cain smirked and took out his [AN: Freaky looking if I might add] claws, and ran them down Riho's dress, tearing it as it went down. [AN: Is it me or does Cain sometimes give of the expression that he's a bi?]
Shido's inside roared with anger, he charged forward and striked at Cain's arm. Cain vanished and Riho fell forward. Shido grabbed her small form. Cain appeared behind Shido and wrapped an arm around him in a loving manner. Shido tried to push him away. Cain came close to Shido's ear, letting his tongue run up and down slowly. Shido moved his head away. "Why do you deny that you want me?" asked Cain in a whisper. "I don't deny it, I know that I don't want you" said Shido. Cain snapped a finger and Riho disappeared from Shido's arms. "Riho!" he yelled looking around for the missing body, then he noticed that he was in a ballroom, with people dressed up and soft melodious music playing. Shido's eyes landed on the beautiful being dressed in a beautiful shimmering lilac gown, with her hair in a high ponytail with the curled falling over her shoulders. Shido stood there looking at her back, he gasped when he saw her turn. It was Riho she was smiling and laughing at something the woman next to her said. Shido recognized the women next to her to be Yayoi dressed in a white gown her hair lose. Shido smiled and walked towards them with hope growing with in him, but it started to die slowly when he saw that Yayoi was asked to dance with a tall man, and Riho laughed at something he said. He smiled at least he'll get to be with her, but then an all to familiar boy asked her to dance, he took her hand and kissed it, making Riho blush.
Shido froze when he heard a couple talking. "Did you see Riho and Shunichi they look so handsome together" said the woman. "yes I heard, that he asked her to marry him" he said. Shido stood dumb found. *Riho was going to marry Shunichi? Yayoi could careless that I'm here* he thought. Then his surrounding became dark, and he stood there alone. "You see those who you surrounded yourself with are there for the moment, while I will always be there for you" said Cain's cold voice as he wrapped his arms around Shido from behind. Shido shook hi shed he didn't want to believe he lost Riho. Cain smiled as he showed Shido the flash of the roses at Riho's apartment, he showed Shido when Riho and Shunichi were walking, when she kissed hi on the cheek. Shido saw the darkness Riho and Shunichi dancing. "Do you see now, that girl was nothing but a vessel for you, she gave to temporary warmth, but I..." he trailed of by placing kisses on Shido's neck. Shido stood still letting Cain do as he pleased. *Riho...* he thought. Cain smiled and pulled Shido's face towards him, and pushed his lips to Shido's. "I have missed these lips on yours" he said in between kisses. Shido didn't respond, Cain's lips didn't feel the same jolt when he tasted Riho's lips. "I have to see her" said Shido pulling away from Cain. Cain glared "You want to see the bitch that left you?" he asked. "I have to tell her that I love her, even if he doesn't love me back" said Shido, then they were back once more in the church. Shido looked down at the small figure in his arms.
Shido pulled Riho in to a tight hug. "Riho, you still here" he whispered in to her hair. Cain came out of nowhere charging at Riho. Shido teleported the out of the way. "Cain your gonna die!" yelled Shido placing Riho on the ground and running after Cain. "Shido, you know you love me. try and remember the kiss we shared in the void" said Cain. Shido glared "That kiss was nothing, I didn't feel that same as what I felt when I kissed Riho. During the kiss the only thing I could think of was her" said Shido. Cain glared even more "Your blinded by this girl! When you touch her you touch me and feel me!" he yelled. Shido charged forward only to hit air. "I'll be back for you Shido, I'll let you feel the pain that you took upon yourself. What makes you think she will stay with you?" asked Cain. Shido stood and listen. "She and everyone will eventually live you" said Cain's disappearing voice. *I'll make sure of it* thought Cain. Shido shook his head. "Cain what you feel for me is not love, but obsession" he said as he made his way back inside the church. Riho sat up and held her head. Riho looked around and saw a piece of Shido's coat. "Oh no!" she whispered reaching for the cloth. "No, Mr. Shido don't leave me" she whispered as hot tears came down once more. Shido smiled, yet inside he felt his heart break as she cried.
He walked slowly up to her, "Riho...I'm still here" he said softly. Riho looked up and a big smile broke in to her face, but the tears didn't stop. She launched herself at him, holding his tight. "I thought I lost you Mr. Shido...I thought I was lonely" she whispered in to his chest. Shido held her and chuckled. "I'm not going anywhere...I'm never living you" he said. Riho laughed. "I hope so" she whispered. Shido draped his coat around her and headed towards her apartment. *Tonight I'm going to make you mine* he thought looking down at her. Riho smiled and placed her head on his shoulder. "I'm not tired" she said. "Good, because we have to have a long take" he said. "About what?" she asked. Shido smiled "About a lot of things" he said. Riho shrugged and smiled. "Well I'm glad you want to talk" she said. Shido nodded. Riho sighed, and that's when a small beep went of. Riho pulled out the small cell phone out of her jacket's pocket. "It's Yayoi" she said. "Hello?" she asked. "Riho? We have a problem, if Shido's with you, tell him to get his ass over to the Tokyo tower, we have a night breed problem, and it's not his ex lover" said Yayoi. "Ok" she said and hung up. "We have a night breed problem, at the Tokyo tower, Yayoi and Guni is waiting for us" said Riho. Shido nodded and headed towards the Tokyo tower. *Great this breed better not take all night, I have so important things I got to take care of* thought Shido.
TBC
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AN: OK! That's done chapter 5 will take a while have a lots of test and I need to study considering that I was in the hospital for two days and in bed rest at home for two weeks. Thanks to all who review T_T you make me happy and proud. Anyway sorry for spelling and grammar. Please review and tell me if u like k ^_~
By: Haruka-chan
AN: Ok I'm a new fan of Nightwalker so I really don't know much other then what I saw in the show. In this fic it's gonna be like this. Shido is confused about his feelings for Cain and the other that surround him. He is also feeling guilty about turning Riho in to a vampire, and is confused about their current relationship and Riho is having strange dreams, and the gang thinks that it's Cain. K now that we cleared that out let's start with the same codes cuz of my mest up computer. ^_^ and also this is written so you all know who everyone is and what is going. I don't own Nightwalker!
"..."- Meaning Character Conversations
*...*- Meaning Character Thoughts
***...***- Meaning Character Dreams
~*...*~- Meaning Character is rethinking something another Character had said before
Reflection and the never ending battle of Love and Hate...Chapter 4
Last Time...
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"Mr. Shido do you think dreams can come true?" she asked softly. "I not sure depends" he said. "I...never mind I'm being silly again" she said. "What did Cain come in your dream again?" asked Shido as a new jealousy rose in him. Riho nodded "Only this time...he threaten me...Mr. Shido he said you would leave" said Riho as tears formed in her eyes once more. "Shhh don't cry, I'm not leaving you any time soon" he said holding her tight. Riho nodded and held on to him until a dreamless sleep came over her. Shido on the other hand couldn't sleep at all. *Cain! You bastard! Why are you trying to make Riho turn against me?!?!* thought Shido pulling Riho even closer. "I won't let you hurt her. You leave me no choice but to kill you" he said softly.
Cain felt satisfied with his work, he knew by pissing off Shido, he will draw him closer. "Once again we shall be together my love" he said with an evil smile. [AN: I was going to put horny smile, but I did think he should have that yet] Once that girl was out of the picture, Shido will be filled with sorrow and come back to him. "I shall kill her right in front of him" he said with pleasure.
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Shido walked towards the park, the night's breeze cooling his face. It seem that Cain was out to get him and his happiness. Just when he thought he was getting away, that he was free from all the murder and blood shed, he was drawn back to it once more. He never wanted this kind of a life, who would. He was glad in a sense that he didn't have his memories, which he didn't have to see himself and Cain together. He never told anyone that he had the ability to read minds, one of the benefits of being a vampire. He once preyed in to Riho's mind, while she was watching TV. He had to admit the things she thought about made him want to laugh out, she brought back a different kind of sun, that he didn't have for a long time, but along with that sun came the storm, the storm of loss. She was young when she lost her parents. He once read her thought about how she wanted to die with them so she could be next to them. It killed him to read such a thing. But despise all of that she still stay by his side, she loved him no matter what he was.
Shido sat down on one of the benches and looked out in to the black sea. It was one of those moments he wished was safely tucked away in someone's arms, away from the darkness that filled him. One might laugh at this. How can one get away from the darkness with in one's self? It was the fact of what he was made of, what he is, and the void that lingered within him. He never really questioned if leaving Cain was a mistake, because he knew that it was, but there was a part that thought maybe if he suffered people he cared for would have suffered less. It was selfish in a sense yet selfless in another. Sometimes he wished he had also died with all those he killed. Of course that had to be the dream of a tortured vampire, to be able to die, to feel it. He sometimes wondered if maybe if he was by himself all this would have been less of a problem, but then again he would be selfish. He also admitted to himself, that he agreed to turn Riho in to a vampire for the simple fact that he was lonely, and the fact she was dieing because of him. It made him wonder why Cain always went after Riho and not Yayoi. Maybe because he spent a lot of time with Yayoi back then, or maybe Riho was easier to take. He didn't know. So many unanswered question. They say in death all your life questions are answered, but what if you couldn't die? what if you were a being that had to live in the never-ending darkness?
Shido shook his head gently and chuckled. "Why am I thinking about these things?" he asked himself. *Why else, now that Cain is after Riho, you have nothing that will keep him from her* his head thought back. Shido stood and walked towards the only place he found comfort in. There were plenty of places that he took a liking in the city, like Riho's apartment, the park, and etc. But there was one place that calmed his soul. It was the church. It where he was created, and it was also the place he went to after he realized that Cain was manipulating him, when his head didn't make sense. Shido walked slowly towards the church, it was calling to him. Cain once told him that God give them their gift to witness history, yet he thought, God was being cruel to give them such a fate. To live without having the right to die or live. To be denied all that is needed for a soul to feel complete. But he also felt that God rewarded some with such luck that he had. With the once surrounding him, he didn't feel he needs anything more. With Yayoi and Guni as his friends he didn't feel need for any other. With Riho he felt complete, his soul felt at peace. He climbed the stairs to the chapel and pushed open the door.
Mean While...[AN: Happening while Shido is doing his little self discover]
Riho sat at her apartment and thought about all that happened. The heated kisses between Shido and her, Cain's threat, and everything else that surrounded her. She wanted to cry, yet she didn't know how too. Sounds dumb to not know how to cry, but it was like saying it hurts to think. She sat and looked out the window, the same window, she and Shido watched the sun rise together. She wanted to know why every time he was with her, something pulled him back, first his stupid sense, then his ex lover. She didn't know why she was so mad about this. Riho sighed for what seemed like the hundredth time.[AN: Damn] "I wish I knew what to do" she said. "I wish I was strong" she said. The fact she couldn't die was already depressing her, but now that she had a chance with the man she loved was being taken away from her, she didn't know what level she was at. She knew she was a bit childish, and annoying sometimes[AN: sometimes? how about always!] but she just acted that way so she could hid her real feelings, so he wouldn't get hurt. Riho laughed a cold laugh. Get hurt? that was the sol purpose of her living. First her parents, now Shido, what's going to be next?
Riho got up and pulled out a peach color sundress with white lace trim. She smiled at the fact that it was a sundress yet she had to wear it during the night. She pulled her hair up in to a bun, and put on a pair of peach color flip-flops on. She gave her room one last sweep. Yup this was her life now, dark, cold, and lonely well maybe not that much. She grabbed a denim jacket and walked out of her apartment. She needed some air and time to think things out, and she knew the perfect place for it. Riho walked slowly in to the street. Riho walked slowly when she heard her name. "Riho!" she turned to see Shunichi running towards her. Riho stopped and smiled. "Hey Shunichi" she said. He smiled "Where are you going?" he asked. "Oh I just wanted some air, walk around" she said. Shunichi nodded "Mind if I join you?" he asked hopeful. "Sure" she nodded. They walked around for a while, talking about things that were going in their lives. For Riho her life never seemed to change.
She stopped in front of a flower shop and smiled. Flowers they were always so beautiful, even after they had dried out they had a certain beauty to them. [AN: I truly believe that, considering I still have flowers from my 13 birthday] Riho picked up a red rose and sniffed the sweet fragrant that it gave off. Shunichi watched her with longing, that smile that graced her face. "Do you want one?" he asked. Riho looked at him and smiled. "I want to buy them this time" she said. Shunichi nodded. "Hello dears would you like to buy some flowers?" asked a old lady. Riho looked at her and smiled. She picked up two more red roses and a yellow one and gave them to the old lady. "I'll take four" she said. The older lady nodded and smiled. "Are you going to give them to your boy fired?" she asked looking toward Shunichi who was blushing as well. Riho blushed. "Um no just a close friend" she said. It was a lie considering she was planning on telling Shido she cared for him, she didn't care that Cain wanted to kill her, she already lost two people with out saying 'I love you' or 'Good-bye' she wasn't about to make it three.
Thinking of that, made her think of her parents. She looked at the elderly woman who was wrapping her roses, she looked down at the beautiful, white roses that came in a bouquet and picked it up. The woman nodded and wrapped them as well. Riho paid her. Riho pulled out the yellow rose and handed to Shunichi. "I know I have been a bad friend, not being able to be there for you and all, but please except this" she said handing to him. Shunichi smiled, he had a feeling that she was going to give him the yellow one, but he had hoped it would be the red ones. "Thank you, and if it's anyone that's a bad friend then it's me, I should be more understanding" he said. Riho stopped in front of him and smiled. "You are, and I want to thank you for that" she said slowly coming towards him. Shunichi blushed at their closeness. "Thank you for everything" she whispered and placed a small kiss on his cheeks. Shunichi looked at her, the need to kiss her was growing in him, but didn't want to ruin the moment. Riho stepped away from him and smiled. "I have some place I have to be, it was nice talking to you" she said and walked slowly towards the church. Shunichi touched the place where she had kissed him, and smiled.
She wanted to say hello to her parents, and ask for their blessing. Riho rounded the corner to the church and walked in to the cemetery that was next to it. Riho sighed and walked towards the tombstone with her parent's names on it. "Hello Mommy and Daddy" she said as she crouched down to her knees and placed the flowers on the stone. Riho felt the hot liquid trail down her face. "I miss you two so much" she whispered. The wind blew around her, making her hair fall over her eyes, the scent of the roses floated in to the air. "I want to move on, I want to find love" she told her parents as she would have done if they were alive. "Mother...Father please give me your blessing" she whispered as she held the hand over her chest. Riho got up and wiped her tears, she looked down at the tombstone. "Will I ever die?" she asked. "I can make sure you will tonight" said that same voice. Riho screamed, but nothing came out of her. Cain smiled as she struggled against him. "Come now, Shido is waiting for us inside" he said. Riho's eyes got big, as she kicked air and tried to get free of his hold.
Shido looked around, he picked up Riho's scent and presence near by, but then shook it off. He walked down the aisle and stood in front of the crucifix on the wall, he sighed and got on his knees. *Dear God, help me* he thought. He would have laughed if he was in the mood at how he sounded like a child. *Help me get through this crap that Cain started. I don't want Riho to get hurt, I don't want anyone to get hurt* he thought. Shido looked up once more at the man who gave his life for his people. He felt so small, he felt stupid with out a reason on why. As if on 'Q' Cain busted through the door with Riho still struggling to get free. Shido growled and looked at Cain who looked like a psycho with his new toy. "Cain!" Shido yelled. [AN: I'm sorry but during the show every time he said that I started to laugh] Cain smiled and walked forward. Riho's eyes watered when her vision fell on Shido. Cain let his hand fall from her lips. "No Mr. Shido don't, get away" she yelled. "Riho, don't worry I'll save you" said Shido. [AN: Heroic isn't he? That line is something that Shunichi would say no?] Riho shook her head "No, stay away!" she yelled. Shido bit in to his finger and drew the familiar blood sword. Cain smirked and took out his [AN: Freaky looking if I might add] claws, and ran them down Riho's dress, tearing it as it went down. [AN: Is it me or does Cain sometimes give of the expression that he's a bi?]
Shido's inside roared with anger, he charged forward and striked at Cain's arm. Cain vanished and Riho fell forward. Shido grabbed her small form. Cain appeared behind Shido and wrapped an arm around him in a loving manner. Shido tried to push him away. Cain came close to Shido's ear, letting his tongue run up and down slowly. Shido moved his head away. "Why do you deny that you want me?" asked Cain in a whisper. "I don't deny it, I know that I don't want you" said Shido. Cain snapped a finger and Riho disappeared from Shido's arms. "Riho!" he yelled looking around for the missing body, then he noticed that he was in a ballroom, with people dressed up and soft melodious music playing. Shido's eyes landed on the beautiful being dressed in a beautiful shimmering lilac gown, with her hair in a high ponytail with the curled falling over her shoulders. Shido stood there looking at her back, he gasped when he saw her turn. It was Riho she was smiling and laughing at something the woman next to her said. Shido recognized the women next to her to be Yayoi dressed in a white gown her hair lose. Shido smiled and walked towards them with hope growing with in him, but it started to die slowly when he saw that Yayoi was asked to dance with a tall man, and Riho laughed at something he said. He smiled at least he'll get to be with her, but then an all to familiar boy asked her to dance, he took her hand and kissed it, making Riho blush.
Shido froze when he heard a couple talking. "Did you see Riho and Shunichi they look so handsome together" said the woman. "yes I heard, that he asked her to marry him" he said. Shido stood dumb found. *Riho was going to marry Shunichi? Yayoi could careless that I'm here* he thought. Then his surrounding became dark, and he stood there alone. "You see those who you surrounded yourself with are there for the moment, while I will always be there for you" said Cain's cold voice as he wrapped his arms around Shido from behind. Shido shook hi shed he didn't want to believe he lost Riho. Cain smiled as he showed Shido the flash of the roses at Riho's apartment, he showed Shido when Riho and Shunichi were walking, when she kissed hi on the cheek. Shido saw the darkness Riho and Shunichi dancing. "Do you see now, that girl was nothing but a vessel for you, she gave to temporary warmth, but I..." he trailed of by placing kisses on Shido's neck. Shido stood still letting Cain do as he pleased. *Riho...* he thought. Cain smiled and pulled Shido's face towards him, and pushed his lips to Shido's. "I have missed these lips on yours" he said in between kisses. Shido didn't respond, Cain's lips didn't feel the same jolt when he tasted Riho's lips. "I have to see her" said Shido pulling away from Cain. Cain glared "You want to see the bitch that left you?" he asked. "I have to tell her that I love her, even if he doesn't love me back" said Shido, then they were back once more in the church. Shido looked down at the small figure in his arms.
Shido pulled Riho in to a tight hug. "Riho, you still here" he whispered in to her hair. Cain came out of nowhere charging at Riho. Shido teleported the out of the way. "Cain your gonna die!" yelled Shido placing Riho on the ground and running after Cain. "Shido, you know you love me. try and remember the kiss we shared in the void" said Cain. Shido glared "That kiss was nothing, I didn't feel that same as what I felt when I kissed Riho. During the kiss the only thing I could think of was her" said Shido. Cain glared even more "Your blinded by this girl! When you touch her you touch me and feel me!" he yelled. Shido charged forward only to hit air. "I'll be back for you Shido, I'll let you feel the pain that you took upon yourself. What makes you think she will stay with you?" asked Cain. Shido stood and listen. "She and everyone will eventually live you" said Cain's disappearing voice. *I'll make sure of it* thought Cain. Shido shook his head. "Cain what you feel for me is not love, but obsession" he said as he made his way back inside the church. Riho sat up and held her head. Riho looked around and saw a piece of Shido's coat. "Oh no!" she whispered reaching for the cloth. "No, Mr. Shido don't leave me" she whispered as hot tears came down once more. Shido smiled, yet inside he felt his heart break as she cried.
He walked slowly up to her, "Riho...I'm still here" he said softly. Riho looked up and a big smile broke in to her face, but the tears didn't stop. She launched herself at him, holding his tight. "I thought I lost you Mr. Shido...I thought I was lonely" she whispered in to his chest. Shido held her and chuckled. "I'm not going anywhere...I'm never living you" he said. Riho laughed. "I hope so" she whispered. Shido draped his coat around her and headed towards her apartment. *Tonight I'm going to make you mine* he thought looking down at her. Riho smiled and placed her head on his shoulder. "I'm not tired" she said. "Good, because we have to have a long take" he said. "About what?" she asked. Shido smiled "About a lot of things" he said. Riho shrugged and smiled. "Well I'm glad you want to talk" she said. Shido nodded. Riho sighed, and that's when a small beep went of. Riho pulled out the small cell phone out of her jacket's pocket. "It's Yayoi" she said. "Hello?" she asked. "Riho? We have a problem, if Shido's with you, tell him to get his ass over to the Tokyo tower, we have a night breed problem, and it's not his ex lover" said Yayoi. "Ok" she said and hung up. "We have a night breed problem, at the Tokyo tower, Yayoi and Guni is waiting for us" said Riho. Shido nodded and headed towards the Tokyo tower. *Great this breed better not take all night, I have so important things I got to take care of* thought Shido.
TBC
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AN: OK! That's done chapter 5 will take a while have a lots of test and I need to study considering that I was in the hospital for two days and in bed rest at home for two weeks. Thanks to all who review T_T you make me happy and proud. Anyway sorry for spelling and grammar. Please review and tell me if u like k ^_~
