True Feelings revealed

By: Haruka-chan

AN: Ok I'm a new fan of Nightwalker so I really don't know much other then what I saw in the show. In this fic it's gonna be like this. Shido is confused about his feelings for Cain and the other that surround him. He is also feeling guilty about turning Riho in to a vampire, and is confused about their current relationship and Riho is having strange dreams, and the gang thinks that it's Cain. K now that we cleared that out let's start with the same codes cuz of my mest up computer. ^_^ and also this is written so you all know who everyone is and what is going. I don't own Nightwalker!

"..."- Meaning Character Conversations

*...*- Meaning Character Thoughts

***...***- Meaning Character Dreams

~*...*~- Meaning Character is rethinking something another Character had said before

Change of fate...Chapter 7

Last Time...

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"Lord Shido?" she asked. He looked at her, now his pain reflecting on his face. "I am sorry" he said. She looked down at the table. "Do you really believe that if you apologize she will return?" she asked softly. "No, I know she won't" said Shido. "The funny things is that she could have saved herself, she held that power" Riho said. "I didn't think he would kill her" said Shido. Her eyes snapped to his face. "Are you that stupid?" she asked. At the moment he felt stupid, like a fool. "Yes, I suppose I am" he said. She looked down at the dancing couple. "I knew one of them would die, it's his nature to kill, he takes pleasure from it, seeing the blood brings him the same pleasure that happiness brings to people" she said. "I didn't...I don't know what made me what I am" he said. "You are a creature of the night now...you chose to be who you are" she said as she stood. Shido stood slowly to try and talk to her. "Please forgive me...for both his sake and mine" he said. Riho's eyes looked in to the pools of green/blue and she chuckled. "You do love him...but the question is does he love you?" she said as she walked slowly way. Shido stood and watched her go, he felt the pain that she generated, but it was her question that stopped him from following after her. *~You do love him...but the question is does he love you?~* her words like a stake being stabbed in to his heart. What was even more disturbing was the fact that she was probably right.

The two were so wrapped up in their own world and quest that they didn't notice what should have been noticed, the dark figure, which sat not far from where they sat, watching with a mischievous smile, as if waiting for them to break each other. Riho walked out on the deck and the clear night sky had a scatter of stars. She sighed and found the hot liquid trail down her face. "Mother...father watch over me" she whispered. The sudden stench of blood snapped her out of thought as she took of looking for the source of the cause. "It couldn't be him...could it?" she asked as she ran to the top deck. Shido also noticed the smell, not to mention his temptation for it, his mouth watered at the smell of the strong smell, it was as if he could smell it. But that bought a different fear, as he rushed after the smell which lead him to the top deck, where Riho was standing staring at the body of a young woman no younger then her, with blood rushing out of her. Riho turned towards Shido. "Do you see now?!?" she asked. Shido stared at the corpus and found he felt sick. "That is only a warning...goddess" said the smooth voice. Riho turned towards the voice...

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Riho turned towards the voice and let lose a gasp as the anger and hatred returned to her face. "YOU!" she yelled her aura red from all the pain held inside her. "You monster!" she yelled. He just laughed, like there was no tomorrow, as if what he did wasn't at all bad. "Cain!" said Shido. The elderly Vampire looked towards the younger one. "Ah Shido it's good that you could join us" said Cain with a smile. Shido how ever didn't agree, he had the opposite feeling towards their meeting. "Cain! I thought I made it clear that I didn't wish to with you" said Shido. Riho watched as Cain's features changed and he looked anger. "You made it clear?" he asked. Shido stared back with the new found he got from looking at the young girl not to far away. "I do not wish to hurt another human" said Shido. Cain chuckled "You don't wish to hurt them? How do you suppose you could survive?" asked Cain. Shido glared but the question wasn't all that bad, how did he expect to survive? "Shido, I gave you the gift of eternity and I do wish that you would feel grateful" said Cain. "Grateful? For eternity of hell?" asked Shido. Cain smiled. Riho couldn't watch him smile any longer, every time he did she would see her mother die over and over again, as if once wasn't enough. "Stop this now!" yelled Riho. Shido looked over to Riho who stood holding her ear. "Stop it! I will avenge my mother and I will not be as easy as she was" said Riho looking at Cain. "Do you think you can hurt me?" asked Cain with a confident smirk. Riho got in to a fighting position as a sword appeared in her hand out of nowhere. "I will beat you and if I have to die along with so shall it be" she said.

Shido stood and watched helplessly as his creator and a girl full of sorrow stand and look at each other with lusted hate. Shido stepped in front of Riho. "What are you doing?" she asked. "I can't let you die" he said. "Stand aside I don't care if you love him, he doesn't deserve love for taking lives the way he does" said Riho as fresh tears started to pour. Shido placed a trembling hand on hers. "Please" he said. "No, I won't" said Riho shaking her head. Cain chuckled. "Shido will never hurt me" he said. Riho looked away and held the sword. Shido's eyes became dark covered by his bangs. "Don't be so sure" said Shido as he bit in to his thumb and threw some small blood knives. Cain dodged out of the way. Riho looked at Shido. She saw the pain it caused him to hurt him, but then his face was fighting to stop and go on. "Are you going to deny the feeling you have for me for her?" asked Cain. Shido tighten his grip on Riho's hand as if seeking strength. "Not only for her but for everyone you hurt so far" said Shido not looking at him Riho was tron now between what was right and wrong. He was stopping her from stopping the man he love and yet he was fighting him. Cain threw a knives at Shido's hand which was holding Riho's which cut through breaking their link. Riho found she felt his pain. Riho got ready to come up with a spell that her mother had taught her but Shido stood in front of her. "Run" he whispered to her.

"No, I will not leave you here" she whispered. "Please" he said. "No" she said as she stood behind him. Cain came and punched Shido sending him flying towards the rails of the ship. He would have fell through if not for Riho's last minute save. Cain moved quickly towards Shido and drew his blood sword at his throat. "I gave you the gift and I can take it away" he said. Shido felt the burning pain as the blade started to cut, going deeper. *So this is how they felt* he thought bitterly. "Lord Shido!" yelled Riho. "Stay back" Shido got out. Riho how ever didn't listen as she mumbled something and a small ball of energy formed in her hands. She looked at Cain. "Just letting you feel a little of what other feel when you hurt them" she said as she released the ball. It moved so fast that Cain didn't quite move out of the way, and it hit Shido partly. Cain looked at Shido with an anger and Riho with hatred before disappearing. Riho rushed over to Shido who was on his knees now trying hard to stand up. "Stay still" whispered Riho as she teleported them to her room. Shido felt as if he was flying the few seconds that it took for them to move from the top deck to her room. Why Riho took him to her room was still a question she had to answer to herself. Riho slowly walked Shido over to her Chaise. [AN: It's like one of those couched that as one arm and the body with other open]

Shido looked up at her face which had some of her hair falling lose, he thought she looked strangely beautiful above him. "Why?" he choked out. Riho took of her gloves and took the knife that was next to the bowl of fruits. "I don't know, open you mouth" she said. Shido looked at and saw the knife in her hand. "No, don't" he said. "Just open your mouth" she said. "No" he said looking away. Riho sighed as he went for a cup and cut her wrist letting out a hissing sound. "Damn" She whispered as she let the blood pour in to the cup. "Here drink this" she said handing him the cup. Shido looked up at her and the at the white material of the Chaise. Riho mumbled something and took some of her own blood in to her mouth, and made Shido face her before she locked her lips with his passing the blood through her lips. Shido held back a gasp when he felt her soft lips against his passing the salty liquid through her mouth. Riho pulled away with a little blood trailing down her chin. She took another gulp from the cup and covered his mouth with hers. Shido's tongue went to meet her lips as he licked it clean. Riho was confused at first with this action but found that her body reacted strangely with the feeling. She pulled away once more and took the last gulp and covered his lips with hers once more. Shido found that his body did things without his permission as his tongue went further this time, plunging in to her mouth as if he wasn't going to leave not one drop of blood in her mouth. Riho let out a small gasp when she felt him slipped his tongue into her mouth and gently slid it against her own.

Shido sat up a little more, as his hand pulled her closer and on to the chaise, one hand tangled in her hair and the other holding her bear arms. He wasn't sure what he wanted more the blood or the taste of her lips as he sucked on her lower lip. Riho found herself let lose a small moan as his tongue took the salty taste away and replace it with a strange sensation. Shido felt his body warm from her hand on his cheek. Was she trying to draw him closer or trying to pry his face of hers he wasn't sure but he noticed that their lips just brushed against each other harder more demanding. His lips pressed against hers with brutal force, almost bruising them in the process. Punishing her for these emotions that he was feeling. His hand snaked through her hair pulling her head back so that he may push harder. His other hand pressing her waist against his groin as he grinned into her, swallowing the small moan that escaped her. He then stopped and pushed her away; wrenching Riho out of the pleasurable trance she was in, pulling her back to the cruel reality. They stared at each other in silence, her anger boiling below the surface, his simmering down to a cool intensity, both waiting to lash out and use it against the other.

Riho got on her feet and stepped back as if she committed a sin and just realized the consequences. "Oh no...no" she whispered. Shido watched as her hand went to her lips which were swollen and her flushed face. "Please...I'm sorry" he tried to say. Riho just back away until she hit a chair. Shido now with the blood he sat up and noticed that her hand was still bleeding and it was staining her gown. Shido stood and neared her with caution. "Your hand, it's still bleeding" he whispered as he took hold of them slowly. Riho looked up slowly at his face and saw the longing that was there for the blood. She pushed her hand towards him. "You might as well take it...it will be no use to me now" she whispered. Shido looked at. He could tell that their little lips lock frightened her but he had to admit that for a minute he had a greater hunger for her and her blood. He nodded with a guilty face and brought her wrist to his lips. Riho felt the sensation return when she felt his tongue on her wrist the way it sawed back and froth, it was strangely wonderful. Shido took on to a small suction on her wrist and heard Riho let out a small moan, he too wanted to moan at the way she tasted her blood, her skin so alive and good. Shido pulled away and looked down at her wrist where the blood stopped coming and now was getting swollen. Riho watched as he bend down to kiss her wound. "Thank you" he whispered. When and how did this happen? Why was she feeling strange? Why was her heart racing? She didn't understand but she didn't want him to stop touching her.

Shido saw the questioning looks and the longing that was evident on her face and that brought him comfort that he wasn't alone feeling such foreign feelings. "I hope that was enough for you" she said not pulling away her hand from him grasp. "It was more then enough" he said as he pulled her closer a little. "If you need more..." she said walking a little closer. Shido didn't understand why his body wasn't listening to him say stop when he pulled her towards him, and placed his lips on hers. She cupped his head in her palms and kissed his mouth. It felt strange and exciting and right. Shido's hand went to her waist and pulled her closer. Her hand going slowly to his neck. He wanted to crush her mouth with his, hard, hot and demanding, yet strained to gentle the kiss. Her lips opened on a gasp and that was enough for his tongue to plunge in and seek hers. Heat roared through him, white-hot and urgent. His entire body tightened with the need to cover and enter. The movement of her lips and tongue were tentative, almost shy at first, and then a low moan vibrated in her throat. The pressure of his lips quickly intensified and his hands tangled in her hair, tilting her head back plunging his tongue in deeper. He gave a low groan as she strained upwards, she felt herself slipping away on a wave of unparalleled sensual desire. Then suddenly, it was over. He lifted his head and gazed at her half closed eyes and heated cheeks. His thumb swept over her swollen lips and, as if a reassurance to himself, he bent down again and sucked on her lower lip once more before pulling away.

His head was now on the creamy skin of her neck. He went back for a small kiss before he lowered his lips to nibble on her neck. He had already started to kiss down from neck to her collar bone. His lips move up to her ears leaving small kisses to burn in. He trailed little kisses down her throat and licked her collar bone. He gently caress her back and kissed her shoulder. This was heaven and hell together. He pulled her closer and nipped at her neck as small moans escaped her. His hand's had a life of their own as he pulled her close and explored her as did hers. His lips met her once more in a tangle of emotions, but all good times had to end as did theirs when Shido pulled away leaving Riho heavy breath and flushed faced.

"What is happening?" She asked in a whisper. "I don't know" he said caressing her face. Riho closed her eyes. "This wasn't supposed to happen" she said. Shido nodded. "You love him, then why did you continue?" asked Riho looking up at Shido. Shido looked down at her, if he was to be honest he never felt the way he did moment ago with Cain, the need and longing he had for her. "I don't know, maybe I never loved him" Shido whispered. Riho Stepped forward and placed her head on his chest. "You do...your just confused" she said. "Why are you trying to convince me that I do?" he asked stroking her hair. "Because you do I saw it on your face" she said. Shido shook his head. "What do we do now?" asked Riho. "I guess we are now on Cain's bad side" said Shido. Riho yawned and nodded. "I will let you rest" he said steeping back. Riho looked towards her bed. "Stay" she whispered unsure. "Huh?" he asked confused. "Stay with me" she said. As much she wanted to say she wasn't afraid she was, and for some reason she wanted him to be there, his closeness comforted her. Shido looked unsure but nodded. "Very well" he whispered as he kissed her fore head. Riho blushed "I need to change" she whispered. He nodded and turned. Riho stripped and pulled on her slip. She looked at him and smile. What an ironic twist of fate it was.

TBC

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AN: That was my really lame attempted at a lemon. No, I was just warming you guys up, I know not really an action scene but hey you guys got a lot of fluff. Anyway I know I promised a long chapter but I just wanted to update and keep in touch. Anyways I only got one review last time which broke my heart, but please tell me if you guys don't like where this story is going then I will stop it and give you guys your lemon with Shido and Riho and make it a pointless porn. Sorry about my grammar and spelling both of which sucks. Please review and tell me what you think for I will not waste my time on it if you don't like it.