True Feelings revealed
By: Haruka-chan
AN: It's been a while since I updated huh? Well I guess I just felt that people didn't like this fic any more because I hardly got any reviews for the last chapter. I'm wondering if people completely hate Shido and Riho pairings. She isn't all that bad you know. But oh well I'm not the kind to leave things unfinished, so I'm going to finish it. There isn't much left to this fic anyways. I hope this time I will get some more reviews then last time.
Remembrance...Chapter 9
Last Time...
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It was several minutes before either of them could speak. Shido brushed the damp hair away from Riho's sweaty face and whispered, "Are you all right?" Her eyelashes fluttered as she attempted to open her eyes. "Hmm?" She managed to focus on his face. "Shido? I - I never thought…it would be like this…" She trailed off, exhausted. Shido chuckled and pressed a soft kiss to her forehead. "Neither did I" he whispered. He rolled off of her and pulled her next to him. "I wish this moment would just freeze" she whispered. Shido nodded. "But why should it be the only time?" he asked. She looked up at him and smiled. "No, it shouldn't be the only time" she whispered, before he captured her lips once more. Yes, this was the most ironic picture to anyone's mind. But the question now was will it last, will the feelings and emotions be there in the morning? in a week? In a month? in a year? Forever? Because that is what they both were forever, each bound to another in a tangle of love, hate, and duty. The moans and gasp of their love was beautiful for them, it was a memory, a time that forever be frozen in their minds, and hearts.
She a goddess, he a vampire, two that shouldn't mix like vinegar and oil. Yet they were like sugar and water, they matched so well not when they were separated can't they be what they were once? Somewhere in the back of her mind she knew that the lovers and the wheel of fortune was to be their fate, full of so much meaning yet nothing at all there. The empty void that had nothing there yet it took up space.
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His insides were burning it was like the first time when he had met Shido. How could this happen? He watched with hate in his eyes, burning like the desire they had for each other. Did she really think she could use her magic on him and make him love her? He stood tall the shadows hiding him, refining himself and watching quietly as they made love over and over again. He clenched his hands tight as he let himself disappear. He remembered those days it was just he and Shido making love. [AN: I really don't want to picture that, I have nothing against gay people, cause some of my close friends are gay, but really two vampires?] Those wants and cries he made for him. But then she had to interfere with their love. She was the reason that he grew wings and started to fly, but what she doesn't know is that he can take all of it away, take her away, and he sure as hell can take him away.
The sun shone through the small window of the ship as her eyes opened slightly. She looked next to her to find Shido next to her sleeping. She smiled and moved some hair out of his face, he took her hand and kissed it. "Good morning" she whispered. He nodded softly with closed eyes. Riho just watched as he held her hand on his chest and slept with ease on his face, the color of his skin coming back a bit. The soft knock on her door is what snapped her back to the reality. She started slowly to get up when she felt a small pull. "Stay" he said to her. "I have to check who it is, before they break down the door" said Riho bending to give him a kiss. She pulled away and stood grabbing her robe, which was not far from her and slipped into it. He watched as she walked slowly towards the door and open it just so she could poke her head out. "Lady Riho glad to see that you are all right" said a deep male voice. "Yes captain I am quite all right, is there anything wrong?" she asked. Shido heard him laugh. "No I just missed you at the ball that is all, I was wondering if you would join me for breakfast" he said. "I'm sorry but I think I'll dine alone" she said. "Come now Lady Riho if you lock yourself away how will you ever experience life?" he asked grabbing her wrist. He looked down for his smile to disappear. "Lady Riho what happened here?" asked the captain. "I cut myself, when I was cutting some fruit the knife slipped out of my hand and fell" she said. He nodded "You should come and have the doctor look at this at once" he said. "No I am quite all right, Captain" said Riho pulling her hand back.
"I don't know if you realize it or not Lady Riho but I have taken quite a liking to you and wish for our acquaintance to develop further more" he said. "I am afraid that is not possible, Captain" said Shido standing behind Riho now. His features took on a look of shock, then of distaste. "Lord Shido is it?" the captain asked. "Yes it is" said Shido. Riho watched the two men before she spoke again. "Captain have a nice day, and thank you for your offer" said Riho as she closed the door and leaned against it. She looked up at Shido and started to laugh. "Why did you get out of bed?" she asked in between giggles. "I couldn't let another man take you away now that I have just found you" he whispered as he wrapped his arms around her. She chuckled and nodded. He smiled and picked her up. "Off to bed" he said with a laughing Riho. They sat down on the bed. Shido just watched her as she made herself comfortable next to him. "Tell me about your past" she whispered. "My past?" asked Shido. "Your life before you were a vampire" said Riho. Shido sighed and looked up at the silk covering. "You don't have to if you don't want to" whispered Riho. "No I want to" he said. Riho nodded. [AN: The next part is going to be completely made up, and this is before Cain took all of this memories away]
"Well I already mentioned that my mother was of Japanese decent, and my father a British lord. I was about 17 when my father past. Then it was just my mother, my younger sister, and I. The three of us lived quite peacefully, when I was about 20 years of age I decided that I wanted to learn about medicine and become a doctor." He said as he stared at the covering, Riho knew that inside he was burning with each word he said. "I would have been about 45 of age now" he finally chuckled. "I could have had a daughter your age and a son of my age" he said. She smiled and placed a hand on his chest. "I came here to Italy to learn about the medicine and that's when I met Cain, one day I had wondered off into the forest near the manor I was staying at, and found him doing what he does best" said Shido. Riho placed her head on his chest. "You don't have to continue if you wish not to" she whispered. Shido pulled her up for a kiss. "I want you to know, to know how I was before this" he whispered. Riho's eyes took on a distant look. "I...I really don't care anymore" she said. Shido smiled and kissed her, loving the taste of her.
"I want you to know, I know that we started in the wrong foot but let us not waste the future as well" whispered Shido. Riho nodded. Shido sat up and started to tell her about the time he spent with his mother, his sisters love of flowers and his mothers love of sweets. "I was always followed around by theses girls" he laughed. "Hmm I would have had some competition huh?" asked Riho. Shido kissed her forehead. "I wish I did meet you then" he stated. "So did I, but I suppose you would have seem like a soft lord to me" said Riho with a smile. He chuckled. "I never really had any regrets in my life before I was turned into a vampire, my life was full of everything I ever wanted and needed. My mother and my sister were all that mattered to me. Next to my studies that is. They supported me. My little sister was a beauty, she would have been a heart breaker" said Shido. "You turned her didn't you..." whispered Riho. Shido nodded.
"I didn't mean too, but after watching you with your mother, it was suddenly that I remembered mines and went back to find that everything was a miss...there had been a terrible plaque and my mother was dying and so was my younger sister. I thought that by turning her I could help her stay by my side...but she chose to leave me and be with my mother, I couldn't do anything after that" said Shido. Riho took his hand and kissed it. "I am sure she didn't mean to leave you, but she was a child and she needed to be with her mother" she said. "I suppose your right, after all what could have I given her? What would she understand?" asked Shido. Riho's brows creased together and she smiled at him. "I think you could have given her more then anything anyone else could have, after all you were her brother, the one she looked up to protect her, and you did the only way you thought was possible at that moment" said Riho. Shido nodded. "I shall leave you to sleep now" whispered Riho. "No I'm all right I slept enough I want to be with you" he said. She leaned over him and kissed him. Shido felt as if she was draining his memories from him, copying them into her own, and that's just what she did, she was living...watching from the side line as he lived the 22 years of his life as a man rather then a creature of the night.
He had to admit that he was glad at one sense that he was who he was now or how else would he met her? A goddess who has captured his heart and now she wanted to capture his memory. He chuckled at the irony of it all. She was to kill him yet here she was kissing him and loving him like she was by his side always. The night before had to be the most valuable memory that he had after he was turned and he wasn't going to let anyone have it. Riho pulled away from his lips. She looked at him with that hunger need. He nodded as he turned then over so he was on top. His hand opened the robe slowly and the sight of her in the sunlight was as good as her in the fireplace. She smiled at him. "I have never let anyone touch me before you have and I never will let another man touch me" said Riho. "I can't ask you to do that" he whispered. "I am now your, completely your" she whispered as she pulled his down for a kiss.
*Sometimes love is so hard and painful, but I didn't even know how I came to love this beautiful vampire, he may not be the hero that I picture, and in loving I may be committing a sin, but I can't help but care for him. Mother I hope you forgive me for I have failed you but I'm happy and he was under a spell what he did he did against his will* she thought as his hands touched her, and loved her. *I will never leave his side* she whispered.
TBC
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AN: Wow I know this got to be the shortest chapter in history but I just had to end this chapter in a sweet little way. I hope you guys review thank you to all of you who have e-mailed me and told me to update. Sorry about spelling and grammar cause mine just sucks to an extent that it's not funny.
By: Haruka-chan
AN: It's been a while since I updated huh? Well I guess I just felt that people didn't like this fic any more because I hardly got any reviews for the last chapter. I'm wondering if people completely hate Shido and Riho pairings. She isn't all that bad you know. But oh well I'm not the kind to leave things unfinished, so I'm going to finish it. There isn't much left to this fic anyways. I hope this time I will get some more reviews then last time.
Remembrance...Chapter 9
Last Time...
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It was several minutes before either of them could speak. Shido brushed the damp hair away from Riho's sweaty face and whispered, "Are you all right?" Her eyelashes fluttered as she attempted to open her eyes. "Hmm?" She managed to focus on his face. "Shido? I - I never thought…it would be like this…" She trailed off, exhausted. Shido chuckled and pressed a soft kiss to her forehead. "Neither did I" he whispered. He rolled off of her and pulled her next to him. "I wish this moment would just freeze" she whispered. Shido nodded. "But why should it be the only time?" he asked. She looked up at him and smiled. "No, it shouldn't be the only time" she whispered, before he captured her lips once more. Yes, this was the most ironic picture to anyone's mind. But the question now was will it last, will the feelings and emotions be there in the morning? in a week? In a month? in a year? Forever? Because that is what they both were forever, each bound to another in a tangle of love, hate, and duty. The moans and gasp of their love was beautiful for them, it was a memory, a time that forever be frozen in their minds, and hearts.
She a goddess, he a vampire, two that shouldn't mix like vinegar and oil. Yet they were like sugar and water, they matched so well not when they were separated can't they be what they were once? Somewhere in the back of her mind she knew that the lovers and the wheel of fortune was to be their fate, full of so much meaning yet nothing at all there. The empty void that had nothing there yet it took up space.
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His insides were burning it was like the first time when he had met Shido. How could this happen? He watched with hate in his eyes, burning like the desire they had for each other. Did she really think she could use her magic on him and make him love her? He stood tall the shadows hiding him, refining himself and watching quietly as they made love over and over again. He clenched his hands tight as he let himself disappear. He remembered those days it was just he and Shido making love. [AN: I really don't want to picture that, I have nothing against gay people, cause some of my close friends are gay, but really two vampires?] Those wants and cries he made for him. But then she had to interfere with their love. She was the reason that he grew wings and started to fly, but what she doesn't know is that he can take all of it away, take her away, and he sure as hell can take him away.
The sun shone through the small window of the ship as her eyes opened slightly. She looked next to her to find Shido next to her sleeping. She smiled and moved some hair out of his face, he took her hand and kissed it. "Good morning" she whispered. He nodded softly with closed eyes. Riho just watched as he held her hand on his chest and slept with ease on his face, the color of his skin coming back a bit. The soft knock on her door is what snapped her back to the reality. She started slowly to get up when she felt a small pull. "Stay" he said to her. "I have to check who it is, before they break down the door" said Riho bending to give him a kiss. She pulled away and stood grabbing her robe, which was not far from her and slipped into it. He watched as she walked slowly towards the door and open it just so she could poke her head out. "Lady Riho glad to see that you are all right" said a deep male voice. "Yes captain I am quite all right, is there anything wrong?" she asked. Shido heard him laugh. "No I just missed you at the ball that is all, I was wondering if you would join me for breakfast" he said. "I'm sorry but I think I'll dine alone" she said. "Come now Lady Riho if you lock yourself away how will you ever experience life?" he asked grabbing her wrist. He looked down for his smile to disappear. "Lady Riho what happened here?" asked the captain. "I cut myself, when I was cutting some fruit the knife slipped out of my hand and fell" she said. He nodded "You should come and have the doctor look at this at once" he said. "No I am quite all right, Captain" said Riho pulling her hand back.
"I don't know if you realize it or not Lady Riho but I have taken quite a liking to you and wish for our acquaintance to develop further more" he said. "I am afraid that is not possible, Captain" said Shido standing behind Riho now. His features took on a look of shock, then of distaste. "Lord Shido is it?" the captain asked. "Yes it is" said Shido. Riho watched the two men before she spoke again. "Captain have a nice day, and thank you for your offer" said Riho as she closed the door and leaned against it. She looked up at Shido and started to laugh. "Why did you get out of bed?" she asked in between giggles. "I couldn't let another man take you away now that I have just found you" he whispered as he wrapped his arms around her. She chuckled and nodded. He smiled and picked her up. "Off to bed" he said with a laughing Riho. They sat down on the bed. Shido just watched her as she made herself comfortable next to him. "Tell me about your past" she whispered. "My past?" asked Shido. "Your life before you were a vampire" said Riho. Shido sighed and looked up at the silk covering. "You don't have to if you don't want to" whispered Riho. "No I want to" he said. Riho nodded. [AN: The next part is going to be completely made up, and this is before Cain took all of this memories away]
"Well I already mentioned that my mother was of Japanese decent, and my father a British lord. I was about 17 when my father past. Then it was just my mother, my younger sister, and I. The three of us lived quite peacefully, when I was about 20 years of age I decided that I wanted to learn about medicine and become a doctor." He said as he stared at the covering, Riho knew that inside he was burning with each word he said. "I would have been about 45 of age now" he finally chuckled. "I could have had a daughter your age and a son of my age" he said. She smiled and placed a hand on his chest. "I came here to Italy to learn about the medicine and that's when I met Cain, one day I had wondered off into the forest near the manor I was staying at, and found him doing what he does best" said Shido. Riho placed her head on his chest. "You don't have to continue if you wish not to" she whispered. Shido pulled her up for a kiss. "I want you to know, to know how I was before this" he whispered. Riho's eyes took on a distant look. "I...I really don't care anymore" she said. Shido smiled and kissed her, loving the taste of her.
"I want you to know, I know that we started in the wrong foot but let us not waste the future as well" whispered Shido. Riho nodded. Shido sat up and started to tell her about the time he spent with his mother, his sisters love of flowers and his mothers love of sweets. "I was always followed around by theses girls" he laughed. "Hmm I would have had some competition huh?" asked Riho. Shido kissed her forehead. "I wish I did meet you then" he stated. "So did I, but I suppose you would have seem like a soft lord to me" said Riho with a smile. He chuckled. "I never really had any regrets in my life before I was turned into a vampire, my life was full of everything I ever wanted and needed. My mother and my sister were all that mattered to me. Next to my studies that is. They supported me. My little sister was a beauty, she would have been a heart breaker" said Shido. "You turned her didn't you..." whispered Riho. Shido nodded.
"I didn't mean too, but after watching you with your mother, it was suddenly that I remembered mines and went back to find that everything was a miss...there had been a terrible plaque and my mother was dying and so was my younger sister. I thought that by turning her I could help her stay by my side...but she chose to leave me and be with my mother, I couldn't do anything after that" said Shido. Riho took his hand and kissed it. "I am sure she didn't mean to leave you, but she was a child and she needed to be with her mother" she said. "I suppose your right, after all what could have I given her? What would she understand?" asked Shido. Riho's brows creased together and she smiled at him. "I think you could have given her more then anything anyone else could have, after all you were her brother, the one she looked up to protect her, and you did the only way you thought was possible at that moment" said Riho. Shido nodded. "I shall leave you to sleep now" whispered Riho. "No I'm all right I slept enough I want to be with you" he said. She leaned over him and kissed him. Shido felt as if she was draining his memories from him, copying them into her own, and that's just what she did, she was living...watching from the side line as he lived the 22 years of his life as a man rather then a creature of the night.
He had to admit that he was glad at one sense that he was who he was now or how else would he met her? A goddess who has captured his heart and now she wanted to capture his memory. He chuckled at the irony of it all. She was to kill him yet here she was kissing him and loving him like she was by his side always. The night before had to be the most valuable memory that he had after he was turned and he wasn't going to let anyone have it. Riho pulled away from his lips. She looked at him with that hunger need. He nodded as he turned then over so he was on top. His hand opened the robe slowly and the sight of her in the sunlight was as good as her in the fireplace. She smiled at him. "I have never let anyone touch me before you have and I never will let another man touch me" said Riho. "I can't ask you to do that" he whispered. "I am now your, completely your" she whispered as she pulled his down for a kiss.
*Sometimes love is so hard and painful, but I didn't even know how I came to love this beautiful vampire, he may not be the hero that I picture, and in loving I may be committing a sin, but I can't help but care for him. Mother I hope you forgive me for I have failed you but I'm happy and he was under a spell what he did he did against his will* she thought as his hands touched her, and loved her. *I will never leave his side* she whispered.
TBC
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AN: Wow I know this got to be the shortest chapter in history but I just had to end this chapter in a sweet little way. I hope you guys review thank you to all of you who have e-mailed me and told me to update. Sorry about spelling and grammar cause mine just sucks to an extent that it's not funny.
