Authors Note:~*Hey guys I dunno if anyone knows who I am talking about but its Alexis from TNA/Nwa and I think she is really awesome. This is just a random story that doesn't really have to do with anything. But thanks for reading :)*~

To Busy to Be A Friend

"It doesn't really matter anymore. The dreams, the heart ache, the pain that digs inside my soul. Everything just suddenly stopped and now I am so dead inside. He was the only thing that really mattered in my life. He was there for me when times were rough and now, he's gone to me. I wonder what's going through his mind right now.

When I put on my knee pads, I often think of him. Hell, He gave them to me.

I never thought I would make it this far, but I shocked the hell out of myself when Vince called me up and asked me to tryout.

"Alexis, " he said with a taunting smile. "You would be a great asset to the WWE and the women's division needs you right now." I was so thankful that I got this chance. But if it wasn't for Raven, I wouldn't be here. I still have the moment going through my mind everyday when we were backstage at the TNA show.

"Alexis you have to take this opportunity. Believe me, this is a once in a lifetime kind of thing."

"But Rave, I don't want to leave you here alone. I love being part of "The Gathering" and I love our matches. If I go, I'm sure I won't get to see you as often. I don't want that misery."

"Listen Lexi, don't be stupid. Go and make the money. You know I will always be here for you."

That's the last time I ever talked to him. After the show I was on a plane to Greensboro, NC for my try out match against Molly. She was nice and she has great showmanship. I'll never forget the way the crowd cheered me. After I won the match, I got the contract. The first thing I did was call Raven. But, He never answered. I must have left him a thousand messages but not once have I heard from him. I always record his matches though. He's the greatest friend I have ever had. Or at least I thought he was.

Now look at me! I am a diva and I have an entire new lifestyle. I sure do miss the hell out of him though. Maybe someday he will come back into my world or maybe right now he's just to busy to be a friend."