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*** Hidden Chapter 9
By: Rei Tamashii
AN: Sorry I haven't been posting up my fanfics so much but I've been busy.. like getting in trouble at school for the most lamest things. And also trying to finish my two best artworks before my scholarship is getting announced for sure. And winning another contest for another contest. I've been tied up practicing/training too that I barely have time for anything else!! Well forgive me if I make this chapter short but I wanted so much to get this chapter to you guys.
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Dorothy did a few twists and turns before running gracefully to Heero. He lifted her high up in the air and she was down. She spun away doing a few pirouettes along the way then came to a halt letting Heero do his own. Then they were dancing once again.
Relena came out and did a few turns around them, then hid back into the curtains. She was only, after all another princess. Though she wasn't as important as the two in front of her eyes. But from what she could tell, Dorothy was pouring everything out and Heero showed nothing. Relena remembered that Heero had said that Dorothy and him had once dated for a few months before he had started dating Sylvia. But then, Relena could not think of it anymore. But somehow everyone around her said that Heero was only a playboy. Shaking her head mentally she went back to the two and did some pas duexs with Duo before she was switched by Hilde. Then Relena did some pirouettes before lifting up her left leg and spun out of the picture.
She didn't appear again until when the whole class was in the ballroom. Only two more months before dress rehearsals and the contest and the workshop. Above that, Trieze had told her that they would be going to Japan for the contest. Meaning that she'd be able to see her grandfather and father again. She missed them so much.
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Relena arrived back at Trowa's apartment very late. The rehearsals went longer than usual. And Trowa wasn't there neither. Only a few more hours till Christmas, she couldn't wait. And this year, after Christmas they would be going to Japan in the early spring! Treize had wanted them to win this year and be the best!
Sighing to herself, Relena suddenly remembered that she had to take pictures with Heero. They had taken a few yesterday since it was the Christmas dinner and then a long walk trough the park with Duo and Hilde. She was a bit upset at Duo at first for flashing picture of her and Heero kissing but after a few moments she had been able to get a few of him and Hilde so it was a fight for pictures.
Relena smiled to herself as she thought of a present for Heero.
"A picture." Relena said out loud. Running to her room to look for a small box she fumbled around to look for a nice picture for the picture frame that was a seven-inch by ten. Relena had been the one to receive the pictures because Duo had not known that Heero wanted the picture so he had sent it to Relena. Relena was so busy looking for the right picture that she didn't hear a knock on the door. After several minutes another knock came upon the door and it snapped Relena out of looking for one and making her rush to the door.
"Coming!" She yelled as she slowly opened the door a crack to see a man standing in a UPS delivery suit and was holding two brown boxes. Relena blinked and cleared her throat. "Yes?"
"I have a delivery for a Miss Relena Peacecraft."
Relena smiled and replied, "This is she."
The man with blonde hair looked up and down at her before giving Relena a pad to sign; she did so and retrieved the package. After closing the door she glanced down at the boxes. One bore the address of her family's mansion and the other had no return address. Shrugging to herself she set the boxes down on the coffee table in the living room.
"I guess the picture will have to wait." Shrugging she tore open the box that her family had sent to her and came upon new satin Pointe shoes and a stack of Japanese graphic books. Smiling to herself she read the letter in her grandfather's handwriting.
My Dearest Relena,
Merry Christmas. Your father was the one to buy the Chobits twenty books of your favorite anime graphic books and they were the last one too. I however was the one to buy you the new ballet shoes. I know that you like to do hip hop before but I also know that you love ballet as well. So now that ballet has become part of your life more than hip-hop has ever been, I thought you might like these. Although you won't admit it, you have always hated hip-hop. After all your father and I had always seen the boring expression in your eyes when you dance for it. Do not try to hide it my dear. I'm sorry to say that your mother did not give you anything but I hope our gifts are just as good and make up for a lost of another present from your mother. Right now as I write this letter, your father is at yet another meeting. He has been having more and more each day and his eyes are sadder each and everyday since you left. We hope you may be able to come back to us soon, Relena-chan. Merry Christmas. To you to I.
Love, Your Grandfather and Father.
Tears welled in her eyes as she read the letter once more and the tears slid down her cheeks and touched her lips. She tasted the slat of her tears before they dropped down onto her skirt.
"Thank you." Relena said as she smiled sadly and wiped the tears off of her smooth cheeks.
She sniffed as she took the other box into her hands and stared at it for a long time. Relena opened it and found herself with a small stuffed panda with a branch of stuffed bamboo in his arms. Yet his other arm held a note that had her name on it. She gently pried the note out of the panda's arms and opened it.
Relena gasped.
Relena,
Please do not look for me further anymore. I am happy now then I have ever been. It is not that I left because I hated you or because I no longer wanted to see you. But it was because of what father wanted me to be. I am so sorry if mother has told you that I left because I hated you. She is lying, please do not believe her. I am sorry that I haven't been around to keep you safe from mother's beatings or anyone else's since you from what I can see have many bruises and scars. Please forgive me. This gift is both for an apology and a Christmas gift since I had never given you one since I left. Do not look for me any more, you are tired and you must return to Japan soon, father is worried. Do this for yourself and me. I don't want to be found. I know you only want to see me and hug me once more but this is for the best.
Love Millarndo
At the sight of her brother's name, Relena broke down to sobs. "Do not blame yourself. I won't ever leave until I see you. You hate me and I know it." Relena choked out. "Don't lie to me, Millarndo! Tell me why." Relena gasped as more tears flooded down. The words were from her mouth but it wasn't from her heart. She knew that he didn't hate her and that every word in the letter was true. She wanted to see him so badly; she had never cared how bad she had been beaten by people. The wounds would fade soon enough but the hole in her heart would never heal without seeing her brother one last time. Hell, she had never been given the chance to say good-bye to him when he left when he was only sixteen. He had ran too fast back then for her ten year old legs to carry her. Relena only wanted to see him, hug him, and say good-bye to him and never see him again. Even though she had always followed her brother's words, she wasn't about to back down from finding her brother. Wiping the thousand tears from her eyes and taking slow breaths she threw the boxes in the trash and placed the panda on her bed. She placed the stack of books on her nightstand and her toe shoes down into her bag. Taking a long and slow breath Relena resumed back to finding a nice picture for her gift to Heero.
**** A/N: Yeah, I'm sorry if this was confusing or something like that. And I couldn't think of anything for Millarndo's gift. Review please!!!!!!
Disclaimer: Go back to the past 8 chapters.
*** Hidden Chapter 9
By: Rei Tamashii
AN: Sorry I haven't been posting up my fanfics so much but I've been busy.. like getting in trouble at school for the most lamest things. And also trying to finish my two best artworks before my scholarship is getting announced for sure. And winning another contest for another contest. I've been tied up practicing/training too that I barely have time for anything else!! Well forgive me if I make this chapter short but I wanted so much to get this chapter to you guys.
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Dorothy did a few twists and turns before running gracefully to Heero. He lifted her high up in the air and she was down. She spun away doing a few pirouettes along the way then came to a halt letting Heero do his own. Then they were dancing once again.
Relena came out and did a few turns around them, then hid back into the curtains. She was only, after all another princess. Though she wasn't as important as the two in front of her eyes. But from what she could tell, Dorothy was pouring everything out and Heero showed nothing. Relena remembered that Heero had said that Dorothy and him had once dated for a few months before he had started dating Sylvia. But then, Relena could not think of it anymore. But somehow everyone around her said that Heero was only a playboy. Shaking her head mentally she went back to the two and did some pas duexs with Duo before she was switched by Hilde. Then Relena did some pirouettes before lifting up her left leg and spun out of the picture.
She didn't appear again until when the whole class was in the ballroom. Only two more months before dress rehearsals and the contest and the workshop. Above that, Trieze had told her that they would be going to Japan for the contest. Meaning that she'd be able to see her grandfather and father again. She missed them so much.
***
Relena arrived back at Trowa's apartment very late. The rehearsals went longer than usual. And Trowa wasn't there neither. Only a few more hours till Christmas, she couldn't wait. And this year, after Christmas they would be going to Japan in the early spring! Treize had wanted them to win this year and be the best!
Sighing to herself, Relena suddenly remembered that she had to take pictures with Heero. They had taken a few yesterday since it was the Christmas dinner and then a long walk trough the park with Duo and Hilde. She was a bit upset at Duo at first for flashing picture of her and Heero kissing but after a few moments she had been able to get a few of him and Hilde so it was a fight for pictures.
Relena smiled to herself as she thought of a present for Heero.
"A picture." Relena said out loud. Running to her room to look for a small box she fumbled around to look for a nice picture for the picture frame that was a seven-inch by ten. Relena had been the one to receive the pictures because Duo had not known that Heero wanted the picture so he had sent it to Relena. Relena was so busy looking for the right picture that she didn't hear a knock on the door. After several minutes another knock came upon the door and it snapped Relena out of looking for one and making her rush to the door.
"Coming!" She yelled as she slowly opened the door a crack to see a man standing in a UPS delivery suit and was holding two brown boxes. Relena blinked and cleared her throat. "Yes?"
"I have a delivery for a Miss Relena Peacecraft."
Relena smiled and replied, "This is she."
The man with blonde hair looked up and down at her before giving Relena a pad to sign; she did so and retrieved the package. After closing the door she glanced down at the boxes. One bore the address of her family's mansion and the other had no return address. Shrugging to herself she set the boxes down on the coffee table in the living room.
"I guess the picture will have to wait." Shrugging she tore open the box that her family had sent to her and came upon new satin Pointe shoes and a stack of Japanese graphic books. Smiling to herself she read the letter in her grandfather's handwriting.
My Dearest Relena,
Merry Christmas. Your father was the one to buy the Chobits twenty books of your favorite anime graphic books and they were the last one too. I however was the one to buy you the new ballet shoes. I know that you like to do hip hop before but I also know that you love ballet as well. So now that ballet has become part of your life more than hip-hop has ever been, I thought you might like these. Although you won't admit it, you have always hated hip-hop. After all your father and I had always seen the boring expression in your eyes when you dance for it. Do not try to hide it my dear. I'm sorry to say that your mother did not give you anything but I hope our gifts are just as good and make up for a lost of another present from your mother. Right now as I write this letter, your father is at yet another meeting. He has been having more and more each day and his eyes are sadder each and everyday since you left. We hope you may be able to come back to us soon, Relena-chan. Merry Christmas. To you to I.
Love, Your Grandfather and Father.
Tears welled in her eyes as she read the letter once more and the tears slid down her cheeks and touched her lips. She tasted the slat of her tears before they dropped down onto her skirt.
"Thank you." Relena said as she smiled sadly and wiped the tears off of her smooth cheeks.
She sniffed as she took the other box into her hands and stared at it for a long time. Relena opened it and found herself with a small stuffed panda with a branch of stuffed bamboo in his arms. Yet his other arm held a note that had her name on it. She gently pried the note out of the panda's arms and opened it.
Relena gasped.
Relena,
Please do not look for me further anymore. I am happy now then I have ever been. It is not that I left because I hated you or because I no longer wanted to see you. But it was because of what father wanted me to be. I am so sorry if mother has told you that I left because I hated you. She is lying, please do not believe her. I am sorry that I haven't been around to keep you safe from mother's beatings or anyone else's since you from what I can see have many bruises and scars. Please forgive me. This gift is both for an apology and a Christmas gift since I had never given you one since I left. Do not look for me any more, you are tired and you must return to Japan soon, father is worried. Do this for yourself and me. I don't want to be found. I know you only want to see me and hug me once more but this is for the best.
Love Millarndo
At the sight of her brother's name, Relena broke down to sobs. "Do not blame yourself. I won't ever leave until I see you. You hate me and I know it." Relena choked out. "Don't lie to me, Millarndo! Tell me why." Relena gasped as more tears flooded down. The words were from her mouth but it wasn't from her heart. She knew that he didn't hate her and that every word in the letter was true. She wanted to see him so badly; she had never cared how bad she had been beaten by people. The wounds would fade soon enough but the hole in her heart would never heal without seeing her brother one last time. Hell, she had never been given the chance to say good-bye to him when he left when he was only sixteen. He had ran too fast back then for her ten year old legs to carry her. Relena only wanted to see him, hug him, and say good-bye to him and never see him again. Even though she had always followed her brother's words, she wasn't about to back down from finding her brother. Wiping the thousand tears from her eyes and taking slow breaths she threw the boxes in the trash and placed the panda on her bed. She placed the stack of books on her nightstand and her toe shoes down into her bag. Taking a long and slow breath Relena resumed back to finding a nice picture for her gift to Heero.
**** A/N: Yeah, I'm sorry if this was confusing or something like that. And I couldn't think of anything for Millarndo's gift. Review please!!!!!!
