Hullo once again everyone. this was a tough one. I looked through many cds and lyrics and stuff and finally picked a song. This is Heaven Coming Down by The Tea Party. It was a toss up between that and Can you see my tears by them as well but this is it here it goes. By the way this is now in SODA'S POV! And by the way, I'm sorry if this is super short. But I'm sunburned real bad (including eyelids, and the sole's of my feet, that bad) so I'm tired and don't feel like sitting up anymore.

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Soda's POV!

With nothing to lose you'd waste away

obscure in exile

they've witnessed the times

you've gone astray

whose fault? now you're thinking...

Why, Pony why? Did you feel like you had nothing left to lose? Don't think I didn't hear you mumbling to yourself when you think I'm asleep. But you have so much to lose. You're so smart and you have so much ahead of you.

I know you think it's you fault. But it's not. It's not your fault at all, none of it. Why can't you realize that?

theres's nothing to prove

a message from the crowd

to the shore...

I don't know what you're trying to prove. I should have seen it before. I knew you needed help. But I didn't want to believe it. You're my baby brother, nothing could be wrong with you.

You need help. And I'll get it for you. Just stop whatever it is your trying to prove. Maybe you're trying to prove to yourself that it was you fault because even you know it wasn't. I dunno.

and it feels now

just like heaven's coming down

your soul shakes free

as its conscience hits the ground

The fire truck and ambulance are so close but yet so far. I can see them, the people running from them. It's a good thing Steve called 911 when we first realized where you were.

And Darry, he was right behind you. He know stands where you did just seconds ago.

But none of that matters. Seeing you hurdle towards the ground, it feels like you're bringing everything with you.

It feels just like heaven's coming down around me.

so strange are the ways,

they all have changed

still life it stays the same

a break from the past

could make it last

maybe just a little longer

Things have changed so much. But we've tried so hard to make it like things used to be. It was obvious you knew things had changed. We all did. But we tried so hard to pretend like it didn't.

But you didn't pretend. Life was the same, but so very different. And it hit you.

If I could go back in time and change things I would. I'd make the past different. Everything would be the same and fine. And you would be fine. But I can't. Oh, I wish that I could.

there's nothing to prove

a message from the crowd

to the shore...

I hear you call out "I'm sorry!" The first thing you've said in a long time with meaning. Don't be sorry. Just stop. Make it all go away. You've always been surprisingly strong. Even after all you went through.

But this time you put up a wall. And you wouldn't even let me through. I doubt you even let yourself in. So what am I supposed to do? You've always been strong and helped me through things, Sandy, mom and dad, me quitting school. How am I supposed to be strong?

you surrender

love under will

rest assured you're adored

But as you're falling you made a crack in the wall. I know you haven't broken it down completely. But I can tell you do want to be helped.

But you surrendered to the pain. I love you. You can't let the pain will. Always know that you are loved. Not just by me but by others. We couldn't go on without you.

and it feels now

just lie heaven's coming down

your soul shakes free

as its conscience hits the ground

Heaven's breaking around me. If you die I'll die too. You have to make it.

I see the fire truck's already here trying to save you. But their ladder won't do much good to take you down now. Steve's running over with a sheet. I see Two-bit here too. When did he get here?

I'd catch you with my own arms if I could. But I know I'm not that strong.

But the firefighters and Two-bit and Steve are ready to catch you, sheet wide open. And the rest are getting Darry down. He's so big, the branch could give any minute.

this time, no tears,

just one last chance to see you prove

stay strong, no fears

there is a change that's

coming through

Why aren't I crying? I just can't seem to. Any other time there I am bawling my eyes out. But no. I just stand hear handicapped by my own fear.

If I'm so afraid then you must be too. Stay strong. You're gunna be fine. You'll make it through this and then we'll help you feel better.

hold on my love

hold on...

sorry if that was short.please review. I'll update soon