Chapter 4

Disclaimer- you know the speech and every thing so I figure why grill you on it.

(From Ginny's point of view.)

Dearest Diary, met up with Joshua today on the train, and he told me that I wasn't the right type of girl for him. I mean Jesus Christ what the hell is wrong with me, can I not find a decent guy in all the ones who attend this school, I'm 17 for christ sake, and I'm still making dumb ass mistakes. I'm so sick of guys that don't care about how I feel or what to listen to my point of view. I just want some one who will listen and tell me he understands. To hug me when I cry and tell me that he'll make everything better. I just want to be loved. I don't know if I should tell Ron though. He'll tell the brothers. And then poor Joshua will be beaten to a bleeding pulp. No I wouldn't wish that on anyone. I have to tell someone though, god it hurts, so much. I can't write anymore... I know, I'm going to talk to Hermione, she'll know what to do.

Whipping the tears form my checks I decided that given Hermione is my best friend and the authority figure in this dormitory, I should go to her. And that's what I decided to do. Making my way from my room to hers, I tried to get control of my self. But the closer I got the worse I felt. I pasted Ron on the way down to Hermione's room. When Hermione opened her door I lurched toward her. "He broke up with me." I cried and let her lead me into her room sit me on the bed, the half that wasn't covered in clothes anyways, and hug me.
"Listen to me Gin, he isn't good enough for you, he felt intimidated by you, and that's why it happened. You deserve so much better then that Gin. He's not worth these tears trust me he doesn't deserve them. Not at all. Come on, he's one guy out of so many guys."
"It's just that, I thought it was so perfect, he even meet the family. He all five of my brothers, who glared at him the whole time. Mione you can't tell Ron, he'll kill Joshua, I couldn't wish that on him."
"Don't worry honey, you can tell him what ever you want to tell him, it's up to you. I'm glad you came to me. Are you feeling a little better?"

       I nodded, whipping tears from my cheeks, "thank you,"
"Oh any time, you can always talk to me Gin."
I nodded once more and left feeling much better then when I'd arrived.
The next morning.

Ginny was pushing her breakfast around her plate when Joshua sat down next to her. Joshua was a Ravenclaw and usually sat with his friends but today he had to talk to Ginny.

"Um. Ginny I was wondering something." when she didn't answer he figured he better go on. "I wanted to know what you're going to tell your brothers?"
Ginny looked over at him, "How stupid do I look Josh, I'm going to tell them that I broke up with you, cause we where just to different. You wont get hurt I promise. But.. If you ever come near me again I'll personally cut your nuts of with my wand." Ginny glared at him, hating him very suddenly. His eyes widened at the mention of her castrating him and quickly went off.
"Whats with him?" Ron asked taking the seat Josh had just left.
"Oh, he's upset cause I broke up with him." Ginny told him calmly, eating her food having finally gotten her appetite back. "Hey Colin!" Ginny waved at Colin Creevey her long time friend, who thankfully had gotten over Harry being famous. Colin had been down cast lately sense his brother Dennis had been among the many who had given their lives so Voldemort could be defeated. Among them where Dennis Creevey, the Patil twins, Lee Jordan, Terry Boot, Hannah Abbott, Justin Finch-Fletchley, Sally- Ann Perks, and many more. They had honored them all, but the family's still grieved, with good right oh course.
"Hey Ginny!" Colin said, "hey here's our schedules, enjoy. Hey guys." Colin waved over Ginny's head at the gang who had sat down around her. Hermione was studying her schedule, while Ron shoveled food into his mouth. Ginny looked over at Neville's Schedule because he had ended up right next to her.
"Wow Neville that's really impressive." Ginny said leaning a little closer until she accidentally brushed up against him. She moved away really fast but Neville appeared not to have noticed. He was staring down at his schedule, wondering why he took so many advanced classes. That was until Ginny brushed against him, and at that moment his mind went foggy and he lost all concentration that he had. Ginny blushed slightly and went to her own schedule. She had all the usual classes and then she had, Ancient Runes, Care of Magical Creatures, and Arithmancy. But there is one good thing about this year she decided, no double potions. "Well I'll see you guys later." Ginny stood picking up her bag and headed off to DADA.
"Bye Ginny." The table said at the same time. Neville was still slightly dazed as he watched Ginny walk away. 'Wow,' he thought 'she's incredible.'

Loshea and Sophie stood side by side in the DADA classroom, listening to their father talk about what had happened to Sirius and then what had happened during the summer.
'Soph?'
'I know, I feel so. small now. They did all that but they seem so normal.'
'Yeah, how are we ever going to match up to that?'
'We'll be fine Losh, we just have to try harder.'
"Ok, I've got a class to teach girls, have a good day, I'll talk to you a dinner."
"Later dad." They said together, as they walked out of his classroom.

"What class do we have first?" Sophie asked, they had taken all the same classes as to make things easier.
"Um. Advanced History of Magic. That way." Loshea pointed in a direction and they headed off, nervous about their first class.

Well? I hope you all like it. I've got so many ideas its nuts. Ok, I'd just like to say Ginny's violent comment to Josh is all in thanks to my sister, who taught me that you shouldn't let guys push you around and just how to make them really nervous! PLEASE REVIEW!!!! I like to know what people think and how I can get better. Even if you hate it review so I know you read it.