LOVING YOU
By Celestial Blossom
Before anything else, lemme just say to the two reviewers I had, I'm so so sorry I removed Loving You and deleted your reviews! I'm so so sorry but I had to coz everything was messed up and I just panicked…plz don't be angry…I've put it up again and this time the chapters won't be messed up!
Summary: With a lack of a better character to use, this fic will be about Meiling. Anyway, Meiling is having a very rotten life. I'll spoil this story if I give everything away, so…just read it.
Disclaimer: I do not own CCS. Happy?
Key:
"…" Speaking
… Thinking
(…) Translation
(*…*) Author's note
//…// POV (* there's only going to be Meiling's POV and normal POV throughout fic *)
Bold or italics or CAPS is emphasized (* I don't know why, so don't ask *)
CHAPTER ONE//Meiling's point of view//
It's raining.
I like the rain. It's constant. The sound is like a low hum if the rain's heavy. And heavy rain makes everything else look hazy.
I'm Li Meiling. And everyone hates my guts. You probably do too. Oh well.
My life sucks. Why? Do you really need to ask? I'll tell you anyway then.
My parents abandoned me a week ago. I came home from school one afternoon and no one was there. Their clothes were gone. Their stuff was gone. Their pictures were gone. Everyone about them was gone, except for me. It doesn't take a genius to know what happened.
At first I felt very sad and angry. But there was no point to it. The truth was written there, loud and clear. I am a loser. Unwanted, unloved. No one cared about me anymore.
There is enough food in the fridge to last a month if I eat one meal a day. I have enough clothes to keep me warm. I have some savings hidden in a tin box. But I don't care anymore. I plan on leaving after the food finishes. Permanently. That is a very good idea. It'll do the whole world a favor.
I'll do the last good things before I go. I'll give away the clothes I own to charity. I'll give back any magical goods back to Li Syaoran or Aunt Yelan. I'll give my savings to Kinomoto Sakura as an apology for being rude to her back when I still loved Syaoran. I'll leave the house to Aunt Yelan in a letter after I go.
I apologize to everyone I've ever offended in a letter for my existence. I know I'm a curse on the world and that everyone would be better off without me. They probably won't even notice that I went.
I get up from the floor and change for school. Not that there's any point. All my education will be useless. I brush out my long black hair and put it up in its usual style. Not that anyone would care.
I pick up my backpack and begin walking to school. I leave the door unlocked because I don't have the key. Not that anyone would find anything valuable inside besides the savings.
I'm soaked halfway there, but I keep walking. I forgot my umbrella. Not that anyone would care.
It's getting cold and I shiver slightly. It'll be over soon.
End of chapterAuthor's note: Well, what do u think? Bad, good, depressing, shitty? Tell me in your review!
