Stupid ff.net had deleted my account so that's why I'm posting this again. My former account was wolfy girl.

It's a Kai/Ray paring (yaoi) don't like it don't read it Maybe a little bit OOC

Disclaimer: I DON'T OWN BEYBLADE. This is stupid if I did this wouldn't be a fan fiction.

' Thinking' "Saying" ~^~^Flashback~^~^

Thoughts

It was a quite night. The moon was high up in the sky and the stars where shinning bright. There in the park was a lonely boy. His two shade's of blue hair locks where dancing lightly in the wind. His red eyes were blank. On his pale cheeks where blue painted triangles. With is hands in his pockets he walked through the park deep in is own thoughts about what happened earlier that day. 'How could I be so stupid. How could I hurt him so much.'

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I'm walking through the mall with a beautiful raven-haired boy beside me. His catlike eyes where full of joy. I take his hand in mine. "Ray," I say. Ray looks at me. "Yes Kai," he say. I lay my hands on his waist. Not caring where I am, I bent forward and claim his lips with my own. Ray almost kisses back directly. I feel his arms around my neck. I ran my tongue over his bottom lip. Seeking for permission to enter. He opened his mouth. I explored every inch of his mouth. He moaned of pleasure. Eventually I broke the kiss for air. I'm still holding Ray while he lays his head on my shoulder. "I love you, Kai," he whispered in my ear. I don't know why, but I let go of him and take a few steps backwards. I look in his golden orbs. "I . I can't do this," I say. Quickly I turn around and run away. Not wanting to look back at Ray to see how much I hurt him. No I keep on running.

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Kai sighed. 'Why did I hurt him so much?' A tear came from his eye. 'Why do I have so much trouble of telling what I feel. I do love him, don't I? I love to be with him and his kisses are wonderful. I can't get enough of it. Is that it? Is he just a lust object? No it can't be. Aaaaaargh why is love difficult. Kai was so deep in his own thoughts that he didn't notice some one was following him

(Ray's POV)

I'm laying in my bed, but can't sleep. Starring at the sealing I can hear the snoring of Tyson in the other room. I look at the empty bed beside me. Kai is still not back yet. There where already five hours past since Kai left by the mall. 'Why did I have to be so stupid to ruin the perfect moment. Finally Kai was opening up. I mean in the past Kai would never kiss me in public. I couldn't aspect that he a medially would feel the same as me. He only told me a month ago that he liked me. How could I aspect he already loved me. O why did I had the open my big mouth. I ruined the perfect moment. Why is he still not back. It's all my fault. What if he got lost. What if he is wounded. What if he in danger. What if he de. No Ray don't think like that,' I couldn't stand my own thoughts. Sleeping was impossible now. I decide to go look for Kai. Quickly I got out of bed. Put on my traditional Chinese outfit. Burst my long raven hair, put it in a neat ponytail and warped a piece of white cloak round it. Put on my red bandana with a yin yang symbol on it. Silently I walked out of the room, trying not to wake the others. Out of the apartment, where we stayed on this moment, I walked towards the park. I know Kai loves to be there. It was cold and I forgot to take my coat with me. After a few rounds trough the park I still didn't had found Kai. I walked for hours trough the city. Still nothing. 'Maybe he's already back at the apartment and am I looking for nothing.' I run as fast as I could to the apartment. Kai's and my room was empty. Kai was nowhere to be found. Tired and sad Ray climbed back in to bed. The room was cold and quite. Just before I fall asleep I cloud feel something against my cheek. To tired to react I fell asleep.

TBC?

So is it any good? Should I post another part or just leave it like this? Please tell me.