It's maybe a little bit OOC. I don't know actually. But I just say it before I get flames about it.

I'm not going to type the disclaimer. If you wanna read it it's in the first part.

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Thoughts Part 3: Pain inside of me "Kai, please open up," Ray said trough the door of their bedroom. "Please let me talk to you. I want to know what's wrong with you. Please open up," Kai didn't answer. Ray sighed and gave up. "Kai if you want to talk with me just say it. I'll be nearby." He said before he walked away to the living room where the others where. "And?" Max asked. Ray sat down on the sofa and had a worried look on his face. "Does this mean no training?" Tyson asked a little bit happy. Ray glared had him. "Ow" Tyson said. 'What's wrong with Kai.' Ray thought. 'He's acting a bit strange ever since I woke up. What happened yesterday? It had the do with yesterday. Was it me or was it something that happened after he left at the mall. Why doesn't he tell me? I wished he trusted me. I can't stand it to see my love this much hurt. I can't just sit here and do nothing.' "Ray, Ray, RAY!" Tyson yelled. Ray snapped out of his thoughts. "Everything all right?" Max asked. Ray nodded. "I'm going to try talking with Kai again," he said. Ray stood up and walked out of the room. "Good luck," he could hear Kenny saying. When he was at his and Kai's room he knocked. "Kai it's me, Ray." Ray said. No answer. "Kai it's my room too. You can't lock yourself up the whole day. You have to come out eventually. I'm just going to wait here until you open up the door." Ray snapped. After a while he heard some sounds behind the door.

(Kai POV)

"Kai, please open up," I hear Ray saying on the other side of the door. 'Please Ray, just leave.' I try not to make any sound. Biting on my fist to hold back my sobs. "Please let me talk to you." Tears are running down my cheeks. "I want to know what's wrong with you." 'I can't tell you. You wouldn't understand.' "Please open up." 'It hurts to much.' There's a silence. "Kai if you want to talk with me just say it. I'll be nearby." I hear Ray walk away. When his footsteps disappear I let lose some sobs. 'This hurts so much. I can't stand my self for you worrying so much. But what happened yesterday was terrible.' I shiver. Not wanting to see the flashbacks again. I saw them for my eyes like a bad dream. They come like flashes. Every one worse then the other. Opening my eyes Bound to a tree The man kissing my skin Removing my pants And. I snapped out of the memories by someone knocking on the door. (AN: My fingers couldn't type any further with the memories. If you want to know what happened further use our imagination.)I was relieved that I didn't have to see the last part again. But still knowing they wouldn't leave my mind. "Kai it's me, Ray" I hear. 'No Ray, don't you understand that I can't talk to you. Not when I'm like this.' "Kai, it's my room to. You can't lock yourself up the whole day. You have to come out eventually. I'm just going to wait here until you open up the door." I know he's right. I looked at the mirror and tried to look like nothing happened. Then I walked towards the door and unlocked it. Slowly the door opened and Ray walked in. "What's wrong Kai?" he asked. "Nothing, I just fell asleep," I lied. 'O man this hurts so much.' I could see in Ray's eyes that he didn't believe me. "Why did you leave all of sudden at the dinner table?" he asked grapping my chin so I had to look at him. I didn't know what to say when he looked at me with those golden orbs. "I. I. I." I began, "I can't tell you." Sadly Ray let go of my chin. "Forcing you to tell isn't going to help," he said walking towards the door. "I just wished you would trust me," he whispered softly. And with that he left the room. I felt like my heard was breaking.

TBC

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So what do you think? Please review. And thanks crazy Rei luva for checking my story and take out the mistakes.