Reposted because ff.net deleted my account. (wolfy girl)

Well I hope like it. I'm Dutch so my English is al little bit crappy. Just to warn you

Disclaimer: I don't own the beyblade characters or the song

The song I use is 'Pushing me away' of Linkin park. YEAH LINKIN PARK RULEZ!!!

# # means song

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I'm sitting on the cough watching you how you're arguing with Tyson again. Sometimes I have this feeling of jalousie. It seems sometimes you don't love me. I want to kiss you and hug in public. But I don't want to break our relationship, even how little it is. "Fine if you really want it this way. Tomorrow we're going to train two hours longer." you say at Tyson and walk to your room. "I'm tired, so I'm going to bed." I say and walk without waiting for an answer to the room I share with you. (A/N no really) there you're lying on your bed. "Is everything alright, Kai?" I ask. "hnpf" you answer. I clime in your bed and snuggle in your chest. "Not tonight Rei" you say while you push me from you.

"Why not?"

"I'm not in the mood right now"

You, you, you it's always you. "You don't mind?" you ask in a way if you don't really care. "Yeah, yeah, it's no problem." I lie. Lying, it's not that hard to do anymore.

# I've lied to you

The same way that I always do#

"Are you really fine with it?" you ask. "Really." I say and smile at you.

# This is the last smile

That I'll fake for the sake of being with you#

You turn your back at me while I clime in to my own bed. When I see you're asleep I sob a little. Why are you using me like some kind of toy? Be with me when you feel like it. If I say I minded you would get angry. So I lie. Many tears roll over my cheeks. I can't take this anymore. What should I do?

# Everything falls apart

Even the people who never frown eventually break down

The sacrifice of hiding in a lie#

Don't you see what you're doing to me? It hurts and still a part of me is still in love with you. It's a fight against pain and love. And there's still no winner.

# Everything has to end

You'll soon find we're out of time left to watch it all unwind

The sacrifice is never knowing

Why I never walked away

Why I played myself this way

Now I see your testing me pushes me away#

I can't go away and leave another team behind. Not again. I don't want to be seen as a traitor. Max, Tyson and Kenny are my friends. And you're the team captain, so I'm stuck with you. The others wouldn't understand if I told them. They're to young. Since you're my team captain and a part of me still loves you, I let you do this to me. I wish I could tell people that we're a couple, if you call this a couple. Maybe then you would act different. But I'm afraid of you when you get angry. I'm weak and not as strong as you.

# I've tried like you

To do everything you wanted too#

But you're not perfect. You're only human. But you don't want people to see that. Not even little mistakes. Like this morning, when you forgot we had to go Mr. Dickerson (A/N do you spell it like that?) and I had to say it was because of me cause I wanted you to help me train a little bit more.

# This is the last time

I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you

Everything falls apart

Even the people who never frown eventually break down

The sacrifice of hiding in a lie

Everything has to end

You'll soon find we're out of time left to watch it all unwind

The sacrifice is never knowing

Why I never walked away

Why I played myself this way

Now I see your testing me pushes me away#

I can't take anymore. Finally pain had won over love. I won't be hurt by you again. Not one single time.

# We're all out of time

This is how we find how it all unwinds

The sacrifice of hiding in a lie

We're all out of time

This is how we find how it all unwinds

The sacrifice is never knowing#

I know everyone is asleep. I clime out of my bed and pack my belongings.

# Why I never walked away#

I have to go. And I have to leave my friends behind

# Why I played myself this way#

I'm going to start a new live. Far away from you. Far away from the bladebreakers.

# Now I see your testing me pushes me away#

My love for you will never go away, but the pain is bigger. I have to do this. I walk towards the door.

# Pushes me away#

I turn the doorknob. And grab tied of my bag. Away from you. Far away.

# Pushes me away#

"Where the hell do you think you're going."

Or maybe not

The end.

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I'm mean I know. And for al you Kai lovers, I'm not a Kai hater. I just had needed someone to be like this. I luv Kai and Rei and Tala. Well what do you think please tell me.