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Committing A Sin

Chapter Nine

Changes

I woke up with Wakka's arms curled around me.

Last night! Last night did Wakka rape me? No, last night Wakka and I had sex!

What have done? I committed a sin! I just committed adultery. I cheated on Auron, my only love. How could I!

"You're awake, ya?" Wakka said kissing my neck.

"Wakka I think you should go home." I announced.

"You're probably right." Wakka sat up.

"Lulu will be worried that you didn't come home last night."

"No she won't, she trusts me." Wakka said getting dressed.

His hand reached for my shoulder; I shrugged it away.

"Ah, Rikku don't be like that. Sir Auron never has to know."

"Never has to know!?" I sulked.

"I guess I'll see you later then, ya." Wakka picked up his blitz ball and left.

"No, no, no." I repeated over and over again.

How could I ever forgive myself? I cheated on Auron with Wakka! Wakka of all people, Wakka was the one who gave me this overwhelming feeling of dirtiness! But, what if? What if I let him? What if I let him rape me! Maybe…maybe I like it. Maybe that's because I like Wakka!

The hard out theory made feel sick and dirty; I took a shower scrubbing extra hard this time. As I was standing in front of the mirror I didn't seem to notice the person staring back at me. I was looking at an enemy.

Seeing this I picked my moisturizer and hurled it at the mirror causing it to shatter.

Shopping with Yunie at the mall in Bevelle.

"Wow, Rikku are you remodeling your room?" Yunie asked looking at all the new bedroom accessories.

"Yep, out with the old and in with the new! It'll bring new memories, ya know?"

"Oh, I see."

"All I need is a new mirror for the bathroom."

"Why?"

"Because I'm remodeling my bathroom too."

"Oh. Hey, you're dressed differently today."

"Huh?"

"You're wearing jeans and a sweater, that's not like you."

"Oh, well, I was sick of dressing like I was going to the beach or something."

"Oh." Yunie looked at me curiously before walking off into a store.

After a day of shopping I decided to give my bedroom a new outlook at night. Thank god the window, electricity, and dent in the wall were all taken care of. I got a hold of some of my Albed buddies to tackle that mess during the day.

I decided to repaint first giving the walls a satin red color and the ceiling a beige-gray. After that I rearranged the furniture. The bed now sat in the middle of the room at a slant instead of up against the far wall. The dresser, nightstand, vanity, and sofa all sat comfortably in new positions. The room looked brand new.

It was now ready for new memories of Auron and I.

The bathroom however I decided not to do until morning; all it really needed was a new paint job, mirror, and viola!

I settled in for the night.

The next morning I got up and got crackin' on the bathroom. I painted the bathroom the same color as the ceiling in the bedroom and replaced the broken mirror. With a few new accessories it was finished.

Auron is going to be so pleased! I just couldn't wait for him to arrive home!

It wasn't till about six did I hear the front door open and Auron come inside. I ran over to him and gave him the biggest hug. "I've missed you! I've missed you so much!"

"I take it that you were bored." Auron said giving me a sweet kiss.

"Hmmmm." I purred grasping him tightly.

"Are you alright? You've been acting...clingy."

"Uh, no actually."

"No? What's wrong?"

"Um, well, I have this problem that I think I should share with you."

"What?"

"Come with me." I grabbed his hand and dragged up the stairs towards our bedroom.

"Auron, I'm afraid to say, that I have, a remodeling problem." I said opening the door to our bedroom and switching on the lights.

"The bedroom you changed it." Auron said surprised.

"Oh, I know! Doesn't it look great! Do you like it?"

"I love it." He proclaimed giving me a kiss.

"Mmmm, you should feel the new bed sheets; they're so comfy."

"We shall." He said leading me over to the bed.

*Alright Auron is back! Will he see right through Rikku? I don't know? You'll just have to wait for the next chappie!