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Sorry about the lack of updates but when you have English Literature II Honors (how the hell did I even end up in that class?) You really only have time for that one class. It's to the point of ridiculousness it pisses me off! I hate school!

Committing A Sin

Chapter 10
Junior Consequences

The past few days with Auron strutted on by and it was about that time when all the crew gathered around for our occasional get- togethers.

We all decided to go to Besaid Falls for the day. The only thing that kept me from calling it off was the sight of Junior. I hadn't seen him my little buddy for a while now and was beginning to miss him.

Auron and I then left and later met up with Yunie and Tidus on the way. We arrived at our get-together spot.

"Anstie Wikku!" Junior yelled running towards me.

I dropped to my knees and gave him the biggest hug. "Oh, I missed you so much."

"Pway?"

" Sure thing! What'd ya wanna play?"

"Bwiz Ball!"

"Hehe, alright, but you know I'm horrible at it."

"Gets ball!" Junior said running over to his diaper bag.

"Can't wait to have one of your own, can you?" Lulu remarked.

"Oh, yes." I replied. "I can't."

"It's a lot of work though. You'll definitely need to be prepared for it. You're still young, give a couple of years and you'll be ready."

"Were you ready? I mean you were fairly young."

"I would have to say I was a little more prepared than Wakka was."

"Oh."

"He still is a good dad, even though he still hasn't grown up entirely. But, I guess he'll never grow up, that's just Wakka."

"Anstie Wikku? Pway?" Junior said holding up his blitz ball.

"Okay." I said walking towards Junior.

"You still need some time but you'll know when you're ready." Lulu said after me nodding.

After a couple games of getting my butt kicked we decided to eat. I served Junior his favorite meal, a hotdog with tons of mustard and some crispy potato wedges. We sat next to the waterfalls listening to the running of the water.

"Do you like your hotdog?" I asked.

"Yummy!" He replied with a grin.

I almost cried there looking at Junior. He looked so much like his father it was heartbreaking. I was so afraid that he'd turn out exactly like him. Some well known blitzer, who's charming and funny. Who never gives up and always believes there a solution to every problem. A great planner and great leader when it comes to the game. A-a deep, deep down inside rapist! Where all that stuff before was just a cover up. A cover up for who he really is, a rapist.

I just couldn't let that become of Junior. I just couldn't let him become his father, I just couldn't!

I hugged Junior tightly never wanting to let him go. "Please Junior, please don't be like your father. Please."

Junior hugged back warmly not having any clue what I was talking about.

"Please Junior. You must promise me you'll never be like your father. Okay?"

"Otay!" Junior said innocently. "Gots go Momma. Diaper."

I smiled and nodded.

He wobbled off across the path to Lulu.

I needed a little time to myself and decided to go for a little walk to the waterfall caves that lay behind the waterfalls.

I trudged up the path till I got to the caves. I kept walking further and further down into the cave I was in. I heard the waterfall up ahead. I walked forward and there, standing leaning against the cave wall was Wakka. His eyes were closed; his head was down, thinking.

I slowly began to turn around.

"Relaxing, ya?" He said still with his eyes closed. "I come up here to think sometimes."

I turned back around listening.

"The Aurochs seem to be doing so well this year. After all those years I was on the team not one win."

"Must've been you." I replied.

"Hm, must've been." He got up off the wall and walked towards me. "But, you know what I thinking of as of right now?"

I tried not to look at him.

I'm thinking of you Rikku."

"Well, I'm not surprised."

"But I wonder? Are you thinking of me."

He grabbed for me; I jumped away.

"What's the matter, ya? You not happy to see me?"

He grabbed for me again but I shrugged his hands away.

"What is with you? I'm happy to see you. Now come here!"

He grabbed for me a third time and succeeded in taking hold of my right arm.

"No!" I screamed. I couldn't let him take me this time.

I threw a left upper cut catching him right in the face.

He stumbled back covering his face with his hand, letting go of my arm.

I backed away warily.

He pulled his hand away from his face it was covered in blood. His nose was gushing with it.

He raised his right hand and swung at me, giving me a backhand to my cheek.

I fell to the ground holding my cheek.

"You bitch!" He kicked me in my stomach and it cringed in pain.

"Come here." He pulled me up off the floor and slammed me into the cave wall. He grabbed my mouth and neck.

I bit his hand bringing my knee up in between his legs.

"Ahhhhh!" He pulled away from me cowering to the ground.

I quickly pushed up off the wall and took off running.

I ran and ran till I got to the lush Besaid Forest. I looked around for the others but couldn't find them.

I ran towards the village hoping to catch up with the others there.

The jungle was tough without a man-made path. I kept falling and running into rocks and trees. Finally I came upon the ridge over looking Besaid Village. There were the others walking towards Lulu's house.

I sighed in relief catching my breath.

"Errr-ahhhh!" Wakka tackled me to the ground.

"N-." I tried screaming.

Wakka covering my mouth. "You thought you'd get away from me. You thought you'd loose me in the jungle. Well, I grew up around here! I know every nook and fucking cranny."

"N- no! G- get, get off me!" I screeched trying to push him off me.

"Just stop it, okay? Stop fighting me, ya?!" He said unzipping his pants.

He raped me right there on that ridge.

I knew now that I could never get away from him if I didn't tell someone. He'd always be there waiting for me. I knew that if I ever did tell someone it would just make matters worse. Yunie, Tidus, Lulu, Auron, and Junior. It would all change our lives dramatically. Our friendship would then die and we'd all have to suffer the consequences.

*Whoa! Read on to see what happens next! *