Chapter 11- Painful Movements

'I remember the first time Max told me he loved me, I wondered if he could love someone like me completely the way I already started to love him. That was my first mistake. But, in the end our love faded and the hurt started to take it's place. My thoughts soon turned to if he was feeling anything, and you know what hurt the most was letting my emotions play out in front everyone because I know the real me would never do that.

My second was trying again. We didn't even tell the others; they never knew, but I felt no emotions from his words. His words of love never reached my ears and in the end they were only words. His lust filled eyes turned black as he could no more see any reason to hold on.

I knew the moment the Max I loved disappeared and the place he held in my heart went with him.

He has the power of healing with his hands but the power to kill with his words. The songs on the radio haunted me, as did the couples we passed on our journey the ones you just had to sneak a glance at kissing or hugging on the sidewalk. I wondered when we were really happy, when it was just use no aliens, FBI, or skin.

I couldn't count how many times I wanted to just get up and leave, tell one of those damn aliens what I really thought. But, none of those are the thoughts of what 'Liz Parker' would do.

Liz Parker, Liz Parker, Liz Parker, Liz Parker, Liz Parker, Liz Parker, Liz Parker, Liz Parker, Liz Parker, Liz Parker, who was she really; I mean was it just a name my parents threw together.

An then my third. My 'parents' I wondered what would my life be like if I never........

NO!! There is no use playing the what if game it just hurts in the end. So,
there are my mistakes written out for the world to see.

And then there is one more mistake Ava, it wasn't the mistake of trusting her or the mistake of not believing her lies. It was the fact that I didn't realize why she was lieing and I didn't know when she was reaching out for help.

I promised Alex so many things that I won't be able to give him anymore. I should have made him talk to Isabel. I should have..........'

"Any last words!" Nichalos asked me.

"Go to hell," I spat out tilting my head up and looking up at the sky.

"You first," he cried lifting his hand and building up his energy.

'I'm sorry baby brother. '

'I'm sorry Ava. '

I pulled on the robes that held my arms, the pieces of wood from the poll I am tied against slit into my wrist and arms. My ribs burned from the broken ones as I twisted to get free, the sweat on my face are making the cuts and bruises sting. My legs felt like giving up and I felt blood run down my ankles making the cuts sting even worse.

'I'm sorry Maria. '

"If I die today this moment would make it worth it," Nichalos snickered.

They energy in his hand grew brighter.

I'm sorry Max.

It grew brighter.

'I'm sorry Kyle.'

The ball grew making it spread to both hands.

'I'm sorry Isabel '

The energy grew brighter and it was starting to hurt my eyes.

'I'm sorry Michael'

It grew even brighter and I had to turn my head from the sight.

'I love you all '

'Please forgive me. '


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