Slayers Outrageous
Only A Lonely Soldier. For Love and Hate.
Chapter One. By Your Side, Val.
You went off to battle far
Coming home with a battle scar
I want to be the one who tends to you
Please let me tend to you
You're so cold and so distant
Won't let me close, like I'm devil-sent
Maybe I'm not an angel
Maybe you're the devil
Maybe we're nothing but specks in the sky
Maybe it's nothing...you and I
The pain runs deep in your veins
Vengence on those who you blame
I want to be there to ease your pain
Let my tears fall like rain
Maybe it's nothing...you're crying
Maybe it's a lie...I'm dying
Smile just once for me
Happiness is what I want to see
You are so gloom and lonely
Please...just be happy
Be content for your life
Your joy has been my strife
Together we'll change it all
Whenever you call
I'll be there by your side
Your pain you won't need to hide
I'll be the one...I'll be the one
Maybe it's true
Maybe I can do better than you
Maybe it's nothing
Nothing...that I am
Note: I based the first part of the title from "Only Lonely Soldier", Valgaav's theme on the Slayers Try Treasury BGM 2 CD. After the first paragraph of this fanfic will be my version of "Only Lonely Soldier." This fanfic focuses on Val's struggle for power and vengence, but also features a romantic love interest who tries to free Val from his hatred and show him love.
The wind is dry, but still very cold and bitter as it carries a few specks of autumn leaves. "You're hurt Val." "I'm fine. It is just a scratch.", the cold voice replies. "It isn't just a scratch, Val. You should be more careful. There seems to a residue of poison and you're looking worse than normal.", a fair individual with shortly cropped red hair wearing an elegant silver and black attire while attending to the wound on Valgaav's shoulder. "I said I'm fine, Xiphor." Xiphor looks in several belt pouches before meeting Valgaav's gaze again. "I don't have the herbs neccessary to treat your wound. I'll have Jilias go fetch what I need. Sir Jilias! Jilias!"
I don't want a life, cause it is a changing
I don't want a reason, cause it is a lie
I don't believe in pain, only victory
I don't believe in future, until I am death
Everybody go to hell
I'm going to fight with hypocrite
I'm going to find out every dishonest things
I don't need home sweet home
Only one I need is believing in myself
Yah whoa whoa whoa whoa
Only lonely soldier
But I know it's never end
Only lonely soldier
But I know it's misery
Only lonely soldier
But I know it's my energy
Only lonely soldier
Now I know it's my destiny
What I'm looking for, but don't want to face it anytime
I don't want a hope, cause it is a changing
I don't want a smile, cause it is a lie
I don't believe in truth, except for lies
I don't believe in failure, until I am death
Everybody go to hell
I'm going to fight with myself
I'm going to find out every vice and fear
I don't need home sweet home
Only one I need is believing in myself
Yah whoa whoa whoa whoa
Only lonely soldier
But I know it's eternity
Only lonely soldier
But I know it's every
Only lonely soldier
But I know it's my energy
Only lonely soldier
Now I know it's my destiny
What I'm looking for, but don't want to face it anytime
I don't want a home, cause it is a changing
I don't want a answer, cause it is a lie
I don't believe in fate, except in death
I don't believe in you, until I am death
Everybody burn in hell
I'm going to fight with myself
I'm going to die in my arms
I don't need you at all
Only one I need is believing in myself
Yah whoa whoa whoa whoa
Only lonely soldier
But I know it's never end
Only lonely soldier
But I know it's misery
Only lonely soldier
But I know it's my energy
Only lonely soldier
Now I know it's my destiny
Only lonely soldier
But I know it's eternity
Only lonely soldier
But I know it's every
Only lonely soldier
But I know it's my energy
Only lonely soldier
Now I know it's my destiny
What I'm looking for, but don't want to face it anytime
A kitsune runs up to Xiphor eager to please. "Lady Xiphor! Did you need anything.", Jilias inquires with a slight blush. Xiphor turns to him, her bright green eyes showing her gentleness, and though her breast were small, they still felt good pressed against Val's chest, or as Jilias prefered, his own. "Sir Jilias, can you fetch me some Tinlk and Yiri herbs, please?" "Right away m'lady!" "I SAID I'M FINE!", Val roars. "Is Lord Valgaav alright?", Jilias questions with a slight tint of worry. "Yes.", Val insists coldly. "No he's not! Now hurry!", Xiphor insists. "Lord Valgaav....", a voice cries out hoarsely. "Boss!", Jilias exclaims seeing the tall and green creature he calls 'boss' staggering to catch up with Valgaav. "I'll tend to them both Jilias. Please make sure you get plenty of herbs." Jilias leaves in a hurry that was both eager and filled with worry.
Xiphor wraps her arms around Valgaav who tries to struggle out of them, but is too weak from the poison. She looks at the kitsune's 'boss.' "I can't believe you left him again. It is a wonder her still follows you. You promised him revenge. What a pitiful thing to promise. You abandon him as he was abandoned when you first found him. You should know better, and he should know better than to follow you.", Xiphor scolds. Val sulks silently, weary from the poison and the soft breasts pressed gently but protectively against his chest.
About fifteen minutes later, Xiphor is ready to treat Valgaav's wounds. Valgaav is laying down, apparently sleeping inside of a dusty cave at dusk. "I'm done applying the herbs. Sir Jilias, bandage his wounds while I go to treat Valgaav." "Right away! Don't worry boss, I'll have you all bandaged up in no time!" Naturally, Jilias doesn't complain about why Xiphor didn't treat Val, who was obviously more seriously injured, first, but he knew that Valgaav would be the hardest to treat and she needed as much energy and time to handle him. "Alright Val, it's your turn.", Xiphor informs shaking him gently. "I just need to rest. I'm fine." "Don't give me that! Now let me see your wound."
Jilias begins bandanging his boss as Xiphor struggles to restrain Val so she can apply the herbal mixture to his wound. Even though weak and weary from the poison, Valgaav's will is strong and does not allow her to apply it. Jilias cannot help, but be distracted by the two tussling on the ground. "Just look at 'em boss. Can't help but be a bit smitten by it all. They play like little cubs, but you can tell they like each other. It's romantic, isn't it?" Valgaav pins Xiphor to the ground, but is too weak and weary to keep her pinned for more than a few seconds. She rolls him gently off of her and pins him down to the ground using the full support of her weight to keep him firmly down. She smirks and presses her face towards him so that their noses touch. She blushes very slightly and so does Jilias as he watches the amorous sight.
"Now then," Xiphor begins still smirking and very much in control, "may I tend to your wounds?" Val attempts to turn his head to the side and away from her loving and concernful gaze, but is too worn down to do so. Her eyes droop into a slightly seductive yet very romantic slant as she presses her nose further and slowly leans her lips closer to Val's. Val relaxes, but shows no sensual retaliation towards her. Xiphor's eyes close as she reaches for his lips and Val does likewise. "See boss! They really like each other!" Xiphor lifts her head up and cocks it towards the kitsune, her eyes in an evil slant. At the same time, Valgaav manages to turn his head in the same direction with a look that is most displeasing to look upon. "JILIAS!", they both exclaim simultaneously. Jilias immediately falls subserviently behind his bandanged boss. "Oh dear, you've dressed him up like a mummy.", Xiphor sighs gently and stands up and goes to fix Jilias's handiwork. Val slowly manages to sit up with a relieved sigh and takes the herbal remedy and applies it to his wound so that Xiphor would not put him in such a suggestive position yet again.
Late in the evening, Xiphor catches Valgaav standing outside the cave and gazing at the stars, as if intrigued by them and wanting to count all of their number. "Val....", she speaks gently as she slowly approaches him and stands to his right side. Valgaav continues to silently stare into the starry space making no form of acknowledge ment. Xiphor slowly, and if not a bit sad and heavy heartedly, takes Val's right hand in her left. Val finally turns his head away from the sky and towards her. "Val.", she speaks softly squeezing his hand. "Hm? What do you want?", Val inquires quietly, but coldly. "Just to know what you're doing." "Waiting.", Valgaav replies simply as he turns back to his starry gaze. "For Lord Gaav? He won't be away for too much longer. He told me to make sure that you're still alive when he comes back."
A moment of silently ensues and Xiphor slowly moves closer to Valgaav. "Val...why can't you let go of your hatred for the golden dragons?" Valgaav refuses to answer. "What is your reason for following Lord Gaav?" "You already know. Revenge...and...Lord Gaav is the only one who gave a damn about me." "I care about you too, Val. I care about you very much.", Xiphor confesses and gazes at the stars. "And your reason?", Valgaav inquires. "To change the world. We also have a common enemy...the monster race." "You're a hypocrit, Xiphor. You scold me for dispising the Golden Dragons for killing my whole clan and nearly me as well, yet you loathe the monster race. Pathetic." "The monster race made me what I am. They made me, Val, but I cannot say that I hate truely hate the monsters...or anyone at all. I hate what I am. I hate what I was made to be, that I was born. I want to change all that. Val...I don't hate you because you are part Ancient Dragon. Do you hate me for what I am?" "I don't even know what you are." "I'm part Golden Dragon." "WHAT?!", Valgaav exclaims in fury reaching for her neck. "Just kidding! I'm much worse, but I don't think I'll let you know. You really should watch your temper though, it isn't nice to hit a lady." "You're a girl?", Valgaav questions raising his brow as if he honestly had no idea that Xiphor even was a female.
Xiphor takes a deep breath. "Of course I am! Even Jilias acknowledges that! I'm starting to think that you've been knocked in the head too many times, Val." Xiphor takes Valgaav's other hand and slowly moves him to face her. His head tilts down and his eyes lower to meet her upward gaze. The night wind blows in gently before them, bringing forth a single sakura that somehow made it through to fall and now floated in with the wind to meet them. "I care about you Val, I care about you." She releases his hands and moves in close, wrapping her arms around his chest and resting her head on his shoulder. Val stands there with his head tilted down and hands hanging stiffly at his side. "I want to be by your side...always." "Hmph.", Valgaav snorts. Xiphor releases Valgaav and steps back sadly. Val turns her back to her and they both walk off in seperate directions, Valgaav to the cave and Xiphor down to the cold night ground. "And they go their seperate directions. Although together, they are very far apart, but Lord Valgaav and Lady Xiphor really do care about each other. Lord Valgaav is just too proud to show it. Poor Lady Xiphor, we guys can't help our pride, but he really does love you. One day he'll be able to tell you how much he cares! Til then, I, Jilias, will mend your brokenheart!"
Only A Lonely Soldier. For Love and Hate.
Chapter One. By Your Side, Val.
You went off to battle far
Coming home with a battle scar
I want to be the one who tends to you
Please let me tend to you
You're so cold and so distant
Won't let me close, like I'm devil-sent
Maybe I'm not an angel
Maybe you're the devil
Maybe we're nothing but specks in the sky
Maybe it's nothing...you and I
The pain runs deep in your veins
Vengence on those who you blame
I want to be there to ease your pain
Let my tears fall like rain
Maybe it's nothing...you're crying
Maybe it's a lie...I'm dying
Smile just once for me
Happiness is what I want to see
You are so gloom and lonely
Please...just be happy
Be content for your life
Your joy has been my strife
Together we'll change it all
Whenever you call
I'll be there by your side
Your pain you won't need to hide
I'll be the one...I'll be the one
Maybe it's true
Maybe I can do better than you
Maybe it's nothing
Nothing...that I am
Note: I based the first part of the title from "Only Lonely Soldier", Valgaav's theme on the Slayers Try Treasury BGM 2 CD. After the first paragraph of this fanfic will be my version of "Only Lonely Soldier." This fanfic focuses on Val's struggle for power and vengence, but also features a romantic love interest who tries to free Val from his hatred and show him love.
The wind is dry, but still very cold and bitter as it carries a few specks of autumn leaves. "You're hurt Val." "I'm fine. It is just a scratch.", the cold voice replies. "It isn't just a scratch, Val. You should be more careful. There seems to a residue of poison and you're looking worse than normal.", a fair individual with shortly cropped red hair wearing an elegant silver and black attire while attending to the wound on Valgaav's shoulder. "I said I'm fine, Xiphor." Xiphor looks in several belt pouches before meeting Valgaav's gaze again. "I don't have the herbs neccessary to treat your wound. I'll have Jilias go fetch what I need. Sir Jilias! Jilias!"
I don't want a life, cause it is a changing
I don't want a reason, cause it is a lie
I don't believe in pain, only victory
I don't believe in future, until I am death
Everybody go to hell
I'm going to fight with hypocrite
I'm going to find out every dishonest things
I don't need home sweet home
Only one I need is believing in myself
Yah whoa whoa whoa whoa
Only lonely soldier
But I know it's never end
Only lonely soldier
But I know it's misery
Only lonely soldier
But I know it's my energy
Only lonely soldier
Now I know it's my destiny
What I'm looking for, but don't want to face it anytime
I don't want a hope, cause it is a changing
I don't want a smile, cause it is a lie
I don't believe in truth, except for lies
I don't believe in failure, until I am death
Everybody go to hell
I'm going to fight with myself
I'm going to find out every vice and fear
I don't need home sweet home
Only one I need is believing in myself
Yah whoa whoa whoa whoa
Only lonely soldier
But I know it's eternity
Only lonely soldier
But I know it's every
Only lonely soldier
But I know it's my energy
Only lonely soldier
Now I know it's my destiny
What I'm looking for, but don't want to face it anytime
I don't want a home, cause it is a changing
I don't want a answer, cause it is a lie
I don't believe in fate, except in death
I don't believe in you, until I am death
Everybody burn in hell
I'm going to fight with myself
I'm going to die in my arms
I don't need you at all
Only one I need is believing in myself
Yah whoa whoa whoa whoa
Only lonely soldier
But I know it's never end
Only lonely soldier
But I know it's misery
Only lonely soldier
But I know it's my energy
Only lonely soldier
Now I know it's my destiny
Only lonely soldier
But I know it's eternity
Only lonely soldier
But I know it's every
Only lonely soldier
But I know it's my energy
Only lonely soldier
Now I know it's my destiny
What I'm looking for, but don't want to face it anytime
A kitsune runs up to Xiphor eager to please. "Lady Xiphor! Did you need anything.", Jilias inquires with a slight blush. Xiphor turns to him, her bright green eyes showing her gentleness, and though her breast were small, they still felt good pressed against Val's chest, or as Jilias prefered, his own. "Sir Jilias, can you fetch me some Tinlk and Yiri herbs, please?" "Right away m'lady!" "I SAID I'M FINE!", Val roars. "Is Lord Valgaav alright?", Jilias questions with a slight tint of worry. "Yes.", Val insists coldly. "No he's not! Now hurry!", Xiphor insists. "Lord Valgaav....", a voice cries out hoarsely. "Boss!", Jilias exclaims seeing the tall and green creature he calls 'boss' staggering to catch up with Valgaav. "I'll tend to them both Jilias. Please make sure you get plenty of herbs." Jilias leaves in a hurry that was both eager and filled with worry.
Xiphor wraps her arms around Valgaav who tries to struggle out of them, but is too weak from the poison. She looks at the kitsune's 'boss.' "I can't believe you left him again. It is a wonder her still follows you. You promised him revenge. What a pitiful thing to promise. You abandon him as he was abandoned when you first found him. You should know better, and he should know better than to follow you.", Xiphor scolds. Val sulks silently, weary from the poison and the soft breasts pressed gently but protectively against his chest.
About fifteen minutes later, Xiphor is ready to treat Valgaav's wounds. Valgaav is laying down, apparently sleeping inside of a dusty cave at dusk. "I'm done applying the herbs. Sir Jilias, bandage his wounds while I go to treat Valgaav." "Right away! Don't worry boss, I'll have you all bandaged up in no time!" Naturally, Jilias doesn't complain about why Xiphor didn't treat Val, who was obviously more seriously injured, first, but he knew that Valgaav would be the hardest to treat and she needed as much energy and time to handle him. "Alright Val, it's your turn.", Xiphor informs shaking him gently. "I just need to rest. I'm fine." "Don't give me that! Now let me see your wound."
Jilias begins bandanging his boss as Xiphor struggles to restrain Val so she can apply the herbal mixture to his wound. Even though weak and weary from the poison, Valgaav's will is strong and does not allow her to apply it. Jilias cannot help, but be distracted by the two tussling on the ground. "Just look at 'em boss. Can't help but be a bit smitten by it all. They play like little cubs, but you can tell they like each other. It's romantic, isn't it?" Valgaav pins Xiphor to the ground, but is too weak and weary to keep her pinned for more than a few seconds. She rolls him gently off of her and pins him down to the ground using the full support of her weight to keep him firmly down. She smirks and presses her face towards him so that their noses touch. She blushes very slightly and so does Jilias as he watches the amorous sight.
"Now then," Xiphor begins still smirking and very much in control, "may I tend to your wounds?" Val attempts to turn his head to the side and away from her loving and concernful gaze, but is too worn down to do so. Her eyes droop into a slightly seductive yet very romantic slant as she presses her nose further and slowly leans her lips closer to Val's. Val relaxes, but shows no sensual retaliation towards her. Xiphor's eyes close as she reaches for his lips and Val does likewise. "See boss! They really like each other!" Xiphor lifts her head up and cocks it towards the kitsune, her eyes in an evil slant. At the same time, Valgaav manages to turn his head in the same direction with a look that is most displeasing to look upon. "JILIAS!", they both exclaim simultaneously. Jilias immediately falls subserviently behind his bandanged boss. "Oh dear, you've dressed him up like a mummy.", Xiphor sighs gently and stands up and goes to fix Jilias's handiwork. Val slowly manages to sit up with a relieved sigh and takes the herbal remedy and applies it to his wound so that Xiphor would not put him in such a suggestive position yet again.
Late in the evening, Xiphor catches Valgaav standing outside the cave and gazing at the stars, as if intrigued by them and wanting to count all of their number. "Val....", she speaks gently as she slowly approaches him and stands to his right side. Valgaav continues to silently stare into the starry space making no form of acknowledge ment. Xiphor slowly, and if not a bit sad and heavy heartedly, takes Val's right hand in her left. Val finally turns his head away from the sky and towards her. "Val.", she speaks softly squeezing his hand. "Hm? What do you want?", Val inquires quietly, but coldly. "Just to know what you're doing." "Waiting.", Valgaav replies simply as he turns back to his starry gaze. "For Lord Gaav? He won't be away for too much longer. He told me to make sure that you're still alive when he comes back."
A moment of silently ensues and Xiphor slowly moves closer to Valgaav. "Val...why can't you let go of your hatred for the golden dragons?" Valgaav refuses to answer. "What is your reason for following Lord Gaav?" "You already know. Revenge...and...Lord Gaav is the only one who gave a damn about me." "I care about you too, Val. I care about you very much.", Xiphor confesses and gazes at the stars. "And your reason?", Valgaav inquires. "To change the world. We also have a common enemy...the monster race." "You're a hypocrit, Xiphor. You scold me for dispising the Golden Dragons for killing my whole clan and nearly me as well, yet you loathe the monster race. Pathetic." "The monster race made me what I am. They made me, Val, but I cannot say that I hate truely hate the monsters...or anyone at all. I hate what I am. I hate what I was made to be, that I was born. I want to change all that. Val...I don't hate you because you are part Ancient Dragon. Do you hate me for what I am?" "I don't even know what you are." "I'm part Golden Dragon." "WHAT?!", Valgaav exclaims in fury reaching for her neck. "Just kidding! I'm much worse, but I don't think I'll let you know. You really should watch your temper though, it isn't nice to hit a lady." "You're a girl?", Valgaav questions raising his brow as if he honestly had no idea that Xiphor even was a female.
Xiphor takes a deep breath. "Of course I am! Even Jilias acknowledges that! I'm starting to think that you've been knocked in the head too many times, Val." Xiphor takes Valgaav's other hand and slowly moves him to face her. His head tilts down and his eyes lower to meet her upward gaze. The night wind blows in gently before them, bringing forth a single sakura that somehow made it through to fall and now floated in with the wind to meet them. "I care about you Val, I care about you." She releases his hands and moves in close, wrapping her arms around his chest and resting her head on his shoulder. Val stands there with his head tilted down and hands hanging stiffly at his side. "I want to be by your side...always." "Hmph.", Valgaav snorts. Xiphor releases Valgaav and steps back sadly. Val turns her back to her and they both walk off in seperate directions, Valgaav to the cave and Xiphor down to the cold night ground. "And they go their seperate directions. Although together, they are very far apart, but Lord Valgaav and Lady Xiphor really do care about each other. Lord Valgaav is just too proud to show it. Poor Lady Xiphor, we guys can't help our pride, but he really does love you. One day he'll be able to tell you how much he cares! Til then, I, Jilias, will mend your brokenheart!"
