Hey ya'll. Sorry it took so long. I have just been really busy to update. Ah, the life of someone like me. sigh
Anyways, here is the new update…it is short but expect the next one up soon…Sess is perhaps starting his transformation? Or will Kagome just change to the withering lover he wants her to be? Or does he really want that after all? Stay tuned to find out.
Laugh and review. Both are necessary…seriously.
Thanks,
-MC
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Blast!
The woman had to be some sort of…alien for her to just walk away from sex! With ME, for goodness sake!
I went back to the office totally and utterly confused.
This feeling was new to me.
I called my doctor and told him the symptoms.
1. feelings of inadequacy
2. pains in my chest not due to heart disease
3. listlessness
4. tendency to dwell on one subject…
5. AND increased sexual urges
The doctor curtly told me the feeling was called "rejection."
I wondered where I had contracted this horrible disease?
How could she arouse feelings and desires in me I had never possessed before?
I definitely needed a quick fuck.
But with mounting horror I realized that the only way to cure these feelings was with her-Carlton- the only woman who had tricked me, twice.
DAMN IT ALL TO HELL!
This woman was so aggravating. I needed to cure my little sexual obsession and move on.
Why do men only seem to want the woman they can't have?
I absolutely hated being reduced to a penis. I had always prided myself on my dedication to work and my way of life.
And then this woman flounces into my life and all I can think about is not only pleasuring myself but also giving her a night that she will never forget.
Temptress.
What was this spell she had cast?
After about an hour of pondering…
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"You ponder?"
"Yes I do. Are you familiar with it?"
"Hey, don't get snippy with me because stocks don't do it for you anymore."
"You're so funny."
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After about an hour of pondering I finally was able to get some real work done.
This woman was proving to be more of a distraction than Rin.
At last I was able to go home. Yes, I owned the damn company but I still had as much work as the next office assistant. Perhaps even more…
Note to self: Find out what these "office assistants" really do in our office.
Upon arriving home I received word that Miss. Thang decided to take dinner in her rooms.
I suppose this was her subtle hint to back off.
But guess what? I didn't catch it.
Since this was my house I did own a key to every room.
Note to self: Establish a system for your keys and separate the ones in use. DO NOT leave this task to when you are horny and desperate so you can barely concentrate on what you are doing.
I finally found the correct key and was able to control myself long enough to open her burdensome door.
Note to self: Why do we need doors? What is the possible pro for these cumbersome objects? Ask Jaken to find out later.
I closed the door with a slam accidentally and turned to meet her dashing green orbs from across the room. She looked startled sitting on the couch clad in a white linen robe.
For a moment we just started at each other.
No witty remarks. No death glares. No insults. It was just she and I. It didn't matter who we were for that one instant.
I crossed over and kneeled in front of her by the couch. My chest was pressed against her firmly closed thighs and I drew a shaky breath as my hand trailed down her cheek. Our gazes were still focused on each other, as our limbs seemed to move on their own accord. I brought my other hand to finger the other cheek as she turned to kiss my palm.
There were no jokes or tempting in her eyes. I couldn't sense the need to tease. And as she slowly opened her legs to allow me to kneel between them and wrap my arms around her waist I totally lost it.
One hand under her chin brought her mouth towards my own aching lips as the other hand pulled her body to the edge of the couch.
At long last I could feel her pliant lips beneath my own and our kiss began. Her soft yet yearning lips responded to my own like some beautiful dance. I deepened the kiss as my tongue gently pushed into her waiting mouth and I drank her once more.
But unlike this afternoon she did not push me away. I drew another shaky breath and sighed at the pure, raw sensuality I felt at that one contact.
I began to kiss her neck and tenderly nipped at the delicate skin there. My hands hesitantly moved to push open her robe and present her skin to me. She made no move to protest my actions and encouraged me by moaning.
I brushed back the sides of her robes and nuzzled her neck and collarbone. I tried not to gasp at the beauty of her body open for me to see. It was perfectly displayed before me framed by her white linen robe.
Her breasts called to me and I drew my attention to kissing and nipping her ample bosom.
Again she moaned and then started to undress me as well, discarding my shirt quickly and bringing her hands onto my skin, leaving little burning sensations in their wake.
The couch was swiftly becoming an inappropriate place for us to continue and I wrapped her legs around my waist. With one hand on her backside and another on the back of her neck I carried her to the bed while frantically kissing her exquisite mouth.
Shrugging the robe from her shoulders before I laid her upon the bed Carlton resembled a sinful goddess. Or perhaps a fallen angel.
Her raven locks surrounded her face and her sparkling green eyes shone with intensity. I hastily abandoned my pants and undergarments.
"You're shaking." It was the first thing she had said anything since we started.
"Yes," I agreed. I couldn't tell why I was shaking though. Anticipation or pure ecstasy? It was a close call.
I covered her lips with my own and tested her readiness with my fingers.
She was so tight and warm.
Carlton continued to moan and I couldn't hold myself back any longer and began pushing myself into her waiting body.
But I met a barrier. I was so shocked I pulled out completely.
Bugger bugger bugger! She is a fuckin virgin? SHIT!
Her green eyes were doing it again. Reflecting the shadows on the walls and my own surprised expression gracing my face.
"Whats wrong?" she murmured.
"You're…you're…you never?" I sputtered out,
She nodded.
It was just like Corso in 'The Club Dumas.' I went down.
"Like the Titanic. Straight to the bottom, no half measures. The orchestra playing on the deck, women and children first. Heroic attacks meeting the immovable barrier of the Scottish fusiliers. The infantry on the attack glimpsing only the slightest chance of victory. Improvised incursions by the light infantry, in the vain hope of taking the enemy by surprise. Skirmishes of hussars and heavy charges by cuirassiers. But all attempts met with the same results—Wellington was messing around in a remote Belgian village while his pipers were playing the march of the Scots Greys in Corso's face." (263-264)
I was a goner, foiled by her innocence. My completely flaccid state was noticed as I collapsed on top of her.
Fuck.
I wanted her, all right. But a virgin? I hadn't betted on that.
I hurriedly gave her a swift kiss and pulled on my pants.
I needed to think about this. I left her room by our connecting door and flopped down on my bed.
Shit.
And it hadn't helped that I sank faster than the Pequod.
Why did that happen?
I was all ready to go and then I found out…I found out I would be her first.
Her first man.
It brought chills to my body now.
But it just didn't make any sense!
Why was I so attentive to her? I was so gentle even though it was all I've been thinking about since lunch.
Was it simply because I wanted to seduce her…or did I do it because I could possibly be feeling things for her?
FUCK!
Shitshitshitshitshit. I usually refrained from cussing due to Rin but this situation called for it.
Could I care for Carlton?
The bitch with the burger and the blazoning attitude?
No. No. It had to just be lust. And I would get over her being a virgin bit.
I hope.
She probably hates me for leaving her in a right state of discomfort and frustration.
Why did I have to develop a conscience just when I was going to break my seven-year sabbatical from sex?
I didn't want to confuse or hurt Rin by bringing unknown woman into our house and pleasuring myself for all those years. And sex on someone else's territory left you vulnerable. And I was never vulnerable.
And I didn't really have time because of the demands of my company and Rin.
Then came the question of why Kagome had affected me so? Why now? Why her?
It wasn't because I couldn't have her. She displayed to me tonight that she was more than willing.
And her body, though alluring, wasn't anything any other woman didn't possess.
Was it her uppity attitude towards me? Her complete and utter disregard bordering on disrespect sometimes?
Shit.
I had a headache from everything. I had got home wanting a good fuck and I got so much more.
And then I felt myself go hard at thinking down that road.
Perfect.
Women have no fuckin idea what we go through because of them.
Fuck Kagome!
Screw her!
I groaned. That was so not the right wording at the moment.
