OOO! Reviews galore! I love you guys!

Red Rose: YAY! Glad you liked it. And, well, I'm gonna keep going. I honestly don't know how long it'll become. o.o...*a million chapters later* "Hey people! Sorry this chapter is kind of short, the kids kept on bugging me...wanting supper. Plus, work has been pretty rough. Ha ha ha!" o.o maybe not...

Bishiehuggler: YES! I wrote that...MWA HA HA HA! Actually, no. lol. It's from a very old entry of mine. You know, the days before Naruto existed. O.o Scary, ne?

:D : Itai! Don't wack me! I don't do things to myself. . And it was an old entry. But thanks for worrying anyways! And I shall continue. Once I decide to...well...type more. Ya know. Make my brain all good and happy for writing. o.o

Ginji-ban: :) I'm still quarreling with all the males I know...they say "NO YAOI!" because i have tortured them enough with shounen-ai drawings...*giggles* -.-' but, at least some of my beta readers are shounen- ai fans.

Silverwolf: Glad you like it!

Japime Gurl: Naruto suffers because I love him. ^. ^ Uhm, yeah. *huggles poor Naruto* I LOVE YOU BABY! DON'T WORRY! I WILL AVENGE YOU! Now where's my spatula? My other stuff, Well, I once wrote a Gundam Wing one....several chapters...2 versions...one yaoi, the other not. Lol. Yes, I try to take peoples feelings into consideration. I also have another, which is a...drama and stuff and Naruto-ness...it's a Iruka/Kakashi one...I vowed it wouldn't be yaoi...and I was proud I managed a KakaIru one without yaoi...though I'm gonna write an alternate version to fix my perverted needs...AH! Plus, it needs super editing.

crazy DOOM kitten: *huggles* WAI! You like. I'll update...obviously...since if you are reading this, I obviously put up a new chapter. o.o *grins*

Kechia: You won't see Sasuke actually.HELP Naruto, not until at least chapter 3 or 4.I want to make Sasukes' caring for Naruto to come slowly, more believably.not just wake up the next day and BOOM "Oh, I love Naruto. o.o"

WuffieLuver: Hai! :D SasuNaru it shall be. Though there won't be any actual luvies until chapter 4 or 5.I'm sure of it.though Next chapter, Sasuke will most likely realize that he might care for Naruto.but I'm not sure yet.BAH. Kaka-chan plushy? WAI! I wan an Iru-sexy one too!

firedraygon97: Oh, trust me, it's gonna get ANGSTY! WHOO! ^.^ lol

sTaR SNipEr: Ah! I think it was the sock. Stupid socks.kill them.*strangles sock*

Stephanie: YAY! Thank you! We all feel his pain.*cries* Don't worry, goodness shall be added.^.^

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I'm thinking of switching POV's.yeah this time NARUTO'S POV! Hoo boy. To get into the mind of our cute little foxy boy. Wai, he's so cute. But I'll switch back and forth.I should maybe inform you if I suddenly change ^.^

DISCLAIMER: I own Naruto and all characters alike. Please do not rip my characters off.and especially, don't make them couples with un-likely other characters, like Sasuke and Sakura.you sicko's and your heterosexual relationships.

Bakas' conscience: Eh? Baka, what are you talking about?

Baka: ^.^ I own Naruto! And I own Iruka's body. ;)

BC: eh.Baka, get some sleep, you need it.

Baka: Sleep? What is this."sleep" you speak of?

BC: Never mind. Ok readers, don't listen to Baka, she is deprived of sleep and so on, and she does not own Naruto.

I really think I should maybe signify thoughts better.

*thoughts* "Speech" also used for Narutos diary entries. Or what Sasuke reads of them.

-Make love to me-

Lots of "..."s change of POV or scene change

Word list:

Hoi: kind of like "Hey"

Dobe: insult Sasuke calls Naruto. Kind of like "Blockhead" or "Dead last"

Dame: "Bad!" or "No good!" sometimes said as a scolding

Kitsune: fox. If you didn't know that, I should slap you (j/j)

Hn: Hm. A gentle moan or an indignant grunt. :D

POV: Point Of View

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*Damnit Damnit Damnit!* the blond boy thought as he ran back towards his apartment. *He almost saw me cry! Jeez!* He stopped suddenly. *My notebook. CRAP! I DROPPED IT!* and looked around quickly and ran back to the forest.

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-Sasukes POV-

*This is his apartment.* Sasuke thought as he climbed a flight of old wooden stairs and walked to the door to Narutos apartment.

He reached up and knocked on the door that had the name plate "Uzumaki" on it, and waited for a response. After getting none he knocked and called out "Hoi! Dobe! Answer your freaking door!"

Still no response. Sasuke worried a bit. He went around the apartment building and jumped up to Narutos window, gained his balance, and peeked in. *No one there. I wonder where he is.*

Sasuke waited by Narutos door for about half an hour, listening to the crickets, until he gave up waiting and went home. *I'll return it tomorrow*

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-Narutos POV-

Naruto sat on the tall grass after an hour of looking for his notebook. *Where is it? Did Sasuke take it?* Suddenly Narutos cheeks flushed. *He better not read it! Damnit!*

Naruto lay back in the grass and looked up towards the dark sky. He looked at the stars through the foliage of the trees. *It's so beautiful. So many stars.* His eyes began to feel kind of heavy and he fell asleep.

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-Sasukes POV-

Sasuke set Narutos journal on the metal end table and sat on the couch. *Man, tomorrow is gonna be hell. I'm so tired.hn. To sleep in my own bed tonight* Sasuke smiled.

His eyes traveled to Narutos journal. His hand twitched. *I kind of want to read more, maybe he wrote about what happened.* He reached over towards the notebook, and then stopped himself. *Dame! That would be wrong. I shouldn't read other peoples journals.*

He sighed *But, I want to know who those guys were.and if there is something wrong, it could interfere in a mission.* He reached for the notebook again and picked it up.

He then opened it to the first page. *Heh, dobe.*

"Uzumaki Narutos journal. Please, don't read it!" And scribbles of skulls and swirls all over. And a little growling fox in the corner with a sign saying "Beware of Kitsune" beside it.

Disregarding that message, Sasuke turned to the next page, chuckling.

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-Narutos POV-

Naruto felt his legs being bound. *Hn? What the hell?* He opened his eyes and saw two older men standing above him, one at his legs, and two working on tying his arms up to a low branch on a tree.

Naruto felt tears behind his eyes when he remembered the faces, and realized what's going on. "N-no.please." is all he could say before one of them gagged him.

One of the men walked up to him and chuckled. "Hey beautiful" he said and ran his hand over Narutos cheek gently and kissed his forehead.

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-Sasukes POV, switching to Narutos POV using /'s-

After an hour of reading, Sasuke finally got to what he was looking for. *About time. But, man. This is all so sad.* and he started to read the entry.

"Dear Journal,

It's.

I don't know how to write it.

It hurt a lot.those men."

/Naruto gave a muffled cry as he felt one of the men painfully enter his body./

"Things like that shouldn't happen"

/The young blond spit the disgusting fluid out of his mouth after one of the men ejaculated in his mouth, then they pulled the gag back up./

"It was really awful. I still feel sore. It hurts to go to the bathroom.I bleed..."

/He winced as a fist came in contact with his face and felt really dizzy as he hit the ground. He felt blackness overwhelm him. And he let it come. /

"This is what I get.what I get for being what I am."

Sasuke just sat there stunned. *What the.? And he continues smiling?*

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Baka: BAH! How sad! -.-' I had so many problems writing that! *cries* Btw, I do not support rape. It's.sick.no one should ever have to go through that.

BC: Baka.You said you loved Naruto, why would you let this happen to him?

Baka: O.o go away conscience. People! Don't hurt me for hurting Naruto like that! I love him, I really do! I'd take him in as my own child if I could! *cries* NARUTO!