Me: YAY!!!!!! CHAPTER 12!!!!!!!!!! ^O^
Raz: …
Me: …Okay, I'm sorry I've been making you OOC Raziel -_-'
Raz: …Sorry isn't good enough.
Me: -_____-'' Here's ch12. Read and review
Oh, I Thought That These Lyrics Went Really Well With The Story, So I Put Them In ^_^ These Are The Lyrics To The Theme Song For The Anime NightWalker Enjoy! ^.~
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Moonlight swaying against the waves
Moonlight inside a dead sleep,
I would run alone, in the darkest night
If I could see you…
[Chorus]
Red, Yellow, sunflower
(Moonlight)
Orange, Ultramarine, Hydrangea
(Inside a dead sleep)
Red, Yellow, Sunflower
(Moonlight)
Orange, Ultramarine, Hydrangea
(Swaying against the waves)
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It's been a week and a half since Charles last visit. Elle was now leaving the house every night to meet Malik. Raz and Shay haven't went on any night walks for some times now, and Ryou was released from the hospital. At this very moment, Shay was sitting on top of the roof watching the sky. It was getting dark, and Ryou walked out to sit and talk with her.
Ryou walked onto the roof, "Shay?" he said.
Shay spun around, "R-Ryou…"
"What's wrong Shay?" Ryou sat down next to her, "You seem…depressed."
Shay didn't answer, but instead rested her head on her knees.
"Shay? Is there anything I can help you with?" he asked.
Shay shook her head, "No…thank you though."
Ryou looked at her, "Shay…I know you better then that. I can tell something's bugging you, why can't you tell me?"
There was a long silence. "…Ryou…" Shay said finally, "…I don't want you to get hurt…"
"Shay, nothing you will ever say can hurt me," Ryou said, "Please, tell me, maybe I can help you."
Shay shook her head, "I doubt it…" and sighed.
"Does it…have anything to do with you being a vampire?" Ryou asked.
"Sorta."
"Ah…"
"You see Ryou…" Shay paused for a bit. "…I don't know how to explain this, but…"
Shay began by telling Ryou of the kiss her and Raziel had had. She told him of her dream, and the transformation and upgrading of Raziel's powers. As she came closer to the end of her story, Ryou's eyes had become the size of Frisbees.
Finally, Ryou said something, "S-Shay…w-what a-are you saying…?"
"I'm sorry, Ryou…I'm very, very deeply sorry…" She was looking at the ground, "I hurt you…I'm sorry…"
There was another silence.
"Ryou……Do yourself a favor, forget about me…run away, and get away from me…"
"Shay, I could never forget you, not even if I tried. And I don't even want to try!"
Shay's voice began to cry and wobble and her eyes teared. "I don't want to hurt you anymore."
"You haven't hurt me Shay…"
"Ryou…I don't know how this can work out…I love you. But, I love Raziel, too…"
Ryou was speechless.
"I-I don't know if we can work this out…"
Ryou's eyes widened, "Y-You Don't mean that, do you?"
"I'm sorry Ryou…I really am, but….I've been thinking about this a long time and…" she looked at the ground, unable to finish her sentence.
"No," Ryou said, "Not that. I meant the part about you and Raziel…"
Shay looked away from Ryou.
"…………So………It is true……Shay, I……don't even know……"
"I'm sorry, Ryou-Sama, I'm really sorry!"
Ryou stood up, "No…I'm sorry Shay, I……never mind. I hope you have a good life with Raz. Goodbye Shay…I love you…" He started to walk off.
Shay spun around, "No, Ryou, I'm sorry!!"
"No Shay," Ryou said, "This can't be fixed with an 'I'm sorry'. It just can't. Just, please…leave me alone."
At that moment, Shaylien felt her confused heart break in two. "Ryou…" a tear rolled down her pale cheek.
Ryou headed for the window, but before going threw, he said; I'm sorry…"
"Gomen nasai, Ryou-Sama, Aishitou!!"
Ryou turned to take one last look at Shay, "Goodbye koi…" he said, "Goodbye…" then he went threw the window and walked out.
"No…" Shay whispered, "NO!! RYOU! DON'T GO! I LOVE YOU! RYOU-SAMA!!!"
Ryou leaned against the door of his room, replaying what just happened in his mind. He sighed deeply, and looked at the glistening razor blade in his hand…
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Me: CLIFFIE!!!! MWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Raz: *sweat drop*
Me: don't worry, I WILL NOT- I repeat- WILL NOT KILL RYOU OFF!!! I don't know if I'm going to take him out of the fic or not. I really don't. So it might be a while before ch13 goes up
Ashton: You know that's a lie
Me: Yeah I know ^^' well, review!! And I don't want flames! Remember- If you don't got nothing nice to say, don't say nothing at all. Lol. …so sue me, my little sister watched Bambi -_-'
Raz: …
Ashton: Review, and she'll send ya a pic of Ryou in a dress ^^;
Me: GAH! *dies*
Raz: -_-
