Later that day
I made a big, big mistake. I asked Sesshou-Maru if he could teach me how to defend myself and now I can barely write, it hurts so much! Rin asked me what I was writing and I didn't know what to tell her, I mean I'm writing in English and they don't even know what English is. I'm kinda glad too because know I can write whatever I want and no one can read it! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! I'm going a little insane here and I can't talk to anyone! The only people I can talk to are the sadistic bastard, a five year old girl, and a over sized toad (who is very scary might I add)!!
Sessy leaves every morning at like six! And he expects me to go with him! Hey I can't even get up at six thirty what makes him think I can get up a six? But I guess I'll have to go with it or he'll chop my head off, I just don't understand him. I'm going to try to find his emotions. It's going to be long and hard but I think I'll figure it out anyway. I can't even talk to myself anymore because of those damn dog ears of his! I would usually talk while writing but I'd get in trouble. He has this awesome dragon like horse-thingy with two heads. Rin calls him Ahanun.
You might be wondering how I have this journal and pen (or computer whatever) don't ya??? Well, as I said I was getting ready for a camping trip and I like to write so I had a change of cloths well. a couple of them, my CD player, my sketch book, pocket knife, bathing suit, and some other stuff. I'm getting much better at self defense tho I con tell you that!
When Sessy came home he was bleeding and had scratches on his face!!! His face, his nice and pretty face!! He wouldn't let me help him so I just left him alone . I'm starting to get a little worried about him. I know he can protect himself and all but what if one day he leaves and doesn't come back. What if he leaves me to take care of Rin to raise her! I'm not ready to be a mother! I CAN BARELY TALK CARE OF MYSELF!!! How would I take care of a little girl!
I made a big, big mistake. I asked Sesshou-Maru if he could teach me how to defend myself and now I can barely write, it hurts so much! Rin asked me what I was writing and I didn't know what to tell her, I mean I'm writing in English and they don't even know what English is. I'm kinda glad too because know I can write whatever I want and no one can read it! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! I'm going a little insane here and I can't talk to anyone! The only people I can talk to are the sadistic bastard, a five year old girl, and a over sized toad (who is very scary might I add)!!
Sessy leaves every morning at like six! And he expects me to go with him! Hey I can't even get up at six thirty what makes him think I can get up a six? But I guess I'll have to go with it or he'll chop my head off, I just don't understand him. I'm going to try to find his emotions. It's going to be long and hard but I think I'll figure it out anyway. I can't even talk to myself anymore because of those damn dog ears of his! I would usually talk while writing but I'd get in trouble. He has this awesome dragon like horse-thingy with two heads. Rin calls him Ahanun.
You might be wondering how I have this journal and pen (or computer whatever) don't ya??? Well, as I said I was getting ready for a camping trip and I like to write so I had a change of cloths well. a couple of them, my CD player, my sketch book, pocket knife, bathing suit, and some other stuff. I'm getting much better at self defense tho I con tell you that!
When Sessy came home he was bleeding and had scratches on his face!!! His face, his nice and pretty face!! He wouldn't let me help him so I just left him alone . I'm starting to get a little worried about him. I know he can protect himself and all but what if one day he leaves and doesn't come back. What if he leaves me to take care of Rin to raise her! I'm not ready to be a mother! I CAN BARELY TALK CARE OF MYSELF!!! How would I take care of a little girl!
