Heated moments… ^___^ what else would you expect? Two eighteen years olds stuck in a farmhouse thing alone. Hmmm I wonder. Doesn't go beyond a Lime warning… *sad face* I want to keep this story rated PG 13... no sex scene for y'all in this fanfic. Want more action just read my lemon Burning Up. Darn… I could have made a great lemon with this song… oh well.
The song is Hungry Eyes, sung by Eric Carmen. It's on the Dirty Dancing sound track. Love that movie.. I don't own the song, the movie nor CCS.
I got some of my information from Encarta. I don't own it. So don't sue.
Clamp has produced a manga comic staring our favorite couple S+S, and many of their other characters from different mangas! Sakura has lost her memories, so now Syaoran has to go to different dimensions with two other characters, from Clamp's productions, and find her memory feathers but they have a lot in store for them
Thank Eva-chan for sending the link to me! (I don't own the site, mangas, Clamp, CCS ect ect ect) So don't sue!
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Way of Life
By MoshiMoshiQueen
Beta Reader: Hana No Tenshi
~Thoughts~
"Talking"
(Author Speaking)
Lyrics
Syaoran removed his wet shirt, and the rain glistened over his rippled muscles. Sakura's stomach fluttered at the sight, but wouldn't even admit being a little attracted to him… not even in her mind. She had to be strong, and avoid giving in ~He was doing this on purpose. ~
Sakura stuck out her chin, and turned her head away from the sight that made her blood boil, heating up her veins.
Sakura's POV
I felt him smirking, and I glared at the wall.
I took a small peek at him out of the corner of my eye and gaped. "What are you doing?"
He slipped the rest of his pants over his well-toned abs. "Do you think I'm going to freeze in wet clothes for hours?"
"I-well, it's just…"
"I make you nervous?" He said smirking at her. "Going to confess your wanting, to me Kinomoto."
"Pig."
~ I've been meaning to tell
you
I've got this feelin' that won't subside
I look at you and I fantasize
You're mine tonight ~
Heat rushed to my face, as I took another peek at Syaoran.
"Getting your look worth?" He said smirking at her.
Normal POV
Sakura sneered at him. ~Two can play this game. ~
Sakura smiled sweetly at him, and touched the top button of her dress. Syaoran's smirk faltered, but held on strong.
She unbuttoned the first one, and licked her lips, keeping eye contact with Syaoran the whole time.
Lust shot to his loins, but he kept his cool. ~ He could deal with her… right? Yeah, yeah he could deal with her... ~
Sakura unbuttoned her last button, and pushed the material away from her wet skin slowly. She watched his eyes travel down the length of her body, and back up again.
"Like what you see?"
"What's there to see?" He said turning away from her, but looked back out of the corner of his eye.
Sakura walked to him slowly, brushing up against him as she hung the dress over the fire he had built when she was unconscious.
~ Now I've got you in my sights
With
these hungry eyes
One look at you and I can't disguise
I've got hungry eyes
I feel the magic between you and I ~
She brushed her hands up his arms, and he shivered wondering just what those hands could do. ( ^^)
He felt her warm breath on his ear, and tried to keep calm, but his breath came out in small pants.
"You're going to lose this bet."
He looked up at her. "Damn straight."
He pulled her against him, and captured her lips. Sakura went rigid under him, but then settled as she pushed him against the wall, deepening the kiss.
She hadn't expected this move, but was deep down inside pleased with the choice. The kiss was hard, and hot. Sakura moaned, and Syaoran stopped her in middle of it as he hands traveled up her flat, pale stomach.
Sakura trembled under him. He pulled away, and saw her eyes were dark, and clouded over.
"No use for sorries. I'm not sorry for my actions." His gaze went to her pouty mouth.
Sakura tried to regain her breath. "You're not the Syaoran I once loved."
He his gaze directed to her dark eyes. "No. No, I'm not your Syaoran."
She grabbed him, and pulled him against her into a breath taking, passionate kiss. His lips brushed hers, as her busy hands traveled up his well-built body.
He moaned in her mouth, as she ran her hand through his hair, and pushed her body even closer to his.
~
I wanna hold you so hear me out
I wanna show you what love's all about
Darlin' tonight
Now I've got you in my sights
With
these hungry eyes
One look at you and I can't disguise
I've got hungry eyes
I feel the magic between you and I ~
Their once cold bodies were as hot as the fire that burned beside them. They were so locked up in each other that they didn't hear the ripping of the trees, earth and buildings around the small farm shed.
They didn't hear the sounds of the tornado's wrath… nor did they care.
Syaoran pulled away from her, breathing in. "I'm not the one you love. I can't be who you love, Sakura."
"You called me, Sakura."
"I'm not who you met years ago."
"You are the one I love."
He pushed away from her, and his body ached, because the need for her was stronger than he had thought. He needed a cold shower… and he needed to get away from her.
"You're not listening to me. I'm not who you love. I'm not him."
"I'm in love with you."
"You're not…"
Sakura pushed him against the wooden wall. "You listen to me. This is my heart, my mind, and my body. I can do what I please, as I please. If I say I love you then I do."
"But, I'm not…"
"Don't you get it? I know you're not the Syaoran I once knew… you're not him, and maybe that is why I love you. I had a childish love thing with the Syaoran you once were. First love. This isn't first love. This is different. I never felt this way with my Syaoran. I feel this way for you."
"You're acting as if your Syaoran and I are two different people."
"That is, because you are two different people. Two completely different people."
"What if the old Syaoran comes back? If you learn to love me… and then the old Syaoran resurfaces then…"
"Shut up, Syaoran. You're not thinking! The old Syaoran can never come back! Only his memories will come back, but he never will. I have all ready faced this! Why can't you? Memories. They will only be memories. Do you think one morning you will just wake up, and be the old fourteen year old I had first fallen in love with?"
"No, but-"
"You talk to much, Syaoran. You always have. Shut up, and kiss me," She said pulling him to attach their lips once more.
~ I've got hungry eyes
Now I've got you in my sights
With those hungry eyes
Now did I take you by surprise
I
need you to see
This love was meant to be ~
He tried to pull away from her, but she gripped him harder. "I don't care if you feel the same way for me… I don't care if you want to accept that I love you…"
"You don't know me."
"Loves doesn't need faces."
"This is insane. You only met me just the other day."
She shrugged. "Love at second sight."
"Second?"
"Well, it couldn't be first sight since I all ready have seen you… well, seen the other Syaoran."
"This is nuts. You can't love me, and I can't love you."
"Does it look like I care? You can't tell me what I feel, and you can't tell me what to do."
"When did you get so tough?" He cracked a smile at her.
"Since, forever. I just needed an annoying male to kiss me, and pull away to make me strong enough to pull him back."
"I'm sure your Syaoran would be shocked by your behavior."
"The old Syaoran loved the old Sakura. We aren't those people any more. It doesn't matter what the old Syaoran would feel… it doesn't matter what the old Sakura would do. We aren't them. What I am is extremely unsatisfied."
Syaoran laughed. "Where did the innocent Sakura go?"
"Out the window. Now kiss me or else."
"Or else what?"
"I'll knock ya out on your arse once again. You're trying my patience."
~
I've got hungry eyes
One look at you and I can't disguise
I've got hungry eyes
I feel the magic between you and I
I've got hungry eyes
Now I've got you in my sights
With those hungry eyes ~
Syaoran positioned himself behind a table. Sakura stood on the other side raising her eyebrows. "Hiding?"
He smiled at her as she walked, climbed on the table, and crawled towards him. "You make my heart sing, Sakura."
"You're going to be doing more than singing when I get my hands on you."
"Who knew you were such a wild cat?"
"Oh, there was a lot hiding under that dress."
"Innocent Sakura turns into an obsessed sex manic in a matter of moments. Are you sure that tree didn't hit you in the head?"
She smiled a cattish smile at him, and grabbed his arm pulling him towards her.
She licked her lips. "Out with old, in with the new."
~ Now did I take you by surprise
With my hungry eyes
I need...
Hungry eyes
Now I've got you in my sights
With my hungry eyes ~
I'm extremely proud of this chapter. Sakura is not the young innocent Sakura we all knew… times changed her. She is finally set free. *smirks* Set out like a wild cat from a cage.
Question-Answer
How could Sakura change just like that? She didn't change; she was set free.
Set free? Explain. Some people hide what is inside of them… Sakura hid from her aunt. Now, she has the strength.
Strength, just like that? Situations change people. Sakura realized that the Syaoran she loved as a child wasn't coming back… why wait for something that isn't there?
The old Syaoran isn't coming back? It isn't possible for him to come back.
Sakura, just decided to stop loving the old Syaoran? She didn't just decide in a second. What would you rather do wait and cry for what you've lost or go after what you have now?
This doesn't make much sense. It makes perfect sense… Sakura realized that she couldn't lock herself away from the loss of a childhood first love… when an adult relationship was building right in front of her eyes. She realized that the old Sakura loved the old Syaoran… and the new was in love with the new Syaoran. Things happen for reasons.
So, really… The old Syaoran isn't coming back? Syaoran is Syaoran. Memories are Memories. Did you just expect he would wake up and be like he use to be? It doesn't happen like that. People get memories back… they don't get people back. You can't be like you use to be.
It could happen like that. Well, it won't.
What if I liked the innocent Sakura? Then go find her, and stop bothering me about it. I like the new Sakura, and this is my story if you do recall.
So they did the deed? Yeah, they did, and they can. They are 18, which makes them old enough to make their own decisions.
What about the tornado? Find out more in the next chapter.
This tornado-Sakura change was a twist. What can I say? I like twists.
I still don't think Sakura just blink and change like that? She didn't just blink and change… she had hidden all of those feelings, and actions from everyone… now they are set free, and she isn't dealing with shit. As I say… live life in the present not in the past. Move on… because time isn't stopping for you. Life is too short to waste moments locking your self in the past with your regrets.
When did Sakura decide she didn't love the old Syaoran any more? There wasn't a specific time. It just happened. You know how things just happen right before you're eyes… and you didn't even notice? That's kinda how it was. She realized that the old Syaoran wasn't coming back. She dealt with the past, now… she's dealing with the present.
Did the tree hit her in the head? Nope, it sure didn't. Nice try though.
Worth the shot… bye old Sakura, bye old Syaoran. *Waves*
