mistress-samwise: Hello. I'm back again. Now it's time for an update.
UPDATE! TIME! UPDATE! TIME! UPDATE TIME!
I now have a Big O obsession! Roger Smith is a serious hottie. I am now a sophomore in high school. I have worked tirelessly on my website, , producing tons of hand-drawn pictures. I have a rabid addiction to AMVs. And, last but not least, I am attempting to revive LOTR @ Half Budget… again.
Enough about that. Now… About this monologue/ poem. It is really supposed to be "Not Rated", but you can't really do that here. Why would I want it to be NR? Well… This is another one of my works that has questionable content that is very, very difficult to rate, much like "Every Heartbeat". But, unlike that one, this contains fully intended slash. Fully intended, says I! And, if you're a careful little reader, you'll find out that this is nothing but euphemistic smut. Yep. Of course, this one was written in one sitting and also when I was supposed to be sleeping. It's only natural.
Now… Enjoy, foolish mortal! Bwa-hah-hah-hah!
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The light that was there
Is there no longer
The hope that was there
Is there no longer
He smiles tiredly and says
"I have nothing to lose"
And expects, accepts, his own death
He is smothered by so much pain, how can life after this death seem possible?
How can there be light in such darkness?
I don't want him to stay in the shadows and grow blind to the light
I want to shine the light of my love for him into his jaded soul
I want to lift him high into the heavens
I want to give him all he's ever wanted
Needed
Ached for
Soothing words
A close and tight embrace
Sweet forgetfulness
And then
His silvery surrender into my hands
He weakly whispers, his lips close to my ear
"I love you"
Just for one moment
I was able to break through the barrier of pain and darkness
And share with him the light of my love
And just for one moment
I was able to make him forget
There can be life after death
There can be light in darkness
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mistress-samwise: How do you like them apples?! Huh!? Review, if you so dare! And don't forget to swing by the new and drastically improved Ring-A-Ding-Ding (). If you don't, I will send the puchuus after you. Yeah.
