Title : Reflections Artist : Christina Aguilera Album : Mulan

I am still thinking about the nightmare Max had. And is still having. There is only a few days left, Rei had been dropped off in Asia, and now we are almost home in Japan. I can't think straight! I have to stay focused on Max's problem, and yet I feel that I am slowly....... Slowly I am removing my armor. Letting myself be hit by a sword. My walls are coming down because of Max, and yet his nightmares are getting worse.

Last night he told me that people had snuck into the mansion, a mansion that had a fountain at the front, and alot of grass land. That sounds about right for my home. Anyway, he told me that the people managed to beat me up, and he saw it happening, but he was too scared to do so............ However Dranzer was out of his bit, as I was training, and he managed to fight off most of the people, but not before I took a killer blow. Dranzer came towards me in a bright red light, and then Max woke up, not knowing what happened to Dranzer,

I can't figure it out though. This nightmare, its nearly always the same, I am attacked, killed, and then Dranzer comes towards me and then vanishes in a bright red light. It makes no sense........................... I can't think about this................................. Max has told me not to worry about it. Then points out its completely out of character for me to stress out about something that might have nothing to do with me!

Have I really acted that cold?

* Look at me, you may think you see who I really am, But you'll never know me, Everyday its as if I play a part, Now I see if I wear a mask, I can fool the world but I cannot fool my heart. *

I don't think I have. Not around Max. Not now. I have opened........... I have slowly let the wall I have built around me come down. Slowly, brick by brick, day by day, I am opening up, even if its only to Max, its better than no one.

Dranzer has already told me that he would die for me, or if I died he would die too. But he has also told me, after Max's last nightmare, that Max could fear for our relationship, that something will happen, either between myself and Dranzer, or myself and Max. But still.............

Maxie, tell me................ Tell me what you think is wrong with this dream of yours? You are scared for a long time, I have to hold you, and then you tell me not to worry? There is more to this than that.................................

* Who is that girl I see staring straight back at me, When will my reflection show who I am inside. *

Maxie, why do I get the feeling that you don't fully trust me yet? Otherwise you would have told me everything about this dream, and what you think its pointing out to.

Once we dock............ Max, you had better explain yourself to me, I'm still new to all these feelings. Love is the lastest on the list, and one that scares me the most too. I'm not ashamed to say that to you, never will I be ashamed to tell you things that I would not to anyone else. Maybe you are, what some people call, a soul mate. Or hen again, maybe you are someone I feel I can trust completely.

Will you trust me? Can you trust me Maxie? What have I done to you to make you not trust me completely as I you?

* I am now in a world where I have to hide my heart, And what I believe in, But somehow I will show the world what's inside my heart, And be loved for who I am. *

Now we are back in Japan, and Max has spoken little of his nightmares, he even swapped rooms with Tyson! I had this idiot sharing the same room as myself! But now I can go and make him face me, make him, some how, tell me everything that has happened in his dream. If possible.................

I walk towards the Hobby Shop where Max works. We have all been back in Japan for at least 24 hours, and I am surprised that I am still calm. I have been planning on how I can confront Max, but not scare him. Luckily his father allows us to talk down in the basement, where there is a beystadium.

'Kai, I have to work,' Max informed me, but never looked into my eyes.

'Max you will tell me everything you know about those dreams you had,' I informed the blue eyed boy.

'Kai........' Max said with s sigh.

'Myself and Dranzer were in them, and you were scared everytime. Not to mention you wanted this relationship to last off the ship,' I reminded him, and he sighed in defeat.

'Fine,' Max said; 'But can we talk outside?'

I nodded and he went to tell his father, who seemed happy that his son was friends with me. We walked to a place devoid of people........ Or as many people as possible.

'Now?' I asked, and Max sat down on the grass. He was about to speak, when he yelled out, and I felt something hit me.

It was a stinging sensation, and I saw tears running down Max's eyes, and then another person came towards me, ready to hit me, when I moved and kicked them in the stomach. Myself and Max ran into the woods nearby, and we lost them.

'Kai......' Maxs was still crying, and we heard voices.

'Their both in here, search the place! Voltaire will pay a lot of money to kill of that grandson of his, now he is no longer world champ,' A male voice, deep, said to other people.

'Right,' I said, I thought I sounded all right, and I realised my beyblade, where my mighty phoenix rose and ready to fight anyone who came towards us.

Dranzer did so, but I started to feel light headed, which seemed to affect Dranzer's performance, and once he turned his attention to me, the rest of those people my 'loving' grandfather sent for had run off, he did something............. I blanked out.

* Who is that girl I see staring straight back at me, Why is my reflection someone I don't know, Must I pretend that im someone else for all time, When will my reflection show who I am inside. *

I noticed where I was, though I could not fully believe it. White light mainly, but I noticed someone, a person, a man, tail, with............. White angelic wings? Where am I?!

'Do not be afraid,' The man said, in a soft voice that made me wonder if he really was male.

'Where am I?' I asked the winged person.

'This is limbo, the enterence to either heaven, or hell,'

'I see. So, where am I to go?' I asked the angel man.

'Back,' He informed me.

'Back?' I repeated, not fully understanding what he meant.

'Back to earth. You are not finished yet. You have been given a second chance, and use it well young Kai............' The voice faded.

Wait a minute! How did he know my name?!

I opened my eyes slowly, light was hitting them, and naturally I winced.

'He's awake!' Someone said.

I must make a mental note to hit that person. I must have been dreaming, there's not such thing as angels............ Is there? No!

'I wonder when I should tell him...........' i heard Max starting to speak.

But what did he need to tell me? That I could no longer walk? I was no longer the Bladebreakers leader? Tyson exploided? I could no longer beyblade?

'About Dranzer.......' I heard Max whisper.

Dranzer................... No!!!!!!!!!!!!

* There's a heart that must be free to fly, That burns with a need to know the reason why, Why must we all conceal what we think, How we feel, Must there be a secret me i'm forced to hide,

I won't pretend that I'm someone else for all time, When will my reflection show who I am inside, When will my reflection show who I am inside. *