On his way down to the cafeteria Blaine picks up the crutches which are still laying on the floor and puts them away. Then he goes down to the cafeteria, calling Sebastian for advice while getting a strong coffee from Meggy.
On the phone he tells Sebastian everything that happened just a few moments ago. "Give him some time alone. He'll come around eventually and then you'll explain everything" Sebastian reassures him. Blaine nods and let's out a shaky breath "Okay. Thanks".
He doesn't know why this gets him so emotional but fighting with Kurt is the least thing he wants. He just wants to be there for him and help him laugh and smile again. His beautiful smile and his angelic laugh. Maybe there is truth in Sebastians words.
Not knowing what else to do Kurt takes his phone and dials Rachels number. "Rachel?" he asks, his voice cracking again. "Kurt what's wrong?" Rachel asks worried.
She and Finn sit together in a park so Rachel puts Kurt on speaker, making it possible for Finn to hear what's up with his brother too.
"Adam and Justin. They- They are togehter" Kurt says, trying his best to not start crying again. "What?!" he hears Rachel and Finn say in shock. "But when did this happen? When he last visited you, you two were still together" Rachel asks.
"Five months" Kurt says in a whisper, not daring to say it louder. "He cheated on me and didn't told me the truth or properly broke up with me. And with Justin. I thought he was our friend" he continues.
"Was our friend. That's right. This idiot better runs when he sees me at the airport" Rachel says. She has to figure something out when they are back in New York. She doesn't want someone like him in hers and Kurts apartment.
"Was Blaine there? What does he say about this?" now Finn asks and Kurt sighs "He calmed me down but then he told me that he knew about them and didn't told me so I send him away". "But maybe he has his reasons" Finn says thoughtful. "Reasons?" his brother asks back.
"Blaine is a good guy Kurt. I think he had his reasons to not tell you" Finn explains but Kurt snorts "So I should just pretend that he didn't lie to me the whole time too?". "No. But I think you two should talk and you should hear him out" the other brother says.
"I agree with Finn" Rachel says "I like Blaine and honestly while spending time with him I think I found out that he likes you. If he does, why should he try to do something that hurts you?".
Kurts eyes widen "He likes me? Like, like like?". "Yes. No. Maybe" Rachel stutters "I'm not sure but maybe. And like Finn said: He is a good guy. Just talk to him and I'm sure you two figure sometihng out".
"But if he likes me, can we still be friends like before? I liked it that way" Kurt says and Rachel answers "Yes. I'd say so but even tho your heart is broken right now because of Adam let me tell you something.
Your both ees shile while talking about each other, you two are the happiest in each others company and you never shut up about each other. I think he's the one who will set the pieces of your heart back together.
And maybe one day you'll realize what you feel for him deep down. It's all a maybe but you two would be good together".
"You think so?" Kurt asks, amazed by Rachels speech, and the girl says "Yes. Now. You talk with Blaine and I'll figure out what to do with Justin, New York and the apartment". "Thank you. Both of you" Kurt says.
"Anytime" Finn answers, wishing he could hug his brother now but he'll visit him soon again. "Okay I hang up now so you two still have some time together" Kurt says and agrees with the couple to call one of them if something is wrong again.
Blaine is about to et his third coffee when his beeper goes crazy. Kurts room. Wouldn't he just send him a message if he wants to talk? Maybe it's really an emergency. Short handed Blaine runs out of the cafeteria and to Kurts room.
He burst into Kurts room just to realize that there's no emergency. The nurse sighs relieved "God Kurt you scared me. I thought something happened". "It didn't but I want to talk" Kurt says, looking down to his hands.
With a nod Blaine closes the door behind him and sits down on the stool next to the bed, keeping a bit distance more than usually. "Kurt. I'm sorry-" Blaine starts but the other boy cuts him off "I guess you had your reasons for not telling me. I just wonder what reasons".
"First of all I thought Adam would be grown up enough to tell you himself so I wanted to give him the chance to do so. And second… I guess I just wanted to protect you.
I knew it would happen eventually but you did so well with getting better and since mental health and physical health affect each other I wanted to help you get better and protect you" Blaine explains.
Even tho Blaine is done talking Kurt stays silent, thinking about what Blaine said. Then he asks "If you knew that it would happen eventually, what did you planned to do if it affects me so much?". "Be there for you, help you with everything and mostly with feeling better" Blaine answers honestly.
He was ready for it. Everytime Adam came to visit he was ready. I was ready to comfort Kurt just in case that when he opens the door after his break he finds Kurt heartbroken just like in the hallway earlier because Adam finally got the balls to tell him everything.
Blaine must've thought that aloud because Kurt asks "Really? Everytime he came?". "Oh. I said that aloud?" he asks, his cheeks flushing red. Kurt nods so Blaine answers "Yes. Everytime when I sat in the cafeteria I prepared myself for exactly what happened today if you need someone who is there for you and cheers you up".
"And you want to be that someone?" Kurt asks with a smile, now finally looking at Blaine who smiles back "I want to help you feel better again. Yeah".
Another moment of silence passes before Blaine asks "Can you forgive me? I don't like when we're fighting". "Okay. But only under one condition" Kurt says and the other man wonders "What would that be?". "You give me one of those grat hugs of yours" the other man says.
"That can be arranged" Blaine says, sits down on the edge of Kurts bed and wraps him in a comforting hug. Kurt hugs him back, holding on as tight as possible and closing his eyes to supress his tears.
The other man seems to feel that too. He starts stroking over Kurts back and whispers "It's okay". That's all Kurt needs to hear and he starts crying again, giving in to his feelings and his broken heart.
It's okay. It hurts like hell and Kurt feels like he's falling apart but it's okay. It's normal to feel that way. And Blaine is there. Comforting him.
Maybe Rachel is right. Maybe Blaine is the one who will set his heart together again. Maybe he already started with that. And maybe one day Kurt can return the effort. But right now he's just glad that Blaine is there to help him heal.
It's okay. It's gonna be okay.
For a while he just cries in Blaines arms. He calms down eventually but stays in Blaines arms, burying his face in Blaines dark blue casaque, which was at that one spot stained by now. But Blaine doesn't mind, just holding the young man in his arms until he feels good enough to break the hug.
"Sorry" Kurt apologizes, looking at Blaines casaque. But Blaine shakes his head "It's fine. It'll dry or I could go and change fast. I have another casaque in my locker".
"Would you mind not leaving?" Kurt asks and Blaine nods "Okay. Should we watch a movie? I think neither of us ins in the mood for training". "A movie sounds good Kurt sniffles with a weak smile and makes Blaine some space to properly sit next to him on the bed.
They put the laptop on Blaines lpa and start Mamma Mia because Blaine remembers that Kurt told him it's his comfort movie.
Shortly after the beginning Kurt and Blaine find themselves sitting next to each other, Blaines arm comforting around Kurt and Kurts heavy head resting on Blaines shoulder.
Of course after the first movie they watch the second one too, remaining in the same comforting position the whole time. Blaine doesn't have any other patients and even if he would he would stay because Kurt needs him. He stays.
