I can smell him, his fear. He knows me, knows what my touch can do to him.
He doesn't know that I've changed. I am not her, not "kid" anymore. I've
changed, they have made me change. After she died, there was whole in all
of us. No one realized how close I had become to her. No one saw my pain, I
helped them with theirs, but mine lingered. Then she was there again, and
we healed and then her lover was gone, so he left to find her lover. They
attacked then, like they had before. They took me, only me. I don't blame
him, I never did. He would blame himself. I learned control and I learned
how to kill, to the poor creatures dragged into my world I was a savior I
took away their pain and made it my own, I freed them from the madness. I
learned control, control of their powers and of my own. The drugs they
pumped in me made me Elimina, one of the most feared mutants.
They sent me on a mission, to find him. They had created him and they wanted him back. I found him like I had the first time, in a bar. Our eyes met and he recognized me "Marie," he cried. I slipped out the door into the frosty air, he followed. They took him. We were drugged and they threw us together, like animals, we went at it. He couldn't control his instincts. It was my first time and it hurt. It was then I realized that I Marie/Rouge was still alive. Yet while it hurt me, Elimina laughed and egged him on, urging him to exert more force, more pain. They left him in the room, he saw what he had done to me, Elimina laughed and spit in his face, I cried out to him, but she wouldn't let me talk. Three more time they brought him to me, forced us together. Then they took him away, two months later when nothing occurred to please them, they brought him back, this time I, Marie, was stronger and forgave him for the brutality he had inflicted on me.
Three weeks later they were happy, and I helped him escape, he begged me to come, he whispered he loved me but, Elimina took control again. He said I was lost, and I listened, but she wouldn't so he left. He was gone, I lost hope until. until I felt the fluttering in my stomach. My baby, my baby and his. I refused to let my child be raised like this. I fought for more control and planned my escape, only one thing stood between me and freedom, Elimina. So I did what they had trained me to do, I eliminated her. My head and body is mine, alone, again. I slip away and sniff the fresh air of the bright beautiful day.
A familiar teasing at brain brings a smile to my lips, the first smile in many years. I trust the teasing and let him in. He asks me "Where are you Rouge?" and I tell him "On my way home." "Tell Logan, I am bringing our child home, that I've found myself again. That I love him too, and I won't let go this time."
The professor smiles in my head "See you soon." I continue to make my way home. When I get there he is waiting, he swings me up in his strong arms, and I feel safe. That night we make sweet passionate love, he is so gentle that I burst into tears. He asks me "What's wrong." I smile through the tears and reply. "Everything is wonderful." As I fall asleep in his arms, with his hand covering me stomach, I realize that I like it just a little rough. He strokes my stomach and I know that it will be a little while before we can play roughly.
They sent me on a mission, to find him. They had created him and they wanted him back. I found him like I had the first time, in a bar. Our eyes met and he recognized me "Marie," he cried. I slipped out the door into the frosty air, he followed. They took him. We were drugged and they threw us together, like animals, we went at it. He couldn't control his instincts. It was my first time and it hurt. It was then I realized that I Marie/Rouge was still alive. Yet while it hurt me, Elimina laughed and egged him on, urging him to exert more force, more pain. They left him in the room, he saw what he had done to me, Elimina laughed and spit in his face, I cried out to him, but she wouldn't let me talk. Three more time they brought him to me, forced us together. Then they took him away, two months later when nothing occurred to please them, they brought him back, this time I, Marie, was stronger and forgave him for the brutality he had inflicted on me.
Three weeks later they were happy, and I helped him escape, he begged me to come, he whispered he loved me but, Elimina took control again. He said I was lost, and I listened, but she wouldn't so he left. He was gone, I lost hope until. until I felt the fluttering in my stomach. My baby, my baby and his. I refused to let my child be raised like this. I fought for more control and planned my escape, only one thing stood between me and freedom, Elimina. So I did what they had trained me to do, I eliminated her. My head and body is mine, alone, again. I slip away and sniff the fresh air of the bright beautiful day.
A familiar teasing at brain brings a smile to my lips, the first smile in many years. I trust the teasing and let him in. He asks me "Where are you Rouge?" and I tell him "On my way home." "Tell Logan, I am bringing our child home, that I've found myself again. That I love him too, and I won't let go this time."
The professor smiles in my head "See you soon." I continue to make my way home. When I get there he is waiting, he swings me up in his strong arms, and I feel safe. That night we make sweet passionate love, he is so gentle that I burst into tears. He asks me "What's wrong." I smile through the tears and reply. "Everything is wonderful." As I fall asleep in his arms, with his hand covering me stomach, I realize that I like it just a little rough. He strokes my stomach and I know that it will be a little while before we can play roughly.
