AN: This chapter is too boring...but i need the explanations and you need to know their feelings. You must charge up your patience... sorry it feels like so corny or something!!SOWIE!

YOUR TOUCH MAKES ME SHIVER

Chapter 11: We have so many loads to do.

Hermione couldn't believe it. Her mind was really unfocused by that time. She couldn't sleep; reviewing the scene minutes ago made her heart skipped a beat. She was totally mean.

'He is right. I am totally mean. I hate him…and I also hate myself. What am I doing? He is the only person in the world who changed my perception in life. He taught me that all things are permanent except for change. He must have change in a certain way. But who am I to tell? I don't know him. He is the same bastard that I know all these years. I can't believe it. I must be in love with him, he who is such a git, nasty bastard that throw daggers at me right where it usually hurts. I am in love with the person I least expect to be in love with. The Draco Malfoy I knew already broke my heart before it was nearly completed.'

Hermione looked at the night sky. She was staring unblinking to the moon; she was thinking what might be happening the next day. She decided not to sleep and just had a silent talk with the moon itself.

'I believe in fairy tales but I think my love will definitely not be one of them. I am not special. I am just Hermione Granger, a muggleborn and someone who reaches for the brightest star, an absolute dreamer dreaming about the best for herself and dreaming to be love intimately by the person sleeping next to my room. I am just a superb dreamer but not the person who can make things happen.'

Draco just did the same way. Staring at the stars, talking to himself to past the time between midnight to dawn.

'I don't know what to do. She hates me. She has totally given up. I am just the person who always wants attention. She made me believe in miracles. I can't believe that I had change because she taught me to. She helped me change to be stronger than before. She taught me how to love the things I usually hate before. She let me find my heart. She let me see where my heart really belongs…it is just her who let me live again. I love her and it's all I am sure for now. I don't really have an idea what love really means and how can handle it but surely I can't lose her.'

Draco never felt sure in his life before. He always had the life his father wanted him to have, all the power, wealth and everything; name it and he has it. He was not the spoiled-brat everyone saw through his façade but he was the man who doesn't have any plans and even dreams of his own. He was the person who does have a goal but surely he is not capable to do so: to be free. As long as his father is alive, he couldn't live a life of his own. When he saw the determination in Hermione's eyes, he knew there was a chance for everything. She let him find himself through her. Hermione changed him to a lot more different person, the Draco that he wanted to be all his life but he was not quite sure when it will be going to last. He must be in love now but he will surely suffer later.

Hermione is a girl who doesn't have contentment. She wanted things to turn out what she wanted it to be. She is ambitious, striving for the best. When she walked in the platform nine and three-quarters, she promised herself that the time she will enter Hogwarts, she will not be the ordinary muggleborn witch Hermione Granger. She will be known as one of the greatest sorceress of all time. She definitely proves it. She is the top student in Hogwarts and the Head Girl and by the time she'll graduates she will be known in the wizarding world as the one of the most intelligent wizard that ever lived. She always wanted the best.

She always find the ways to prove herself to everybody but the only problem is, she is not yet satisfied. She was like a cup that was never filled. She does have everything she wanted but there was definitely an empty space in her life, the most important part: her heart. She is love by everyone; by her family, her friends and by her fellow Hogwarts' students that she had helped all these years but there was no feeling of satisfaction and extreme happiness that she wanted to feel. She nearly fell in love to Ron but she didn't tolerate it because of studies and her other best friend, Harry. She loves them both and she will be really unfair if she'll let her feelings to go. She loves Draco now but what will happen to her love for him. She knows that he was numb but she believes in him. He was not the person she thought he was. But her love for him is wrong, she will be really hurt sometime soon if she will not cut it off again. Her love maybe destined sometime later but definitely not to him.

It was an extraordinary day, a change for Hermione and a chance for Draco. Draco and Hermione are in-love with each other but who can tell. Nobody will ever dare to find out at least.

Draco took a bathe very early and he decided to wait for Hermione in their common room. He was holding his Arithmancy book turning the pages from back page to front page and so on and so forth. He was very determined by that time, he will change his life for the better and by his own way. Hermione took her bathe earlier than Draco. She didn't want to see him this time. She needs time and space to adjust. She was brushing her hair almost a thousand times, stroking it faster and faster until it was shining like the sun. Her mind was floating somewhere else. This will be the time she will live a new way of life again. When her mind started to focus, she remembered that she will be heading to the library to get her reference book for Arithmancy. She opened her door and by the time her eyes looked a far, she spotted him. He was sitting by the couch holding his book. She decided to walk fast and not to look by his place to avoid confusion. By the time she will be locking her door, she heard him speak.

"I am waiting for you." Draco said coldly.

Hermione didn't answer back. She decided not to engage a conversation with him. She walked fast the way she was planning it before. But he stood up.

"Please Hermione, can we talk?" Draco said with sadness in his eyes.

Hermione can't resist looking at his eyes. He was sad by some sort. This time she answered back but not looking directly at him.

"I have so many loads to do…I mean we have so many loads to do." Hermione said and walked again but he was too fast to grabbed her wrist and stopped her from moving.


Author's Note: Is it true that when you feel something special to somebody, you can't even speak or think straight? And when you did something wrong and it involves her/him you feel like awkward and guilty?

Just my curiosity! I never been in love before...soorry! I think i can create just 12 chapters more, i'll gonna end it by then...i am getting busy since the school day began (Philippines) but i'm assuring you...i will be back with a whole new story, new plot about our beloved D/Hr!!!