Heero looked at me, sadly for a moment.
He had a confused look in his eye...like he was supposed to tell me terrible news but didn't know how to say it just right.
"Duo...I'm sorry about the other night." He finally managed to get out, after what seemed like ages and ages of him just sitting there looking sadly at me. Up until the moment he spoke I hadn't realized how hard my heart was pounding.
Within five minutes he had transformed me from Angry Duo, to Nervous Duo...and I couldn't have said that I minded and meant it.
Heero climbed onto the cot, and sat next to me, smiling softy...sort of sadly...as he moved in closer to me. I was suddenly aware of the heat of his body, how close he was, how warm he was...how he was so much closer the I usually allow people to be.
"Duo..." Heero tilted his head to one side, so that he could...I dunno...look into my eyes I guess. I blinked and turned away. I had always felt weird about my eyes, ever since I was very little. I didn't like having people up close, looking at them, because then maybe they would realize how freakishly purple they really are. I didn't want Heero to look at me, or my eyes that way, so I turned my head towards the wall.
Then he caught my chin in his hand, and turned my face back towards him.
He smiled, and moved in closer with almost a quizzical grace...right up real close to my face, making me even more nervous then I already was. If that's possible.
I swallowed, and looked at him for some sign of encouragement, he closed his eyes...I moved in.
That was the moment of our first real kiss.
Real soft, and sweet, and...and loving. Loving if you could call it that. It seemed loving. It seemed like the kind of first kiss that two people who really care about each other should experience.
Loving...I thought in the deep recesses of my poor dark little mind. Loving. I allowed myself to repeat it to myself over and over again.
Loving. Loving. Loving. Looooooooooooooooooooooooooooving.
Mmm.
When Heero pulled away...I think I might have sighed. I'm not sure. I might have done something to initiate a conversation, but I was mentally recording our first real kiss, and reveling in the fact that I actually got to kiss Heero.
"Duo...I have no idea that you liked me..." he said...God I love his voice. So smooth and sexy...it's like...a male phone sex operator's. Mmm. The money I would waste if he where a phone sex operator.
"...until last night...I talked to Quatre about the whole thing..."
Oh good lord. He talked to Quatre about me? Why, oh why did I leave early from that party? Quatre's good intentions always always hurt me.
Here Duo, I'll get you and Heero together. NOW KISS HIM HEERO! Here Duo, I'll help you get rid of that sunburn, now hold on to this car battery for a second...
"and the thing is....I like you too...a lot..." I looked up at his face. His beautiful, sweet, caring handsome face. He was blushing. I was suddenly overcome by how extremely cute that was. How insanely adorable he looked sitting next to me in the clinic with a little blush on his face.
"You like me too eh?"
That was when Sally came in. She looked at me weird.
Quick note: First...sorry this took so long to get out. School started...blah blah blah. I have no excuse.
Second...Yay for people who express their opinions, Boo for people who don't sign their names. That's not cool.
He had a confused look in his eye...like he was supposed to tell me terrible news but didn't know how to say it just right.
"Duo...I'm sorry about the other night." He finally managed to get out, after what seemed like ages and ages of him just sitting there looking sadly at me. Up until the moment he spoke I hadn't realized how hard my heart was pounding.
Within five minutes he had transformed me from Angry Duo, to Nervous Duo...and I couldn't have said that I minded and meant it.
Heero climbed onto the cot, and sat next to me, smiling softy...sort of sadly...as he moved in closer to me. I was suddenly aware of the heat of his body, how close he was, how warm he was...how he was so much closer the I usually allow people to be.
"Duo..." Heero tilted his head to one side, so that he could...I dunno...look into my eyes I guess. I blinked and turned away. I had always felt weird about my eyes, ever since I was very little. I didn't like having people up close, looking at them, because then maybe they would realize how freakishly purple they really are. I didn't want Heero to look at me, or my eyes that way, so I turned my head towards the wall.
Then he caught my chin in his hand, and turned my face back towards him.
He smiled, and moved in closer with almost a quizzical grace...right up real close to my face, making me even more nervous then I already was. If that's possible.
I swallowed, and looked at him for some sign of encouragement, he closed his eyes...I moved in.
That was the moment of our first real kiss.
Real soft, and sweet, and...and loving. Loving if you could call it that. It seemed loving. It seemed like the kind of first kiss that two people who really care about each other should experience.
Loving...I thought in the deep recesses of my poor dark little mind. Loving. I allowed myself to repeat it to myself over and over again.
Loving. Loving. Loving. Looooooooooooooooooooooooooooving.
Mmm.
When Heero pulled away...I think I might have sighed. I'm not sure. I might have done something to initiate a conversation, but I was mentally recording our first real kiss, and reveling in the fact that I actually got to kiss Heero.
"Duo...I have no idea that you liked me..." he said...God I love his voice. So smooth and sexy...it's like...a male phone sex operator's. Mmm. The money I would waste if he where a phone sex operator.
"...until last night...I talked to Quatre about the whole thing..."
Oh good lord. He talked to Quatre about me? Why, oh why did I leave early from that party? Quatre's good intentions always always hurt me.
Here Duo, I'll get you and Heero together. NOW KISS HIM HEERO! Here Duo, I'll help you get rid of that sunburn, now hold on to this car battery for a second...
"and the thing is....I like you too...a lot..." I looked up at his face. His beautiful, sweet, caring handsome face. He was blushing. I was suddenly overcome by how extremely cute that was. How insanely adorable he looked sitting next to me in the clinic with a little blush on his face.
"You like me too eh?"
That was when Sally came in. She looked at me weird.
Quick note: First...sorry this took so long to get out. School started...blah blah blah. I have no excuse.
Second...Yay for people who express their opinions, Boo for people who don't sign their names. That's not cool.
