Buffy Summers
and me
The chosen two
picked out from everybody else
to fight the forces of darkness
not to join them
the things I did..
I got so dangerous
I hurt demons
I hurt people
I hurt myself
Lied so any times
Conspired to end the world
I thought I was on the right side
Thought I'd win this one
God knows Buffy's stronger
Always was
Better than I could ever be
So it what's it mean?
Is she supposed to be my role model?
Should I look up to her?
Wanna be like her?
Could I be what she is?
More than just another slayer
She's a heroine
A fighter
A survivor
A winner
She's a courageous
A righteous
A worthy
Real life beauty
She's died twice
Been to hell and back
Saved the world
If I couldn't end it,
I probably couldn't save it either
or maybe I can
I killed people
If I couldn't my control my own life
I could at least control when other lives ended
And I would have killed her too
Jealousy took over me
Thought I should have been her
She made it look so easy to be her
Now its different
The slayer line is being threatened
And I could help
And I want to
Things change
And people are full of surprises
I wanna surprise the world
Surprise myself
Buffy
The scoobies
Angel
My mother
And everyone who said I couldn't do it
This is my chance
To reform
To be a good slayer
I'll try it one more time
Its my turn
To do something to be proud of