Note: I finally got the reviews I asked for so here's a chapter for Reese. I don't know how in character this is for Reese, but let's keep a few things in mind. 1) Reese is dealing with the loss of the one he loves. 2) I didn't pay too close of attention to him during the show because he bored me.

Disclaimer: not mine

I did love her. That much I do know. Sure, we had our fights, and I'll even admit that we had those more often than not. The fact still remains that I did love her, and I probably always will.

At first we barely spoke to each other. I didn't trust her at that point. We collaborated on a few cases, mostly dealing with meta-humans. I always wanted more though. When I finally got her name, well, it was memorable to say the least. Finally she was no longer Huntress, but Helena Kyle.

We started getting closer afterwards; meeting for lunch or coffee. After a little while I even got the privilege of being allowed inside the clock tower. I trusted all of them, Barbara, Dinah, and Helena. Even later, months later, I got my wish of dating Helena.

For me, it was incredible; there wasn't a moment that I didn't enjoy. When I saw her smile, it made me smile. When I saw her angry, it was almost like my heart would stop beating because she just looked so beautiful. It was by no means a perfect relationship, but it was a happy one.

Then that blond haired bitch had to ruin it. Helena told me about her concerns for Dinah, of course I felt sympathetic at the time, but I regret that now. Too bad she didn't stay wherever the hell it was she came from, then things would've stayed happy.

As I made love to her that morning, all I could think of was how beautiful she looked. The sweat glistening on her body, the passionate look in her eyes. She was coming and I could feel it, but she didn't scream my name like she was supposed to. Instead she screamed that of the blond haired whore.

Of course I was angry. I started dressing and yelling at her, and her being defiant like she was, yelled right back. I left, and I regret doing that more than I regret anything else I've ever done.

So while I love Helena with all my being, I hate her companion. The one that she. . . she loved instead of me. It should've been me who held her love! It should've! But somehow Dinah wound up with it.

When I found out that Helena died, a part of me died. When I found out that she, along with Dinah, committed suicide I died a little more. The reports stated that Dinah died a little before Helena, so I knew that Helena killed herself because of Dinah. When I figured that out I died even more.

I hope that she rots in hell. I hope that demons torture her for all eternity. I hope that all she ever experiences from now on is pain. She took Helena from me! I don't even know how she did it.

Maybe it was the depressed act. Get Helena to feel sorry for her, somehow get love that way. It wasn't Helena's fault though, it couldn't have been. I loved her and she loved me so that bitch had to have done something to change it. She's a witch and Hell is her destination.

I'll admit that Helena never actually told me that she loved me, but I'm more than confident that she did. She was probably just waiting for the right time to tell me. Sure, she was distant sometimes especially later on in our relationship. Shying away from my touch or my kisses, but she did love me.

It's a shame though, Dinah killing herself. Not that I care that she's dead, no that's not it. I'm just saying that I would've been more than happy to help her out. I had my gun; that would get the job done pretty fast. There were no plans to actually use it yet, but if Helena started dating Dinah, I would've killed that blond bimbo.

I've been kicked off the force temporarily; they say that I have too much rage and grief right now. Dinah's fault once again. I wouldn't be so angry if Helena loved me, and Helena would love me if Dinah wasn't there, so it all comes back to her. I'd love to piss on her grave.

I'll always love Helena though, and I hope that she's in heaven. As much as I hate to admit it, Dinah probably is to. So I can think of only one way to get my love back. Right now, my gun is looking very promising.

Note: Please feed the feedback junkie and tell me what you thought. Also, helenakyle suggested a chappie for Alfred (my god you people are demanding : ) so, before I even attempt this, I'm going to need another two reviews although I can't promise the chapter. Unless I write something that I think is suitable, I won't post it. Thanks for the reviews and suggestions all.