"Don't worry Gin, everything will be ok"

Oh how those words have been burned into my brain.

Feelings of love, guilt, and sorrow,

Would you still remember me by tomorrow?

I thought you loved me, I thought you cared,

You told me you would never kiss another girl,

Even if you were dared,

But that night when you were caught

I forgave you,

Your lesson had been taught,

You would never do it again,

You would never cause me so much pain,

But once again you lied to me,

I thought I would never be free,

Suicidal thoughts rush through my head,

Sooner or later I will be dead,

My hand on the knife as I think of you,

I remember how much I loved you,

But that is over now,

The pain can't last any more,

As my last breath I take before hitting the floor.

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Oh my god! **Free2rhyme blows her nose on a tissue** that is the most saddest thing I have ever written in my life! I will probably write more though.

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