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I'm Sorry Chapter 2
I am Miroku, the worst husband in the universe.
I'm the one that caused Sango to die.
And I'm the one being imprisoned in guilt, loneliness, and sadness.
Oh sure, I got what I wanted, an heir/heiress, but what's missing now is...
...Her...
Why did I have to get angry over nothing?
All she did was walk in the forest with Yuka...
...she got Inuyasha to sniff out any demons and other dangers...
And yet she's still dead.
And it's all my fault.
As I lay in my cot, trying to sleep, I remember everything that happened the moment she took Kagome's knife and slit her wrists.
As she ran through the bushes, I let Kagome hold Yuka as I ran after Sango.
Then she stopped at the river, giggling like she was drunk.
Before I could ask her what she was doing,
She took out the knife and then she looked like she was in thought.
Then she slit her wrists as if to say, "I'm not me anymore. You hear me?"
Her blood started to spill out of her and before I knew it, she collapsed.
I couldn't help but run over to her...
I wanted to hold her wrists and stop the bleeding...
And then make sure the wounds close...
But no, she had already lost too much blood...
After I asked her why she did this,
She glared at me like I didn't know and said,
"You said that you hated me so much, that the universe couldn't hold it all..."
Then I finally confessed that I didn't mean it
And that I loved her...
And she told me that she loved me too...
And then she said, "I'm sorry it had to be this way..."
I could see that she was trying to touch my cheek...
But then her hand fell and her body went cold...
So now here I am, crying because of her death.
As I turn, I see Yuka sleeping peacefully, with her "pacifier" that Kagome gave her.
Yuka.
She doesn't know Sango. She'll never know her...her own mother.
And it's all my fault.
I suddenly hear someone crying. It isn't coming from Yuka. I turned to see Inuyasha quite annoyed with all the noise. Kagome was writing in her diary. Then I realized that I was the one crying.
How could I be so stupid as to let her go away like that, thinking that she was doing me a favor by removing herself from the face of the universe?
"Miroku-sama? Why are you crying?"
I saw Kagome standing over me.
"It's nothing..."
"I get the feeling that you want-"
"You get the feeling that I want what? Do I want Sango? Do I want this feeling to go away? Do I want to go with her in death? What?!"
"Sheesh, you don't have to be so loud..."
"I'm not loud."
Then a thought came into my mind.
"Why did you let Sango get that knife? Did you WANT her to DIE?"
"No, it's just-"
"WHAT?!"
That did it. Yuka started crying like she was in pain.
As I picked her up to sooth her, she stopped crying and then her eyes were in full view.
They were the exact same color as Sango's.
Why haven't noticed?
All of the sudden, I was in another place. It was a pink room.
"Miroku. Are you okay?"
I looked up...and saw Sango standing right there.
"Sango! Are you-"
"No, I am not alive."
"Sango, please come back...I need you here..."
"I've never heard you say stuff in that tone...but I can't come back. I'm sorry."
"Why not?"
"Yuka needs you. I can't just come back, because then it would be like neglecting her."
"But-"
"Everything will be okay. Trust me..."
Then she disappeared, and her voice said, "I love you."
I came back to hear Yuka crying louder.
I held her tighter and that seemed comforting to her because she slowly stopped.
Everything will be okay.
