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Echoe Shayne
I have to know I have to know what it means. The look on Xelloss's face when she said something about the scar told her that it was important . He had paused as if not believing her when she told him about it. So it had to be. Xellos never faltered he always knew what he was going to say. either that or he had no idea what he was going to say but went on talking any way.. But he had been silent when she had told him this She had kept it to herself when she had seen it now looking at the rest of the group she wondered if she should ask them. Sylphiel was the most likely to know but what if it was something bad? she didn't want to make the poor girl have another break down. Gourry well he was just ignorant there was no way he could know. Amelia? no I can't ask her. There was no way that she would be able to get it out of Xellos he would just look at her and say that world famous line that he loved so much. She didn't think that she could take that in fact right now just the thought of it was enough to make her furious.
Amelia came down the stairs with a smile on her face. 'Zelgadiss was so caring even if he did at times try to hide it from people.' But it's not healthy for him to stay up there like he does. He should let some of us watch Lina. 'Lina are you going to wake up?' The thought caused the smile that had been gracing her face to fall.
Filia stood on the steps of a massive library. With a gulp she walked into the building thinking that it was going to be like finding a needle in a hay stack.
High above the trickster priest watched with a smile on his face.
"So she does think it's important too bad she's not going to find anything about it in there."
Darkness, Darkness every where. the voice hadn't said anything in a while but somehow she knew that they where near. That she wasn't alone. Zel opened his eyes looking up instantly at Lina. With a sigh he saw that he was still holding her hand and reluctantly let it go. Amelia would be coming soon with some food so he stood up. Only then to notice that she had already came and went. That was weird usually he would wake up. He had slept longer than usual but he still felt drained. Stumbling back over tot he bed he had the erg to shake her awake. That wouldn't do any good so he quickly subdued it.
Sylphiel sat in the lobby. Gourry was still asleep next to her snoring lightly.
"Gourry Dear?"
"Huuh what." he said sitting up reaching for the hilt of his sword. "Don't worry I'll protect you Sylphiel." She smiled a little at him but it quickly disappeared.
"Gourry Dear do you think that I'm a bad person?" Gourry blinks a few times. times turning his head to the side like he has no idea what she's talking about.
"Why would I think that?"
"Because of what I said you know." She said her eyes narrowing in worry. Tears pooling in the corner.
"Oh yeah that Lina thing."
"Yeah that." she said sounding a little defensive letting her head drop against her chest.
"Hey don't worry about." he said pulling her into a hug.
"How can you say that how can you stand to be near me when you what a terrible person I can be." Her hands where clenched into fists and tears where streaming down her cheeks.
"Because I love you."
Sylphiel collapsed against him at those words. All her anger gone leaving only the worry. "Besides I know Lina and a little thing like this isn't going to get her down." though a frown graced his lips when he knew Sylphiel wasn't looking at least he hoped that it wasn't going to get her down.
Nothing why couldn't she find anything it was pointless Filia sighed as she closed yet another book. A entire day wasted I didn't learn anything. Sighing she let her head rest on the cover of the book.
Zelgadiss frowned moving back into his position by the bed after pacing back and forth for most of the day.
"Lina open your eyes." he pleaded his voice sounding tired and strained.
"Please Lina for me... Gah how can you just lay there." he said in frustration.
"Can you even hear me?"
Somebody was talking to her again. 'How can you just lay there.' They make it sound like I'm giving up well I'll show them. 'Open my eyes...'The phrase repeated it's self over and over again in her mind. Zel looked at her hand that he had taken in his again not willing to look at her face because he didn't want to feel the disappointment crash down around him. "Please Lina." It escaped his mouth in just a whisper. Struggling she got one eye open but light was too bright again and it closed on reflex. "Please Lina." He said not even realizing that he had said it again. She knew that voice. This time when she got her eyes open she forced them to stay open.
"Zel?" She tried her voice but it came out dry and cracked. He lifted his head up to see that Lina was laying there looking at him. Without thinking he pulled her into his arms. She was surprised at Zel doing this Zel never did anything like this yet she felt so safe there so protected. She let herself go lack in his arms. Only then did she remember why she was here. 'Oh My god I ruined their wedding.' The thought was pounding in her head demanding attention. They where all standing there accusing her telling her at that it was her fault. Even Sylphiel and Gourry they all blamed her. 'I'm a bad person.' She had never really thought of it in those terms before. It was true she had ruined Sylphiels wedding and why because she was greedy? because she was careless? Tears where pooling in her eyes and she tried to blink them away but that only made them run down her cheeks in hot torrents.
"Zel I ruined their wedding she said her face buried in his shirt." 'I'm a terrible person.' He could hear the quivering in her voice. Turning his head down he looked at her.
"No it wasn't your fault." He said trying to comfort her. That was weird Lina never cried the great Lina Inverse didn't cry. Though right now her tears made him as mad as he had been that day maybe even madder. How dare they make her cry. How dare they.. he couldn't hold onto his thoughts.
"I didn't mean it. Really I don't mean to attract trouble.." Linas voice intruded his thoughts bringing him back to reality. How could he be thinking like that right now he had to worry about Lina now there was no time to think of anything else so he just sat there and held her to him.
"Don't you dare go on a guilt trip Lina Inverse you did nothing wrong you had no idea that any of this was going to happen." 'Zel you always know what to say.' Right now she took comfort in that. He held her not knowing what else to do till she cried herself to sleep. Zell soon fallowed falling asleep with Lina still cradled in his arms.
Xellos thought that it was time to check on his Lina chan. Opening his eyes slowly he frowned his eyes narrowing at the sight before him.
"Very well." He said his voice sounding venomous right before he faded out.
Filia finally gave up and left the library looking up at the last rays of light that would soon be dipping behind the trees. Ah she had been here all day poor Val he was probably feeling so neglected. Hurrying now she started back disappointed that she was leaving with nothing more than with what she had went in with. A question with no answer.
Amelia sat there. 'Mr. Zelgadiss so kind and caring and considerate.' But, but there was something in the back of her mind as she looked over at Gourry and Sylphiel. Gourry was there for her and right now Amelia felt so alone. 'I should go up and talk to Mr Zelgadiss surely he's awake by now. More as like he's getting ready to go to sleep again.' Even if she did go up there she knew that he would not say much to her and that made her heart hurt. She wanted him to comfort her. She wanted him to be there for her. He could come down once in a while after all it wasn't like Lina was going any where. She was appalled at her thoughts how could she think such a thing. 'Poor Lina' Maybe I should go up there anyway. Zel could use the company. Shame on you how can you be so selfish she scolded herself Lina needed his attention more then she did. Still with a sigh she sat down before her feet made her walk up those stairs.
Lina shifted in her sleep moving closer to Zel not realizing that she still had her arms wrapped around him. She smiled. Zel opened one of his eyes (probably the one that wasn't obstructed with hair) Lina was still asleep. Smiling he closed his eyes again and had the best sleep he had had since the accident and judging by the smile on Lina face he could guess the same.
When the sun peered into the windows it was Zelgadiss that awoke first. He was still laying in the bed with Lina next to him with a blush he got up standing he stretched feeling refreshed.
Amelia smiled as she opened the door she had made up her mind today she was going to stay. Zel was standing in front of his arms raised toward the air.
The door opened but he wasn't that alarmed he knew who it would be and looking over his shoulder he saw that he was right. Amelia was standing there with a tray of food in her hand like she did every morning. She was glad that he appeared to be in a good mood this morning. Sitting down the try she walked toward him stopping right in front of him. Zel looked at Amelia she looked like she wanted to say something. Infact she opened and closed her mouth a few times but said nothing. With a frown he continued to watch her wondering if what she had to say was really that important.
"I came to spend the day with you Zel." there she had said it the expression on his face had changed to one of approval but before he could say anything she rushed on. "Besides Mr. Zelgadiss I worry about you your up here practically alone all day and...
He frowned he was going to say that she could stay up here after all lina probably wanted to talk people but her words hit him. ' Mr. Zelgadiss I'm worried about you.'
"Why should you be worried about me Amelia?" he asked not meaning to sound as cold as he did.
"Well I do worry about you your up here practically all by yourself all day."
"How dare you be so insensitive."
"But Mr. Zelgadiss." She frowned seeing how upset he had suddenly become.
"You worry about something so trivial when Lina has been laying up here.." He was yelling now and it was taking it's toll for Amelia had sunk back away from him. Lina opened her eyes to the sound of yelling not just anyone yelling it was Zel. She didn't want to disturb them or more like she wanted to know what was going on so she laid there watching them. There was something in Amelia's eyes though something hurt something that told her she was going to lash out. Amelia couldn't take it she felt like she was going to break. She only tried to help. He didn't have to be so Mean. Tears where already streaming down her cheeks she could feel them but she couldn't bring her feet to move. She felt so hurt. looking down she frowned before looking back up at him.
"Mr Zelgadiss.." she was practically screaming at him. Here's where she had to intervene if she didn't then she knew some things where going to be said ad they where going to be regretted latter. Mustering her strength she tried to stand up though her body felt stiff from not moving.
"Amelia." She said it was enough to make two heads turn in her direction. Amelia's eyes widened when had she woken up? She fought to stand up strait but her knees that already felt like jello buckled and she went careening toward the floor. Then there where arms holding her up. Amelia was worried but something else stood out in her mind. The way Zel had rushed toward her and now he was hold her gently against him it didn't look like he wanted to let go of her. Something inside her loosened.
~*~*~ flash*~*~ She walked into the room and Zelgadiss was kneeling next to the bed asleep holding Lina's hand. His thumb caressing her skin. *~*~*~*
She could feel her heart constricting and a lump forming in her throat. 'He doesn't love me.' the thought pounded through her head over and over again as she watched Zelgadiss support Lina putting his fingers under her chin and turning her face up toward his asking her in his sweet tenor voice if she was ok. 'He likes Lina.' She felt it her heart was breaking it was shattering into a thousand peaces she had always told herself that it was because he was a shy person but now she knew that she was only fooling herself. Putting her hand to her chest she felt like sinking to the floor herself. Suddenly something in her snaped and she wanted to hurt him she wanted him to hurt as much as she was hurting right now. She wanted him to pay for leading her on even thought she knew that deep down he hadn't. But the part of her that knew that wasn't thinking right now. She wasn't worried about Justice she wasn't worried about anything all she wanted to do was make him pay for her broken heart.
"You Monster." It was quite but Zel heard it feeling his heart freeze at the sound of the words 'You monster'
Lina heard what Amelia said and turned to look at her she looked bad. tears where streaming down her cheeks and her face was pale. Her lips where pursed into a strait line and she had this look on her face this look f being lost of. .being alone and also there was something else on her face something that only Lina caught because she had felt it before. Betrayed Amelia felt betyrade and hurt the look of a broken heart the one that Lina had falsely worn not so long ago.
"How dare you string me along."
The group that ran up the stairs they had been sitting there when they had heard Amelia start yelling that there was a monster. Gourry burst into the room his sword in hand Filia fallowing close behind with her mace out.
"Where's the monster? The monster?" Gourry asked looking around the room confused.
"Right there can't you see what a monster he is?" she asked pointing at Zelgadiss. Then she realized that there where other people in the room and she turned on them.
"Why don't you leave this is a private conversation." At that they backed out of the room into the hall way thought you could hear them struggling over space so they could hear what was going on in the room not that they had to do that Amelia was yelling and the other two occupants weren't saying much. Wait two yes that came back Lina had been awake. And Amelia had been fuming.
Amelia knew that she should stop but things just kept coming out of her mouth.
"What you think that I ever liked you?" She tried to force herself to laugh but she could quite get it out.
Zel frowned looking at Amelia. 'your a monster.' he knew that he was that's what he told himself. Now he knew how Lina must have felt when they where yelling at her only in his case it was true all that he had to do was look in the mirror."
'She thought that he had betrayed her?' he had done no such thing in fact he went out of his way not to lead her on she was like a sister to him. If anything she had betrayed him. He had thought that she was someone that he could trust someone that would take him for more than face value but obviously he had been wrong.
"Yeah that's right your just a freak."
Lina felt the change in Zel and she knew that he wasn't going to stand there and take much more of this.
"She doesn't really mean any of it Zel." she whispered.
"Yes I do." Amelia yelled mad that Lina was trying to but in.
"You know what I never really liked you I pitied you."
Zel started to take a step toward her but felt Lina arms still around him trying to hold him back.
"And for what her? is it her. that Flat chested little girl.?" Lina frowned
"Ok you can get her Zel." She said pulling away from him.
AS quick as the anger came it left leaving Amelia in a little sobbing heap on the floor. Zel walked toward her. Kneeling next to her.
"Why couldn't you have loved me?"
"He sank down next to her and gave her a hug."
Amelia was thankful that he was there but it still felt detached. She still felt cold she still felt alone.
"Why??" She asked her voice pleading for some answer that she wasn't sure she even wanted to know.
" Your right I am a monster they don't have emotions.." he said staring at the wall in front of him.
"But but.." she stammered
"I don't think that someone like me was ever meant to love anyone."
end of part 4 . ^.^
Here the next chap ^.^ I love reviews reviews are my friend thanks for taking the time to ready my story
Echoe Shayne
I have to know I have to know what it means. The look on Xelloss's face when she said something about the scar told her that it was important . He had paused as if not believing her when she told him about it. So it had to be. Xellos never faltered he always knew what he was going to say. either that or he had no idea what he was going to say but went on talking any way.. But he had been silent when she had told him this She had kept it to herself when she had seen it now looking at the rest of the group she wondered if she should ask them. Sylphiel was the most likely to know but what if it was something bad? she didn't want to make the poor girl have another break down. Gourry well he was just ignorant there was no way he could know. Amelia? no I can't ask her. There was no way that she would be able to get it out of Xellos he would just look at her and say that world famous line that he loved so much. She didn't think that she could take that in fact right now just the thought of it was enough to make her furious.
Amelia came down the stairs with a smile on her face. 'Zelgadiss was so caring even if he did at times try to hide it from people.' But it's not healthy for him to stay up there like he does. He should let some of us watch Lina. 'Lina are you going to wake up?' The thought caused the smile that had been gracing her face to fall.
Filia stood on the steps of a massive library. With a gulp she walked into the building thinking that it was going to be like finding a needle in a hay stack.
High above the trickster priest watched with a smile on his face.
"So she does think it's important too bad she's not going to find anything about it in there."
Darkness, Darkness every where. the voice hadn't said anything in a while but somehow she knew that they where near. That she wasn't alone. Zel opened his eyes looking up instantly at Lina. With a sigh he saw that he was still holding her hand and reluctantly let it go. Amelia would be coming soon with some food so he stood up. Only then to notice that she had already came and went. That was weird usually he would wake up. He had slept longer than usual but he still felt drained. Stumbling back over tot he bed he had the erg to shake her awake. That wouldn't do any good so he quickly subdued it.
Sylphiel sat in the lobby. Gourry was still asleep next to her snoring lightly.
"Gourry Dear?"
"Huuh what." he said sitting up reaching for the hilt of his sword. "Don't worry I'll protect you Sylphiel." She smiled a little at him but it quickly disappeared.
"Gourry Dear do you think that I'm a bad person?" Gourry blinks a few times. times turning his head to the side like he has no idea what she's talking about.
"Why would I think that?"
"Because of what I said you know." She said her eyes narrowing in worry. Tears pooling in the corner.
"Oh yeah that Lina thing."
"Yeah that." she said sounding a little defensive letting her head drop against her chest.
"Hey don't worry about." he said pulling her into a hug.
"How can you say that how can you stand to be near me when you what a terrible person I can be." Her hands where clenched into fists and tears where streaming down her cheeks.
"Because I love you."
Sylphiel collapsed against him at those words. All her anger gone leaving only the worry. "Besides I know Lina and a little thing like this isn't going to get her down." though a frown graced his lips when he knew Sylphiel wasn't looking at least he hoped that it wasn't going to get her down.
Nothing why couldn't she find anything it was pointless Filia sighed as she closed yet another book. A entire day wasted I didn't learn anything. Sighing she let her head rest on the cover of the book.
Zelgadiss frowned moving back into his position by the bed after pacing back and forth for most of the day.
"Lina open your eyes." he pleaded his voice sounding tired and strained.
"Please Lina for me... Gah how can you just lay there." he said in frustration.
"Can you even hear me?"
Somebody was talking to her again. 'How can you just lay there.' They make it sound like I'm giving up well I'll show them. 'Open my eyes...'The phrase repeated it's self over and over again in her mind. Zel looked at her hand that he had taken in his again not willing to look at her face because he didn't want to feel the disappointment crash down around him. "Please Lina." It escaped his mouth in just a whisper. Struggling she got one eye open but light was too bright again and it closed on reflex. "Please Lina." He said not even realizing that he had said it again. She knew that voice. This time when she got her eyes open she forced them to stay open.
"Zel?" She tried her voice but it came out dry and cracked. He lifted his head up to see that Lina was laying there looking at him. Without thinking he pulled her into his arms. She was surprised at Zel doing this Zel never did anything like this yet she felt so safe there so protected. She let herself go lack in his arms. Only then did she remember why she was here. 'Oh My god I ruined their wedding.' The thought was pounding in her head demanding attention. They where all standing there accusing her telling her at that it was her fault. Even Sylphiel and Gourry they all blamed her. 'I'm a bad person.' She had never really thought of it in those terms before. It was true she had ruined Sylphiels wedding and why because she was greedy? because she was careless? Tears where pooling in her eyes and she tried to blink them away but that only made them run down her cheeks in hot torrents.
"Zel I ruined their wedding she said her face buried in his shirt." 'I'm a terrible person.' He could hear the quivering in her voice. Turning his head down he looked at her.
"No it wasn't your fault." He said trying to comfort her. That was weird Lina never cried the great Lina Inverse didn't cry. Though right now her tears made him as mad as he had been that day maybe even madder. How dare they make her cry. How dare they.. he couldn't hold onto his thoughts.
"I didn't mean it. Really I don't mean to attract trouble.." Linas voice intruded his thoughts bringing him back to reality. How could he be thinking like that right now he had to worry about Lina now there was no time to think of anything else so he just sat there and held her to him.
"Don't you dare go on a guilt trip Lina Inverse you did nothing wrong you had no idea that any of this was going to happen." 'Zel you always know what to say.' Right now she took comfort in that. He held her not knowing what else to do till she cried herself to sleep. Zell soon fallowed falling asleep with Lina still cradled in his arms.
Xellos thought that it was time to check on his Lina chan. Opening his eyes slowly he frowned his eyes narrowing at the sight before him.
"Very well." He said his voice sounding venomous right before he faded out.
Filia finally gave up and left the library looking up at the last rays of light that would soon be dipping behind the trees. Ah she had been here all day poor Val he was probably feeling so neglected. Hurrying now she started back disappointed that she was leaving with nothing more than with what she had went in with. A question with no answer.
Amelia sat there. 'Mr. Zelgadiss so kind and caring and considerate.' But, but there was something in the back of her mind as she looked over at Gourry and Sylphiel. Gourry was there for her and right now Amelia felt so alone. 'I should go up and talk to Mr Zelgadiss surely he's awake by now. More as like he's getting ready to go to sleep again.' Even if she did go up there she knew that he would not say much to her and that made her heart hurt. She wanted him to comfort her. She wanted him to be there for her. He could come down once in a while after all it wasn't like Lina was going any where. She was appalled at her thoughts how could she think such a thing. 'Poor Lina' Maybe I should go up there anyway. Zel could use the company. Shame on you how can you be so selfish she scolded herself Lina needed his attention more then she did. Still with a sigh she sat down before her feet made her walk up those stairs.
Lina shifted in her sleep moving closer to Zel not realizing that she still had her arms wrapped around him. She smiled. Zel opened one of his eyes (probably the one that wasn't obstructed with hair) Lina was still asleep. Smiling he closed his eyes again and had the best sleep he had had since the accident and judging by the smile on Lina face he could guess the same.
When the sun peered into the windows it was Zelgadiss that awoke first. He was still laying in the bed with Lina next to him with a blush he got up standing he stretched feeling refreshed.
Amelia smiled as she opened the door she had made up her mind today she was going to stay. Zel was standing in front of his arms raised toward the air.
The door opened but he wasn't that alarmed he knew who it would be and looking over his shoulder he saw that he was right. Amelia was standing there with a tray of food in her hand like she did every morning. She was glad that he appeared to be in a good mood this morning. Sitting down the try she walked toward him stopping right in front of him. Zel looked at Amelia she looked like she wanted to say something. Infact she opened and closed her mouth a few times but said nothing. With a frown he continued to watch her wondering if what she had to say was really that important.
"I came to spend the day with you Zel." there she had said it the expression on his face had changed to one of approval but before he could say anything she rushed on. "Besides Mr. Zelgadiss I worry about you your up here practically alone all day and...
He frowned he was going to say that she could stay up here after all lina probably wanted to talk people but her words hit him. ' Mr. Zelgadiss I'm worried about you.'
"Why should you be worried about me Amelia?" he asked not meaning to sound as cold as he did.
"Well I do worry about you your up here practically all by yourself all day."
"How dare you be so insensitive."
"But Mr. Zelgadiss." She frowned seeing how upset he had suddenly become.
"You worry about something so trivial when Lina has been laying up here.." He was yelling now and it was taking it's toll for Amelia had sunk back away from him. Lina opened her eyes to the sound of yelling not just anyone yelling it was Zel. She didn't want to disturb them or more like she wanted to know what was going on so she laid there watching them. There was something in Amelia's eyes though something hurt something that told her she was going to lash out. Amelia couldn't take it she felt like she was going to break. She only tried to help. He didn't have to be so Mean. Tears where already streaming down her cheeks she could feel them but she couldn't bring her feet to move. She felt so hurt. looking down she frowned before looking back up at him.
"Mr Zelgadiss.." she was practically screaming at him. Here's where she had to intervene if she didn't then she knew some things where going to be said ad they where going to be regretted latter. Mustering her strength she tried to stand up though her body felt stiff from not moving.
"Amelia." She said it was enough to make two heads turn in her direction. Amelia's eyes widened when had she woken up? She fought to stand up strait but her knees that already felt like jello buckled and she went careening toward the floor. Then there where arms holding her up. Amelia was worried but something else stood out in her mind. The way Zel had rushed toward her and now he was hold her gently against him it didn't look like he wanted to let go of her. Something inside her loosened.
~*~*~ flash*~*~ She walked into the room and Zelgadiss was kneeling next to the bed asleep holding Lina's hand. His thumb caressing her skin. *~*~*~*
She could feel her heart constricting and a lump forming in her throat. 'He doesn't love me.' the thought pounded through her head over and over again as she watched Zelgadiss support Lina putting his fingers under her chin and turning her face up toward his asking her in his sweet tenor voice if she was ok. 'He likes Lina.' She felt it her heart was breaking it was shattering into a thousand peaces she had always told herself that it was because he was a shy person but now she knew that she was only fooling herself. Putting her hand to her chest she felt like sinking to the floor herself. Suddenly something in her snaped and she wanted to hurt him she wanted him to hurt as much as she was hurting right now. She wanted him to pay for leading her on even thought she knew that deep down he hadn't. But the part of her that knew that wasn't thinking right now. She wasn't worried about Justice she wasn't worried about anything all she wanted to do was make him pay for her broken heart.
"You Monster." It was quite but Zel heard it feeling his heart freeze at the sound of the words 'You monster'
Lina heard what Amelia said and turned to look at her she looked bad. tears where streaming down her cheeks and her face was pale. Her lips where pursed into a strait line and she had this look on her face this look f being lost of. .being alone and also there was something else on her face something that only Lina caught because she had felt it before. Betrayed Amelia felt betyrade and hurt the look of a broken heart the one that Lina had falsely worn not so long ago.
"How dare you string me along."
The group that ran up the stairs they had been sitting there when they had heard Amelia start yelling that there was a monster. Gourry burst into the room his sword in hand Filia fallowing close behind with her mace out.
"Where's the monster? The monster?" Gourry asked looking around the room confused.
"Right there can't you see what a monster he is?" she asked pointing at Zelgadiss. Then she realized that there where other people in the room and she turned on them.
"Why don't you leave this is a private conversation." At that they backed out of the room into the hall way thought you could hear them struggling over space so they could hear what was going on in the room not that they had to do that Amelia was yelling and the other two occupants weren't saying much. Wait two yes that came back Lina had been awake. And Amelia had been fuming.
Amelia knew that she should stop but things just kept coming out of her mouth.
"What you think that I ever liked you?" She tried to force herself to laugh but she could quite get it out.
Zel frowned looking at Amelia. 'your a monster.' he knew that he was that's what he told himself. Now he knew how Lina must have felt when they where yelling at her only in his case it was true all that he had to do was look in the mirror."
'She thought that he had betrayed her?' he had done no such thing in fact he went out of his way not to lead her on she was like a sister to him. If anything she had betrayed him. He had thought that she was someone that he could trust someone that would take him for more than face value but obviously he had been wrong.
"Yeah that's right your just a freak."
Lina felt the change in Zel and she knew that he wasn't going to stand there and take much more of this.
"She doesn't really mean any of it Zel." she whispered.
"Yes I do." Amelia yelled mad that Lina was trying to but in.
"You know what I never really liked you I pitied you."
Zel started to take a step toward her but felt Lina arms still around him trying to hold him back.
"And for what her? is it her. that Flat chested little girl.?" Lina frowned
"Ok you can get her Zel." She said pulling away from him.
AS quick as the anger came it left leaving Amelia in a little sobbing heap on the floor. Zel walked toward her. Kneeling next to her.
"Why couldn't you have loved me?"
"He sank down next to her and gave her a hug."
Amelia was thankful that he was there but it still felt detached. She still felt cold she still felt alone.
"Why??" She asked her voice pleading for some answer that she wasn't sure she even wanted to know.
" Your right I am a monster they don't have emotions.." he said staring at the wall in front of him.
"But but.." she stammered
"I don't think that someone like me was ever meant to love anyone."
end of part 4 . ^.^
