A/N I am sorry it takes me so long to update but I have loadsa school stuff to do and I can't find a way round it. I am on vacation soon and should be able to update more often, and not so erratically! Thank you so much to everyone who reviews, I feel so guilty when I don't give you an update back. Thanks love you guys.

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The sun crept in through the window to Phoebe's bedroom and she slowly cracked one sleepy eyelid open. She stretched and clicked her fingers and joints in her back. Relaxing back onto her pillows she thought how lucky they all were that they had survived the previous days events. On some level she blamed herself but she knew logically that Paige being taken by a demon wasn't her fault and the anger and upset she had felt eventually helped her to get a premonition almost when she wanted, which most definitely helped Paige. She did, however, still feel incredibly guilty about how she had treated Paige and knew that she would have to find a way to make it up to her. She loved all her sisters dearly and she knew they all loved each other so much, but Phoebe had always felt closer to Piper and even Prue than she did to Paige. When Paige had been born she had been jealous and kind of funny about it but she knew she was over it and mature enough to not let things like that bother her anymore. But she needed to feel a special bond with Paige, like she did with Piper, to make everything seem right. Her and Prue were closer now after their ordeal but Phoebe was wary of how Paige felt about her and if she could ever salvage their strained relationship.

Expecting everyone to be asleep, phoebe crept across the hall to Paige's room. She pushed the door and peeked her head around it. She saw Paige curled into piper's loving embrace, both looking, exhausted, but completely happy and peaceful for the first time in days. There were both still not totally healed after the day before, so she decided better to let them sleep. She crept across the darkened room, not quite blessed by the sun yet, and sat at the table crammed with bits and pieces and brightly coloured pens and trinkets. Rummaging through the precariously piled treats Phoebe located paper and a pen. She sighed and began to write.

Hey Paige, (and Piper if she's there too I guess)

I am sorry for being bitc oops I mean, mean to you. I should have just got over myself and I am sorry. I dunno what else to say. I really am sorry and I kinda blame myself for what happened, maybe if hadn't got angry. anyway, just making sure you know I love ya and stuff (you too pipe) so,

Bye

Phoebe rolled her eyes as she let out a sigh. She screwed up the paper and walked out of Paige's room chastising herself for thinking a letter would have been a good idea. She was no good at that stuff. Her skills in writing seem to be limited to spells and not a lot else.

She walked into her own room and flopped backwards onto piper's bed, letting the sweet smell of her elder sister calm her and help her think.

She had to do something to fix her relationship with Paige and she didn't have a clue what. She wished piper was in hr to help.

Rolling over she glanced round the room and her eyes landed on the small form of her elder but not eldest sister leaning heavily on the doorframe.

A/N I didn't like it. I thought it had loadsa clichés in it but I wanted to show how phoebe was feeling. You can kinda guess what the next chapter will be like can't you.