AN: Okay readers you might be a bit mad at me with this chapter but I don't know how I'm going to end this story and I don't know who the main couple will be. Oh yeah and I'm bashing on Bulma just a TINY bit (I love Bulma but I had to in this story) and Vegeta has become really really REALLY mean to Pan in this chapter so no flames for that. He will get better. Oh, and Trunks is in the story.
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I had thought for many nights about what Goten had said to me
"Why don't you feel guilty?"
How can I feel guilty about something I wanted for so long. I thought through the day and through the night. I even wrote down the pro's and cons of the situation. As many times as I did it I got more cons, the top being he's married and has two children. My best friends, Bra and Trunks. Trunks?
If I can't have the man, I can have the next best thing. His son. I knew Trunks took a liking to me. I've seen him stare and give me second glances. Hell, why not sure he seems like a jerk but who knows he could be the man of my dreams and I just don't know it yet.
I called Goten and I told him about my plan to go to Vegeta and tell him I no longer can go through this. He was beyond happy.
The next day I went over to see Bra. I dropped into Vegeta's gravity room to tell him I needed to speak with him tonight. As I walked in Vegeta was right by the door pulling me in and shutting the door fast. Before I could say anything he started kissing me. I wanted to pull away but how could I. This is Vegeta the sexiest man on this planet. But I had to think what if Bulma, Bra, or Trunks walks in. I pushed him away. He gave me a confused expression.
"Don't look at me like that." I told him.
"Isn't that why you're here?"
"No, I was going to tell you to meet me tonight. I have to talk to you about something."
"Very, well." He said giving me a smirk I couldn't understand. I think he thought I wanted to mess around instead of talk.
"Just meet me in the forest where I live around midnight."
I gave my last glance and walked out.
"What are you doing in there?"
I believe I almost had a heart attack. I spun around seeing Trunks standing there.
"Oh, hey. Oh I was just going to use it but Vegeta is in there so yeah."
"Okay. Hey I was wondering even though we have a grown up together I don't really know you. So you want to go out sometime. To caught up on things? I mean, only if you want to."
I think I went in to shock. Just last night I was thinking about getting with him. I realized I didn't answer him.
"Yeah, sure that's great."
"Tonight? Maybe eight. I'll pick you up."
"Perfect." Thought I would have to cut the date short to meet vegeta.
I got dressed. I wasn't sure where Trunks was going to take me. Probably somewhere fancy, but I could be wrong. So I wore a long denim shirt with some brown swede boots that went to my knees. And a shirt that looked like it came out of the 70's, long sleeves with a slit in the sleeves that went to my elbows. It was nice enough outfit to wear anywhere.
I heard a car honking out front I didn't even bothered looking outside I knew it was Trunks. I ran down stairs and was almost to the door before my dad stopped me.
"Where do you think your going?" He said crossing his arms and staring at me in only a way a father could.
"I'm going out." I responded trying to act calm.
"With who?"
"Trunks."
"Why would you be going out with him?" He was a bit puzzled usually me and Trunks couldn't be in a room for 10 minutes with out starting a fight. But I quickly made up a lie.
"Well, Goten is sleeping like always. Bra well, why would he want to go out with his sister, and you and I know he doesn't have friends except us. So I thought I would be nice and go with him." Boy was I good.
"Okay, but why so dressed up?"
Oops, I spoke to soon.
"I just like to look good. Is that such a crime?" I heard the car honk again.
"And now if you would excuse me." I rushed out the door. When I got in the car I told Trunks to quickly drive off.
I could feel him looking at me every so often.
"You look great." He said looking over at me then back at the road.
"Thank you." How stupid that's all I could say. "Um, where are we going?"
"Where would you like to go?"
"A club." I said with a smile.
"Why?"
"Because I've never been to one."
"Oh, yeah that's right. Well you look the age now so they wont say anything."
We arrived at the club and he help me out of the car. He might be a smart ass sometimes but he's always a gentlemen.
I finally got to get a good look at him. I went into a little shock. He looked just like Vegeta (beside the hair and eyes) He was wearing regular blue jeans with a white shirt, and a leather jacket. And that was just great every time I looked at him I thought of Vegeta.
We got in the club easy and sat down at a table. We sat in silence for a long time before he started speaking.
"So why did you change yourself into a adult. I know you. And you wouldn't do it for some stupid reason like you was just tired of being a kid."
"Yes, I have a good reason but I think I'm going to wish myself back to a kid again." I said sadly.
"Oh, I really wish you wouldn't."
"Why's that."
"It's just I would have to wait a long time before you come of age and I'll be getting old."
Trunks said starting to blush.
"Why would you want to wait on me." I could tell he wanted to be with me but I wanted to make sure I was right.
Trunks was getting nerves cause you would always run his fingers through his hair about a hundred times.
"Because I want to..." He cleared his throat. "Be with you."
"But don't you have a girlfriend?"
"No, those girls are just after my money. I don't think I ever asked a girl out. As soon as they find out my last name is Briefs then they will do anything for me."
"I can only imagine." I said smiling but getting a bit angry thinking of him with another girl.
"Don't get mad. I'm sorry."
"It's okay. Its not like I haven't been with someone." Oh shit, why did I say that? Trunks nearly fainted he just gave me a blank stare.
"Excuse me. Your only thirteen." The people at the net table heard us and began to stare.
"Trunks. Shhh."
He leaned over so he could whisper.
"When and who was it."
"I can't tell you exactly when but it was after I made the wish."
"Well, that's somewhat of a relief. Do you regret it?" He sounded very concerned.
"No, its just. He had things going on that made me feel guilty."
"Did he have a girlfriend.?"
"Something like that."
"Did you love him, or do you?" I could see he really wanted me to hurry up and answer this.
"Its was just lust. Why so concerned?"
"I'm not." He quickly picked up his drink and finished it off.
"Listen lets not talk about this it will just ruin the night."
For the rest of the night we talked, laughed, and got a bit to close. I f you know what I mean. Not all the way but close enough.
We were riding around when I looked at the clock. 12:05.
"Oh, no!"
"What?"
"I need to go home. I know its really early for you but I don't want my parents to freak. You know I"m only thirteen."
Trunks made a little face.
"Please, don't remind me. I feel like a perv."
I just smiled and laughed.
"Here stop. I don't want ;my dad to see through window." I leaned over and gave thim one last kiss. "We have got to do this again."
"Yeah, maybe my place next time." I gave him a evil stare.
"Don't get me wrong I wont jump on you or anything. Of course, Unless you want me to." He said with a smirk.
"Goodnight, Trunks."
I waited till he drove off and walked into the forest. I could feel Vegeta's Ki.
"Vegeta I'm so sorry. I had a date tonight and...." Vegeta suddenly grabbed me pulling me to his chest. Io looking in his eyes for a few seconds before he kissed me. I pushed him away again for the second time today.
"Stop that" I said screaming at him. He just stood there staring at me.
"I said I just wanted to talk." I took in a deep breath. "Now listen. I can't have anything to do with you anymore. I mean we can speak to each other but nothing more."
"That's not what you want."
I looked down "Of course not, but it's the right thing, and...." I turned around I didn't want to see his reaction. "I'm with someone." I heard him take in a sharp breath.
"Who might that be?"
"Trunks."
"What!" I nearly shook in fear at how he spoke.
"How could you do that?"
"Well, how could you cheat on your wife? Tell me that."
"Don't start that shit. She cheats on me all the damn time. Coming home from those so called 'business meetings' I having to smell those men on her."
"You mean I was just revenge to get back at her." I could feel my eyes water. But I wasn't going to show him that.
Vegeta took a step making me move back. We did this till I was up again a tree. He moved his mouth to my ear and spoke softly.
"Does it matter if it revenge or not. Your getting pleasure and I'm getting mine. It's a win, win situation."
Before I could give a response he started kissing me. Not in the way he used to. This time it was more aggressive. I tried to push him away but he just pushed me harder against the tree. I slapped him, which that only caused him the smirk and grab my hand. He got me on the ground and started kissing my neck. I struggled for the longest before he started talking.
"Why are you resisting. It's not like it's your first time."
"That's not the point. I don't want to do anything." I began to struggle again.
"You know you can't over power me."
I stared in his eyes then looked away. This was all true. I laid there not struggling anymore. He took off all my close and in the end he did everything he wanted.
After he was 'finished' I got up and put on all my clothes.
"Now you can't tell me that wasn't good." I saw him laugh a little. I didn't even bother answering him. I just flew off to my room.
I went into the shower leaning against the cold wall. How could I let him do that to me? Why didn't I raise my KI and have someone help me. But as he said 'You know you can't over power me.'
I looked over at the clock and saw it read 1:49. I grabbed the phone and thought about who I could talk to. I knew I couldn't call Trunks. And Bra would just be totally wrong. Then I thought of Goten. He knew about me and Vegeta. But should I tell him the truth or just act like I'm talking about someone else.
I dialed the number to get a bubbly voice on the other end.
"Awww my favorite niece. What do I have the honor of you calling me?"
"Very funny. Um I have sort of a question."
"Okay."
"Um when a girl says she's raped what do you think of."
"What kind of question is this?" He sounded freaked out.
"It's nothing. I just need to know."
"I don't understand the question. How am I suppose to answer that."
"Okay when a girl gets raped do you think she's struggling and yelling to get away."
"Yeah."
"What about if a girl doesn't want to have sex but she doesn't struggle cause she knows there is no use."
"That doesn't matter it's still going against her will."
"Okay, well I need to get going."
"Pan what's wrong?"
"Nothing." He was very concerned. As he should be. But it was just the wrong time to tell him anything.
"Pan, now you don't have to lie to me."
"Goten really it's nothing. I need to go. I'm really tired."
"OH yeah Pan."
"Yeah."
"Trunks called me after your date. And he really really likes you. He talked about you the whole time I had to get off the phone because I was tired of hearing about you." He started to laugh. "You should really stay with him."
"I'll try."
I slowly hung up the phone and laid down on my bed. I tried to close my eyes but I started thinking about what happened between me and Vegeta. So I just laid there the rest of the night thinking how I was going to get out of this.
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Well I'm sorry if that sucks. I liked the chapter but I'm know I'm going to get yelled at for the rape stuff. But this is fanfic and I can do whatever the hell I want with my story. But dont worry Vegeta will turn nice in the next chapter (or the next I dont know) so don't freak out on me. Well, till next time. ::Waves:: OH, yeah don't forget to review.
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I had thought for many nights about what Goten had said to me
"Why don't you feel guilty?"
How can I feel guilty about something I wanted for so long. I thought through the day and through the night. I even wrote down the pro's and cons of the situation. As many times as I did it I got more cons, the top being he's married and has two children. My best friends, Bra and Trunks. Trunks?
If I can't have the man, I can have the next best thing. His son. I knew Trunks took a liking to me. I've seen him stare and give me second glances. Hell, why not sure he seems like a jerk but who knows he could be the man of my dreams and I just don't know it yet.
I called Goten and I told him about my plan to go to Vegeta and tell him I no longer can go through this. He was beyond happy.
The next day I went over to see Bra. I dropped into Vegeta's gravity room to tell him I needed to speak with him tonight. As I walked in Vegeta was right by the door pulling me in and shutting the door fast. Before I could say anything he started kissing me. I wanted to pull away but how could I. This is Vegeta the sexiest man on this planet. But I had to think what if Bulma, Bra, or Trunks walks in. I pushed him away. He gave me a confused expression.
"Don't look at me like that." I told him.
"Isn't that why you're here?"
"No, I was going to tell you to meet me tonight. I have to talk to you about something."
"Very, well." He said giving me a smirk I couldn't understand. I think he thought I wanted to mess around instead of talk.
"Just meet me in the forest where I live around midnight."
I gave my last glance and walked out.
"What are you doing in there?"
I believe I almost had a heart attack. I spun around seeing Trunks standing there.
"Oh, hey. Oh I was just going to use it but Vegeta is in there so yeah."
"Okay. Hey I was wondering even though we have a grown up together I don't really know you. So you want to go out sometime. To caught up on things? I mean, only if you want to."
I think I went in to shock. Just last night I was thinking about getting with him. I realized I didn't answer him.
"Yeah, sure that's great."
"Tonight? Maybe eight. I'll pick you up."
"Perfect." Thought I would have to cut the date short to meet vegeta.
I got dressed. I wasn't sure where Trunks was going to take me. Probably somewhere fancy, but I could be wrong. So I wore a long denim shirt with some brown swede boots that went to my knees. And a shirt that looked like it came out of the 70's, long sleeves with a slit in the sleeves that went to my elbows. It was nice enough outfit to wear anywhere.
I heard a car honking out front I didn't even bothered looking outside I knew it was Trunks. I ran down stairs and was almost to the door before my dad stopped me.
"Where do you think your going?" He said crossing his arms and staring at me in only a way a father could.
"I'm going out." I responded trying to act calm.
"With who?"
"Trunks."
"Why would you be going out with him?" He was a bit puzzled usually me and Trunks couldn't be in a room for 10 minutes with out starting a fight. But I quickly made up a lie.
"Well, Goten is sleeping like always. Bra well, why would he want to go out with his sister, and you and I know he doesn't have friends except us. So I thought I would be nice and go with him." Boy was I good.
"Okay, but why so dressed up?"
Oops, I spoke to soon.
"I just like to look good. Is that such a crime?" I heard the car honk again.
"And now if you would excuse me." I rushed out the door. When I got in the car I told Trunks to quickly drive off.
I could feel him looking at me every so often.
"You look great." He said looking over at me then back at the road.
"Thank you." How stupid that's all I could say. "Um, where are we going?"
"Where would you like to go?"
"A club." I said with a smile.
"Why?"
"Because I've never been to one."
"Oh, yeah that's right. Well you look the age now so they wont say anything."
We arrived at the club and he help me out of the car. He might be a smart ass sometimes but he's always a gentlemen.
I finally got to get a good look at him. I went into a little shock. He looked just like Vegeta (beside the hair and eyes) He was wearing regular blue jeans with a white shirt, and a leather jacket. And that was just great every time I looked at him I thought of Vegeta.
We got in the club easy and sat down at a table. We sat in silence for a long time before he started speaking.
"So why did you change yourself into a adult. I know you. And you wouldn't do it for some stupid reason like you was just tired of being a kid."
"Yes, I have a good reason but I think I'm going to wish myself back to a kid again." I said sadly.
"Oh, I really wish you wouldn't."
"Why's that."
"It's just I would have to wait a long time before you come of age and I'll be getting old."
Trunks said starting to blush.
"Why would you want to wait on me." I could tell he wanted to be with me but I wanted to make sure I was right.
Trunks was getting nerves cause you would always run his fingers through his hair about a hundred times.
"Because I want to..." He cleared his throat. "Be with you."
"But don't you have a girlfriend?"
"No, those girls are just after my money. I don't think I ever asked a girl out. As soon as they find out my last name is Briefs then they will do anything for me."
"I can only imagine." I said smiling but getting a bit angry thinking of him with another girl.
"Don't get mad. I'm sorry."
"It's okay. Its not like I haven't been with someone." Oh shit, why did I say that? Trunks nearly fainted he just gave me a blank stare.
"Excuse me. Your only thirteen." The people at the net table heard us and began to stare.
"Trunks. Shhh."
He leaned over so he could whisper.
"When and who was it."
"I can't tell you exactly when but it was after I made the wish."
"Well, that's somewhat of a relief. Do you regret it?" He sounded very concerned.
"No, its just. He had things going on that made me feel guilty."
"Did he have a girlfriend.?"
"Something like that."
"Did you love him, or do you?" I could see he really wanted me to hurry up and answer this.
"Its was just lust. Why so concerned?"
"I'm not." He quickly picked up his drink and finished it off.
"Listen lets not talk about this it will just ruin the night."
For the rest of the night we talked, laughed, and got a bit to close. I f you know what I mean. Not all the way but close enough.
We were riding around when I looked at the clock. 12:05.
"Oh, no!"
"What?"
"I need to go home. I know its really early for you but I don't want my parents to freak. You know I"m only thirteen."
Trunks made a little face.
"Please, don't remind me. I feel like a perv."
I just smiled and laughed.
"Here stop. I don't want ;my dad to see through window." I leaned over and gave thim one last kiss. "We have got to do this again."
"Yeah, maybe my place next time." I gave him a evil stare.
"Don't get me wrong I wont jump on you or anything. Of course, Unless you want me to." He said with a smirk.
"Goodnight, Trunks."
I waited till he drove off and walked into the forest. I could feel Vegeta's Ki.
"Vegeta I'm so sorry. I had a date tonight and...." Vegeta suddenly grabbed me pulling me to his chest. Io looking in his eyes for a few seconds before he kissed me. I pushed him away again for the second time today.
"Stop that" I said screaming at him. He just stood there staring at me.
"I said I just wanted to talk." I took in a deep breath. "Now listen. I can't have anything to do with you anymore. I mean we can speak to each other but nothing more."
"That's not what you want."
I looked down "Of course not, but it's the right thing, and...." I turned around I didn't want to see his reaction. "I'm with someone." I heard him take in a sharp breath.
"Who might that be?"
"Trunks."
"What!" I nearly shook in fear at how he spoke.
"How could you do that?"
"Well, how could you cheat on your wife? Tell me that."
"Don't start that shit. She cheats on me all the damn time. Coming home from those so called 'business meetings' I having to smell those men on her."
"You mean I was just revenge to get back at her." I could feel my eyes water. But I wasn't going to show him that.
Vegeta took a step making me move back. We did this till I was up again a tree. He moved his mouth to my ear and spoke softly.
"Does it matter if it revenge or not. Your getting pleasure and I'm getting mine. It's a win, win situation."
Before I could give a response he started kissing me. Not in the way he used to. This time it was more aggressive. I tried to push him away but he just pushed me harder against the tree. I slapped him, which that only caused him the smirk and grab my hand. He got me on the ground and started kissing my neck. I struggled for the longest before he started talking.
"Why are you resisting. It's not like it's your first time."
"That's not the point. I don't want to do anything." I began to struggle again.
"You know you can't over power me."
I stared in his eyes then looked away. This was all true. I laid there not struggling anymore. He took off all my close and in the end he did everything he wanted.
After he was 'finished' I got up and put on all my clothes.
"Now you can't tell me that wasn't good." I saw him laugh a little. I didn't even bother answering him. I just flew off to my room.
I went into the shower leaning against the cold wall. How could I let him do that to me? Why didn't I raise my KI and have someone help me. But as he said 'You know you can't over power me.'
I looked over at the clock and saw it read 1:49. I grabbed the phone and thought about who I could talk to. I knew I couldn't call Trunks. And Bra would just be totally wrong. Then I thought of Goten. He knew about me and Vegeta. But should I tell him the truth or just act like I'm talking about someone else.
I dialed the number to get a bubbly voice on the other end.
"Awww my favorite niece. What do I have the honor of you calling me?"
"Very funny. Um I have sort of a question."
"Okay."
"Um when a girl says she's raped what do you think of."
"What kind of question is this?" He sounded freaked out.
"It's nothing. I just need to know."
"I don't understand the question. How am I suppose to answer that."
"Okay when a girl gets raped do you think she's struggling and yelling to get away."
"Yeah."
"What about if a girl doesn't want to have sex but she doesn't struggle cause she knows there is no use."
"That doesn't matter it's still going against her will."
"Okay, well I need to get going."
"Pan what's wrong?"
"Nothing." He was very concerned. As he should be. But it was just the wrong time to tell him anything.
"Pan, now you don't have to lie to me."
"Goten really it's nothing. I need to go. I'm really tired."
"OH yeah Pan."
"Yeah."
"Trunks called me after your date. And he really really likes you. He talked about you the whole time I had to get off the phone because I was tired of hearing about you." He started to laugh. "You should really stay with him."
"I'll try."
I slowly hung up the phone and laid down on my bed. I tried to close my eyes but I started thinking about what happened between me and Vegeta. So I just laid there the rest of the night thinking how I was going to get out of this.
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Well I'm sorry if that sucks. I liked the chapter but I'm know I'm going to get yelled at for the rape stuff. But this is fanfic and I can do whatever the hell I want with my story. But dont worry Vegeta will turn nice in the next chapter (or the next I dont know) so don't freak out on me. Well, till next time. ::Waves:: OH, yeah don't forget to review.
