Well, I have to warn I think this is a little short and I"m sorry for that but it's better than nothing. Umm a storm is about to come so I have to hurry and post this so I can get off and shut the computer down. I didn't get to read over it so if its got A LOT of mistakes review and tell me and I'll fix them when I have time. Well I hope you enjoy and so sorry for the wait.
OH and thankx so much for the reviews you guys are wonderful~!
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When I got home I went to bed right away. Hopefully if I'm asleep they won't wake me up and talk to be for hours about the wedding. I called Trunks cell phone. He didn't answer. Which, that wasn't such a surprise I figured Goten and him were having a great time. I left him a message telling him I'll be over early in the morning.
I couldn't go to sleep. All I did that night was try and figure out a way to tell Trunks about all this. Usually if I planned what I was going to say everything went well. But this situation I just drew a blank on.
I looked at the clock. It was eight a.m. I knew he would be up so I got dressed and left a note for my parents, just in case. I arrived at the house a lightly knocked on the door. Trunks came in with a ice pack on his head and his hair every which way.
"Aw, to much to drink." I said rubbing his cheek and laughing a little.
"It's not funny. Why did you want to come by?" Trunks motioned for me to walk.
"I need to talk to you about something." I said with my head down.
"Omg your pregnant." Trunks said dropping his ice pack.
"NO~!"
"Then you don't want to get married. Is that it?" I walked over and put my arm around his neck.
"Of course I want to marry you. I just, I just need to tell you something about my past. Well,
actually I need to tell you why I used the dragon balls."
Trunks sat on the couch. "Oh, yeah. You never told anyone yet have you."
"I've told Goten, but I made him promise me not to tell anyone so don't be mad at him."
"Okay, I wont. But just tell me." Trunks said raising a eye brow.
"Remember on our first date I said I changed myself to look like this for someone." Trunks gave
me a slow nod.
"Well, you know this person. Very well."
"Oh, do I work with them or something?" Trunks said.
"No, umm your related." I said almost with tears in my eyes.
"What?" Trunks moved away from me. "The only person I can think of is Dad but,"
Tears were running down my face. Trunks mouth dropped and just stared at me.
"Please tell me its not him." Trunks stood up walking across the room.
"Trunks I'm sorry. If I knew what was going to happen between us I would have never done it.
I moved towards him but he back away towards the wall.
Trunks put his hand on his forehead.
"Okay, let me get this straight. You wished to be older so you could be with my Dad. You then had sex with him which is just, okay I don't even want to think about it. Then you get with me. Were you guys fucking when we was together?"
"Trunks listen to me, please." I moved closer but he pushed me away causing me to fall on the grounds. I was crying so hard I could barely breath. Trunks looked down at me with tears almost in his eyes.
"Pan, I love you so much. But why did you do this to me?"
I got off the ground and moved towards him I wrapped my arms around him crying in his shoulder. He tried to pull me off. I had to power up a little to keep him in my arms.
"If you'll sit down I'll tell you everything." I whispered in his ear.
After Trunks settled down I told him everything. And I mean everything. It was really hard for me to say it. And I wanted to leave the part out about him forcing himself on me but I had to tell the truth. I never wanted to go through this again.
After I explained everything we just sat there in silence. Trunks had his head practially in his lap. I sat close to him but I didn't dare move.
"You don't want to be with me anymore, do you?"
Trunks slowly raised his head up and looked at me. He wrapped one arm around my shoulder and pulled me closer to him.
"I already said I still love you. It's going to be hard for me to except what you did. I'm not saying having sex with someone else is wrong its just...."
"I know. I just want you to stay with me." I rested my head on his shoulder. Enjoying the time I had with him.
"I want you to do something though."
"What's that?" I raised my head up to look at him.
"I want you to talk to Vegeta and tell him, just so he knows, to never touch you again." Trunks voice started to get very loud. Anyone could have know he was angry. "I would have a 'talk' with him my self. But I'm going to leave it to you. I think that would be best for all of us."
I just looked at him and nodded.
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That evening I knew Vegeta would be alone. I told Trunks I was going to talk to him tonight. He was a bit nervous. Even though it was his decision. He was afraid we was going to do something. I know I should get mad over that. He doesn't trust me and I don't blame him. I promised him I wouldn't do anything with him and all I can say is it's going to be the hardest promise to keep.
I went to the door and knock. I did have a excuse if Bulma or anyone else came to the door but I was hoping I didn't have to use it. No one would answer so I knew Vegeta was by himself. I let my self in and didn't see anyone on the first floor. I walked to his room and saw Vegeta laying on the bed watching tv. I was a bit taken back. It's rare for him to ever actually sit down and watch tv.
He looked up at me then straight at the tv. I became very nervous. I didn't know if I should run now or wait it out.
"Vegeta?" I whispered.
"What the hell do you want." You can't imagine how he made those words sounds. It was as if the devil himself was saying it.
"I have got to talk to you."
"What do you 'have to talk to me' about?" Vegeta mocked me. Still not looking at me. But I suppose mocking was much better then screaming and yelling.
I stood there for a minute. What was I going to say? Hell, I didn't even know how to start off. What did I do all day?
Oh yeah, I sat in my room thanking god about a million times for Trunks not leaving me or killing me.
"Get out if you have nothing to say then." Vegeta turned to his side.
I have to say something quick before someone comes home or before Vegeta blows up.
"Actually Trunks wanted me to come and tell you."Vegeta turned back around to look at me. "I don't know how to say it with out being so blunt."
"It never hurt you before."
I gave a dirty look while he just gave me a smirk.
"You know how you asked me if you took your last bite of the 'forbidden fruit'"
Vegeta just gave a very small nod.
"Well, you have."
Vegeta dropped his head to look down at the bed. Still looking down he moved so he was sitting on the edge of the bed. He pushed himself off and walked towards me, still with his head looking down. When he was just inches away from me he lifted his head. And with a look I never seen before he just stared in my eyes. Moving his hand up to my face and tracing my jaw line. I close my eyes. I couldn't help it.
I opened my eye's again. And saw something very surprising. Vegeta's eyes were filled with tears. But he had a faint smile. Not a smirk but a REAL smile. He moved in and gave me this kiss. It was as if it was my first kiss. Sweet, passionate, breathe taking.
He broke the kiss and backed away from me.
"I guess there was one last drop left." Vegeta turned his back to me and walked back to the bed.
"I think you should leave." He laid back on his side facing away from me again.
I walked out when I heard him softly say.
"I'll miss you."
I couldn't hold it in anymore. I ran out of the house tears endlessly streaming down my face.
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::reads the story over:: how corny....but anyways I'm so sorry for taking so long. Ummm school is about to start and I don't pay attention so I'll have time to write lol. But I hope you enjoyed it and if you want me to email you when the next chapter is out please leave your email address. Thank you for reading this ::blows kisses:: lol you know you like that.
OH and thankx so much for the reviews you guys are wonderful~!
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When I got home I went to bed right away. Hopefully if I'm asleep they won't wake me up and talk to be for hours about the wedding. I called Trunks cell phone. He didn't answer. Which, that wasn't such a surprise I figured Goten and him were having a great time. I left him a message telling him I'll be over early in the morning.
I couldn't go to sleep. All I did that night was try and figure out a way to tell Trunks about all this. Usually if I planned what I was going to say everything went well. But this situation I just drew a blank on.
I looked at the clock. It was eight a.m. I knew he would be up so I got dressed and left a note for my parents, just in case. I arrived at the house a lightly knocked on the door. Trunks came in with a ice pack on his head and his hair every which way.
"Aw, to much to drink." I said rubbing his cheek and laughing a little.
"It's not funny. Why did you want to come by?" Trunks motioned for me to walk.
"I need to talk to you about something." I said with my head down.
"Omg your pregnant." Trunks said dropping his ice pack.
"NO~!"
"Then you don't want to get married. Is that it?" I walked over and put my arm around his neck.
"Of course I want to marry you. I just, I just need to tell you something about my past. Well,
actually I need to tell you why I used the dragon balls."
Trunks sat on the couch. "Oh, yeah. You never told anyone yet have you."
"I've told Goten, but I made him promise me not to tell anyone so don't be mad at him."
"Okay, I wont. But just tell me." Trunks said raising a eye brow.
"Remember on our first date I said I changed myself to look like this for someone." Trunks gave
me a slow nod.
"Well, you know this person. Very well."
"Oh, do I work with them or something?" Trunks said.
"No, umm your related." I said almost with tears in my eyes.
"What?" Trunks moved away from me. "The only person I can think of is Dad but,"
Tears were running down my face. Trunks mouth dropped and just stared at me.
"Please tell me its not him." Trunks stood up walking across the room.
"Trunks I'm sorry. If I knew what was going to happen between us I would have never done it.
I moved towards him but he back away towards the wall.
Trunks put his hand on his forehead.
"Okay, let me get this straight. You wished to be older so you could be with my Dad. You then had sex with him which is just, okay I don't even want to think about it. Then you get with me. Were you guys fucking when we was together?"
"Trunks listen to me, please." I moved closer but he pushed me away causing me to fall on the grounds. I was crying so hard I could barely breath. Trunks looked down at me with tears almost in his eyes.
"Pan, I love you so much. But why did you do this to me?"
I got off the ground and moved towards him I wrapped my arms around him crying in his shoulder. He tried to pull me off. I had to power up a little to keep him in my arms.
"If you'll sit down I'll tell you everything." I whispered in his ear.
After Trunks settled down I told him everything. And I mean everything. It was really hard for me to say it. And I wanted to leave the part out about him forcing himself on me but I had to tell the truth. I never wanted to go through this again.
After I explained everything we just sat there in silence. Trunks had his head practially in his lap. I sat close to him but I didn't dare move.
"You don't want to be with me anymore, do you?"
Trunks slowly raised his head up and looked at me. He wrapped one arm around my shoulder and pulled me closer to him.
"I already said I still love you. It's going to be hard for me to except what you did. I'm not saying having sex with someone else is wrong its just...."
"I know. I just want you to stay with me." I rested my head on his shoulder. Enjoying the time I had with him.
"I want you to do something though."
"What's that?" I raised my head up to look at him.
"I want you to talk to Vegeta and tell him, just so he knows, to never touch you again." Trunks voice started to get very loud. Anyone could have know he was angry. "I would have a 'talk' with him my self. But I'm going to leave it to you. I think that would be best for all of us."
I just looked at him and nodded.
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That evening I knew Vegeta would be alone. I told Trunks I was going to talk to him tonight. He was a bit nervous. Even though it was his decision. He was afraid we was going to do something. I know I should get mad over that. He doesn't trust me and I don't blame him. I promised him I wouldn't do anything with him and all I can say is it's going to be the hardest promise to keep.
I went to the door and knock. I did have a excuse if Bulma or anyone else came to the door but I was hoping I didn't have to use it. No one would answer so I knew Vegeta was by himself. I let my self in and didn't see anyone on the first floor. I walked to his room and saw Vegeta laying on the bed watching tv. I was a bit taken back. It's rare for him to ever actually sit down and watch tv.
He looked up at me then straight at the tv. I became very nervous. I didn't know if I should run now or wait it out.
"Vegeta?" I whispered.
"What the hell do you want." You can't imagine how he made those words sounds. It was as if the devil himself was saying it.
"I have got to talk to you."
"What do you 'have to talk to me' about?" Vegeta mocked me. Still not looking at me. But I suppose mocking was much better then screaming and yelling.
I stood there for a minute. What was I going to say? Hell, I didn't even know how to start off. What did I do all day?
Oh yeah, I sat in my room thanking god about a million times for Trunks not leaving me or killing me.
"Get out if you have nothing to say then." Vegeta turned to his side.
I have to say something quick before someone comes home or before Vegeta blows up.
"Actually Trunks wanted me to come and tell you."Vegeta turned back around to look at me. "I don't know how to say it with out being so blunt."
"It never hurt you before."
I gave a dirty look while he just gave me a smirk.
"You know how you asked me if you took your last bite of the 'forbidden fruit'"
Vegeta just gave a very small nod.
"Well, you have."
Vegeta dropped his head to look down at the bed. Still looking down he moved so he was sitting on the edge of the bed. He pushed himself off and walked towards me, still with his head looking down. When he was just inches away from me he lifted his head. And with a look I never seen before he just stared in my eyes. Moving his hand up to my face and tracing my jaw line. I close my eyes. I couldn't help it.
I opened my eye's again. And saw something very surprising. Vegeta's eyes were filled with tears. But he had a faint smile. Not a smirk but a REAL smile. He moved in and gave me this kiss. It was as if it was my first kiss. Sweet, passionate, breathe taking.
He broke the kiss and backed away from me.
"I guess there was one last drop left." Vegeta turned his back to me and walked back to the bed.
"I think you should leave." He laid back on his side facing away from me again.
I walked out when I heard him softly say.
"I'll miss you."
I couldn't hold it in anymore. I ran out of the house tears endlessly streaming down my face.
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::reads the story over:: how corny....but anyways I'm so sorry for taking so long. Ummm school is about to start and I don't pay attention so I'll have time to write lol. But I hope you enjoyed it and if you want me to email you when the next chapter is out please leave your email address. Thank you for reading this ::blows kisses:: lol you know you like that.
